Okay, I am. 31 yo married man. My wife and I have went from doing 10 roxy 30's daily to 12 ( at least )mg or suboxin daily.
We lost nearly everything on pills, we quite honestly shot a fourty acre farm and modern four br house up our arms. We awoke, sober sick living in a motel, and decide thats it, we are done. We stayed sick for four days, then started a boxin program. At first we could each do a 2mg shot, and be well, and have a buzz. But, now that we each ate slaming one and a half strips a day, we are in trouble. Its time for us to quit, but how do we do that, safely. HELP! Sorry for the long rambling post.
Hiya Bluegrassdts,
I am sorry that you've lost everything but well done on getting on suboxone. You may (ah scrap that you beat me to it hehe, was just about to give you the suboxone thread, check to see it was the current thread and noticed you've found it

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I'll give you the link
New Members Introductions (NMI) Social Thread where you'll have a chance to meet fellow Bluelight members, both new and current, if you wish.
I'm sorry that you are having issues with suboxone. You are at the right thread there, those people know there stuff and have advised lots of people. Excuse my ignorance but can I ask what you mean by "slamming?" The reason that I'm asking is because in the sub-forum,
Other Drugs they have a list of all their
IV Megathread and FAQ .
If I have that wrong, please ignore that link although the suboxone thread and the list of megathread as well as OD may be of use. I'll also give you the link to the recovery support linkes as follows
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The Dark Side
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Sober Living
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Mental Health
The people there are incredible with the support they deliver to each other. I've found great comfort and advice from those sub-forums and highly recommend them if you are seeking recovery.
We also have a
Adoption Programme where current members befriend new members to help them with anything Bluelight-related or to just simply be a friend. If you are interested in this, please feel free to post expressing your interest.
I would also advise you to read the
Greenlighter's Guide and the rules known as
BLUA (Bluelight User Agreement) because they protect us members as well as the site. For instance; one of the rules is no sourcing, if a member had not read the rules and discusses sourcing, then they may receive a warning or whatever, and if they had have read the rules, they would have avoided receiving, eg a warning.
Please feel free to ask any question re Bluelight and you're more than welcome to PM me if you'd like a friend, something to chat to/listen etc. I'm currently on suboxone so I understand what it's like to be on suboxone. I was on 12mg, am now on 10mg as I'm slowly trying to reduce. I did start on 8mg but had to increase as was still craving heavily and ended drinking quite a lot per evening. I was only on codeine so it shows that cravings doesn't depend on strength of opiate.
All the vey best and Enjoy!
Evey