It seems like every time I do even a small to moderate amount of ketamine, I have negative aftereffects for up to a week and a half. By moderate / light, I mean 250mg over the course of a couple hours, and by negative after effects, I mean brain fog, a lack of concentration, lack of motivation, light depression, irritability, mood swings, etc. This usually fades after 1 week or 2, then I'll be on top of the world, buy another bag of ketamine, then rinse and repeat. This seems to be even worse on larger doses, and since coming to this realisation, I've almost completely curbed my habit - but biting off that occasional recreational dose is incredibly difficult.
I've never heard of K giving these after effects, so I thought up a couple of causes. The first is that I simply buy k every time I get into a mania, and this is swiftly followed by a downer; although the downer doesn't seem to come when I don't buy the k. Alternatively, my water retention goes to shit when I do K (I've got a mad sensitive bladder / kidneys), and my eyes get incredibly dry, so it could be that ketamine is leading me to be dehydrated for these periods of time until my body heals itself.
But one thing I can't shake, is that when I did MXE, and I got more disassociated then I ever have in my life, that arc was reflected in the after effect as well. For 2 weeks, I was almost catatonic - completely and utterly fucked up, depressed, and foggy as shit.
So, I ask - has anyone had any temporary negative after effects, for the days after a small amount of k usage?
I've never heard of K giving these after effects, so I thought up a couple of causes. The first is that I simply buy k every time I get into a mania, and this is swiftly followed by a downer; although the downer doesn't seem to come when I don't buy the k. Alternatively, my water retention goes to shit when I do K (I've got a mad sensitive bladder / kidneys), and my eyes get incredibly dry, so it could be that ketamine is leading me to be dehydrated for these periods of time until my body heals itself.
But one thing I can't shake, is that when I did MXE, and I got more disassociated then I ever have in my life, that arc was reflected in the after effect as well. For 2 weeks, I was almost catatonic - completely and utterly fucked up, depressed, and foggy as shit.
So, I ask - has anyone had any temporary negative after effects, for the days after a small amount of k usage?
