Need to tick Meth off my list

[indigolynx]

I've pretty much done every drug under the sun, but would like to give meth a go

Why's it so hard to find in UK? Literally no one sells it lol

Bit weird.

Is it good enough a drug for me to spend time hunting for it?

 

[Jabberwocky]

It’s both a blast and a very slippery slope towards fiending. If you are an amp person you’ll love it. It’s very moreish but impossible to satisfy your craving for a repeat of the first few experiences. Comedowns for new users are often crushing too.

 

[TripSitterNZ]

meth is a slippery slope starts off amazing but leads you to self destruction as the addiction takes hold.

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

I've pretty much done every drug under the sun, but would like to give meth a go

Why's it so hard to find in UK? Literally no one sells it lol

Bit weird.

Is it good enough a drug for me to spend time hunting for it?

Same here mate. I love stims and I believe meth to be the ultimate stim. But can I get any? Can I fuck. Probably for the best though...

 

[falsifiedhypothesi]

Do MDMA instead

 

[tweakerguy]

Why's it so hard to find in UK? Literally no one sells it lol

Bit weird.

I believe its mostly a geographics thing.
America (west coast) has had a long relationship with the drug because of our closer proximity to Japan/Asia where it was first synthesized, and then obviously Hawaii, and from there it eventually got to California, And so on.
Societal differences play a big role too. WW2 was a major turning point.

 

[Jabberwocky]

I believe its mostly a geographics thing.
America (west coast) has had a long relationship with the drug because of our closer proximity to Japan/Asia where it was first synthesized, and then obviously Hawaii, and from there it eventually got to California, And so on.
Societal differences play a big role too. WW2 was a major turning point.

It's pretty common in Germany and Denmark.
In Finland you can't find crystal most of the time anywhere.
It's culture thing i think. In UK paste is very common, but meth naaah.

 

[codydion]

meth is worth the hunt for the first year or so then it gets very very dark for almost everyone i've known that was on it.. myself included. you'll like it, that's the problem.

 

[Byzek]

well for me meth wasnt so nice at fiest but i got hooked by it.
I smoked it for 5 months the first 3 monrhs just on weekends and the last 2 everyday when i met the wrong people.
Then i stopped 1 year ago aand after that i just did it once
Honestly now i cant imagine that i have ever done that it has no gravity anymore no single craving even when someone smokes it nwxt to me
But i guess im not an upper type anyway.
Meth is too strong it lasts too long

 

[ifoundit]

You don't miss what you've never had.....it's not worth it in the long term of things. I am currently in active addiction, I could tell you SO MANY THINGS but there's too much to possibly relay through just a responding message. I first began using when I was approximately 14 and my use was periodically with even years in between use at times. I will be 50 in January!! In 2012 I relapsed after having 7 yrs clean, but from 2012 to 2017 I've had almost 3 yrs of intervals being clean, one of which I was incarcerated.. I haven't been clean since my release in 2017. I use daily with the very rare occasion of going without more than a day or two. It has cost and caused me to live a life of pain, loss, bitterness, loneliness, poverty, and so much more. Most of all it cost me the respect and personal relationship of my 4 children and my family. I have been judged, misunderstood, wrong, right, selfish, and unselfish. Being right doesn't change the guilt and disappointment that I feel when I am with my family. I can never change my past, only my future and at this point in my life/age what is the point as so much damage has already been done! I know none of this probably answers the question but hopefully it will at least make you give it some great consideration. It is extremely addictive, it gives one a false sense of reality, it takes everything from a person and never gives back the value in return of what it has taken. Don't be fooled, yes, this too can happen to you, no matter if you think you just want to experiment or use recreationally......no one wants to grow up to live a life of misery even if there were some fun times getting there. The misery far outweighs the fun, and we get old and fun isn't so big a deal, we want comfort, and to be worry free, and healthy. So I strongly encourage you.....don't arouse the monster that's really a demon because you never know how big yours will be as we all have our own that inside of us. Leave it be if you know what's good for you......

 

[Domnule]

Yes, like was previously mentioned, it is a geographic thing.
Here on the West Coast of the US, there are lots of open space for clandestine meth labs and a good deal comes up from Mexico.
I can take it or leave it. I was a heroin addict for 15 years and for a few years of that time I was dating a girl who only did meth. I would mix a little in with my shots every now and then. I used to pass entirely if I was unable to inject it. I believe it is kind of lackluster when smoked or snorted... but I have always been into opiates, GABAergics, and dissociatives... different strokes for different folks

 

[HoldBack]

I use meth sparingly. Like 1-4 times per year. I only use it when I feel like watching porn and jerking off for half a day.

Otherwise I have no use for it. It is one of the few drugs I can possess without compulsively using until I’m out.

And I do like stims, I smoke hard every day despite my repeated attempts to quit.

I don’t know, meth lasts way too long. If you count it’s after effects it lasts way way way too long.

 

[Jabberwocky]

I don’t know, meth lasts way too long. If you count it’s after effects it lasts way way way too long.

Yeah. My habit has been to shoot up which leaves me spun out high for two days then two worthless days half-alseep while I come down (then 1-2 days productive work days if I’m lucky) . Rinse. Repeat.

I feel it my mission to discourage newbies from playing with meth no matter what their other experience with drugs. I’m doing my best to quit and it’s very very difficult.

 

[Byzek]

I use meth sparingly. Like 1-4 times per year. I only use it when I feel like watching porn and jerking off for half a day.

Otherwise I have no use for it. It is one of the few drugs I can possess without compulsively using until I’m out.

And I do like stims, I smoke hard every day despite my repeated attempts to quit.

I don’t know, meth lasts way too long. If you count it’s after effects it lasts way way way too long.

Amen.
I see it exactly like you.
Meth is good for watching porn and jerking off to it.

 

[tweakerguy]

I never understood the whole "porn angle" associated with meth use. It never affected me too much in that way.
I was always feeling too good about everything else and engaged heavily in creative activities like music, and other hobbies, to care much about sex or porn.

I'm not implying it isn't real, there's mountains of evidence that says otherwise. Like all over Bluelight for example lol. To me, marijuana is above and beyond the superior aphrodesiac. That one or two loads bust (excuse my crudeness) in 30 minutes while stoned is better than the 10 had from jerking off for 8 hours on meth lol.

 

[Jabberwocky]

I never understood the whole "porn angle" associated with meth use. It never affected me too much in that way.
I was always feeling too good about everything else and engaged heavily in creative activities like music, and other hobbies, to care much about sex or porn.

I'm not implying it isn't real, there's mountains of evidence that says otherwise. Like all over Bluelight for example lol. To me, marijuana is above and beyond the superior aphrodesiac. That one or two loads bust (excuse my crudeness) in 30 minutes while stoned is better than the 10 had from jerking off for 8 hours on meth lol.

I try and organise my high time 50 % depraved sex and or jerking off, 25 % hanging out on BL (usually in the hours before dawn, 25 % music, movies, binging Netflix, talking to my dog and peacefully sitting outside in the sun with a smile on my face.

I’d like to change the percentages a bit but I really feel the sexual side of meth and like to use it to explore / push my fantasies. However that part of it has been getting old lately as its become repetitive and I’ve run out of ideas.

I find meth such a chill and introspective drug I rarely get up and do active stuff except for taking the dog on long chatty walks a few times a day.

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

You don't miss what you've never had.....it's not worth it in the long term of things. I am currently in active addiction, I could tell you SO MANY THINGS but there's too much to possibly relay through just a responding message. I first began using when I was approximately 14 and my use was periodically with even years in between use at times. I will be 50 in January!! In 2012 I relapsed after having 7 yrs clean, but from 2012 to 2017 I've had almost 3 yrs of intervals being clean, one of which I was incarcerated.. I haven't been clean since my release in 2017. I use daily with the very rare occasion of going without more than a day or two. It has cost and caused me to live a life of pain, loss, bitterness, loneliness, poverty, and so much more. Most of all it cost me the respect and personal relationship of my 4 children and my family. I have been judged, misunderstood, wrong, right, selfish, and unselfish. Being right doesn't change the guilt and disappointment that I feel when I am with my family. I can never change my past, only my future and at this point in my life/age what is the point as so much damage has already been done! I know none of this probably answers the question but hopefully it will at least make you give it some great consideration. It is extremely addictive, it gives one a false sense of reality, it takes everything from a person and never gives back the value in return of what it has taken. Don't be fooled, yes, this too can happen to you, no matter if you think you just want to experiment or use recreationally......no one wants to grow up to live a life of misery even if there were some fun times getting there. The misery far outweighs the fun, and we get old and fun isn't so big a deal, we want comfort, and to be worry free, and healthy. So I strongly encourage you.....don't arouse the monster that's really a demon because you never know how big yours will be as we all have our own that inside of us. Leave it be if you know what's good for you......

This is a brilliant post.

Much love and best wishes to you @ifoundit ...

 

[Domnule]

Oh yeah, it lasts WAY too long. When I used one shot and I would be "fun high" for about 12 hours followed by about 24 hours of no sleep and mania. I once tried to use meth to get through heroin withdrawals and the lack of sleep caused hallucinations. I was admitted to the psych ward for a week... I stay away from it entirely now

 

[Jabberwocky]

Oh yeah, it lasts WAY too long. When I used one shot and I would be "fun high" for about 12 hours followed by about 24 hours of no sleep and mania. I once tried to use meth to get through heroin withdrawals and the lack of sleep caused hallucinations. I was admitted to the psych ward for a week... I stay away from it entirely now

It is definitely for the best to stay away from it - especially if it’s already given you a psychotic episode. But for the record it’s madness to go mething without benzos (or maybe opiates if that’s your thing) for that 24 hours of misery and sleepless insanity.

 

[HoldBack]

Yeah. My habit has been to shoot up which leaves me spun out high for two days then two worthless days half-alseep while I come down (then 1-2 days productive work days if I’m lucky) . Rinse. Repeat.

I feel it my mission to discourage newbies from playing with meth no matter what their other experience with drugs. I’m doing my best to quit and it’s very very difficult.

I have the same experience with crack. I use it every night and all day on the weekends and I feel useless for the first three days of the Work week before I get my shit together. Not good for an office job. The time line is somewhat compressed as compared to meth. I Badly want to quit, but I Can’t seem to make it happen.

I try and organise my high time 50 % depraved sex and or jerking off, 25 % hanging out on BL (usually in the hours before dawn, 25 % music, movies, binging Netflix, talking to my dog and peacefully sitting outside in the sun with a smile on my face.

I’d like to change the percentages a bit but I really feel the sexual side of meth and like to use it to explore / push my fantasies. However that part of it has been getting old lately as its become repetitive and I’ve run out of ideas.

I find meth such a chill and introspective drug I rarely get up and do active stuff except for taking the dog on long chatty walks a few times a day.

I agree 100% that meth is largely an introspective drug. And the porn thing is like anything with meth, if you start watching, you’ll continue to do so compulsively. I don’t get I more browse and catalogue porn than Truly watch it. But you are correct: any more than every few months and it’s just repetitive and you’ll feel gross for doing it.

I think meth addiction Presents typically with a cross-addiction to sex and that’s why some people get hooked after a single use. There is no force more powerful naturally in the human body than to have sex.