l started using crack 1 year ago.. I suffer from depression and stopped my meds and discovered crack. I hid it from my lover who is married and has 20 years clean.. long story short.. when he finally made me confess I was using I was met with understanding and told I will stop in hrn in ready.. then he asked if he could smoke with me for his birthday.. I was scared and confused and said yes.. that's another story.. I'm not sure how to feel..I feel so guilty for saying yes.. I feel used for an excuse to get high.. does have really love me..?
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PriestTheyCalledHim
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Did you smoke crack with him? If you did, know that he made up his mind awhile ago to start using crack and relapse, and probably would have used even had you not told him that you smoke it and are addicted to it.
You said that he's married, be careful his wife or husband does not find out. Stay safe.
You said that he's married, be careful his wife or husband does not find out. Stay safe.
Pretty_Diamonds
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Ouch, I hope he is able to stay clean after smoking with you for his birthday.... sounds like trouble. :/
It's up to you whether you want to smoke with him or not. Are you prepared to deal with any possible consequences?
It's up to you whether you want to smoke with him or not. Are you prepared to deal with any possible consequences?