NASADD Social: Memphis was Fucked by a Tranny Midget

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ohshea said:
Do you of you guys have relationships? If you do does your gf/bf know you use or not-or do they use as well?
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Hell naw, I don't have time for that. Tho in the past when I was getting wasted, I was doing it with the girls I was talking to. However, now that I don't do dope all the time I want nothing to do with a chick who does.
 
bukweat said:
^^^. Take homes for bupe ? That's just wrong. Why not a 30 day supply Brutus?
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I just went to a methadone clinic, that also doses bupe, because it was the only bupe place that had openings when I wanted to get clean. Plus I'm hiding it from my parents so it doesn't show up on insurance. This whole snow thing really has me seeing how ridiculous the whole ordeal really is to be honest. I'm debating on whether or not to get some opiates since the clinic is going to be open during the snow and shit when literally everywhere is closing down. We don't know how to handle ice/snow whatsoever.

Mr. Scag, it's funny that my ex is an English teacher that knew everything that I've done and she still was crazy about me. Kinda makes me wonder why I broke up with her. The next girl I dated was polar opposite and it was just weird.
 
My Etizest etizolam came in today. That was really quick. Placed order 5PM on Friday and they were here at 3PM today. Bout to give these babies a try.
 
Effect said:
My Etizest etizolam came in today. That was really quick. Placed order 5PM on Friday and they were here at 3PM today. Bout to give these babies a try.
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Damn I have to try my hands at some of that, I assume they won't pop up on a drug test like other benzos. Its not even truly a benzo, right? its a thenodiazpeine or something....well whatever it is there hsa got to be different metabolites so its probably not a concern.
 
^It is indeed, and it does not. Etiz are great for all those medicinal aspects of benzos (sleep, anxiety) without being so inviting for abuse.
 
Mr.Scagnattie said:
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My chic never touched a drug in her life besides weed. She's an english teacher in the bronx.. Hah. The exact polar opposite of me. However, she knows everything. Every horrible thing I've ever done and still accepts me. And I love her for it.
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Damn how did you meet a girl like that? Us addicts are better off with straight aroow types-they give us a reason/goal to be clean and show us all the greatness that comes along with a sober life that we often forget about (spare money to shop, daily showers, a bed to sleep in at night/our own place) its funny cos those are normal things to them.

Glad you went for the 'done memphis!! I knew youd catch a nod everyone does on the first day usually, its a really pleasant, long lasting drug. Are you planning on stickin w it for the long term or doin a detox?
 
I agree, having a non drug using girl in my life has been an extremely positive experience. Gives me a reason to live a normal life, and someone normal to do that with.

My girlfriend is about as straight-edge as they come. She has smoked weed a few times in her life but does not enjoy it at all. She has never touched any other drugs in her life (with the exception of the benzos she's prescribed for her anxiety). Once in a while she'll have a margarita or a hard lemonade (literally one, usually doesn't even finish it). When I first met her I was so worried she's hate me if she knew anything, but slowly I told her more and more and she's okay with it.

She knows I used to be a heroin addict and said that doesn't change anything. I drink and smoke weed around her and she doesn't mind as long as I don't get pass out vomiting sort of shitfaced (which is understandable). Lol I've even rolled on MDMA a couple times when she was with me and she just thought it was cute how happy and affectionate I was. She was great with it actually, she was feeding into it helping to make sure I had an even better time that I already was.

She had this idea in her head about drugs being bad and people who got fucked up being horrible, but now she can see that I am in control and responsible so she doesn't mind that I do use drugs RECCREATIONALLY. I'm sure if I ever got tangled back up in a full on habit she would be extremely upset with me to say the least...

But I'm not planning on going back there again anyway.
 
Went to the clinic at 7, had to fill out a bit more paper work and was dosed by 8. They increased me to 30mg. No craavings, not sick, feeling great. My target dose is 40-45mg so I'm not going above that I'm not trying to end up on 100mg
 
This shit does not need to get all slushy & then freeze the fuck over tonight. That could cause lots of problems for Bobbert :|.
 
MemphisX3 said:
Went to the clinic at 7, had to fill out a bit more paper work and was dosed by 8. They increased me to 30mg. No craavings, not sick, feeling great. My target dose is 40-45mg so I'm not going above that I'm not trying to end up on 100mg
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Nice, man. Yeah you definitely do not want to end up all jacked up on a high dose of methadone if you don't need it. 40-45mg's is a very manageable/good dose.
 
I got my intake appt. at the clinic Friday. Cant wait to get stablised and not worry about scoring dope.
 
Looks like just about everyone is going to a clinic nowadays.

We are off school and work tomorrow. I have my takehome and plenty of beer. Looking outside to wait to see snow. I've only seen it 3x in my life.
 
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