bukweat
Bluelighter
In the past two months St. Louis has had a high of 71 and a low of -8,with a windmill of 33 below. I hope everyone is warm in a euphoric way.
Where has your punk ass been hiding? And don't even bullshit us telling stories of all the bitches you are banging. Are you still working a lot of hours and spending too much money on dope like me? Good to see your not dead or incarserated.GOOD. NOW YOU GET TIME TO GET HIGH AND JACK OFF AND WISH YOU WERE GETTING PUSSY.
Stop being such a little bitch boy and complaining about shit.
How's everyone's thursday evening?
Edit: the high today was 17 and the low is 3. Gotta love this shit. At least it's warmer than it was a couple days ago...
Idk....... I prefer to jack off first, get high after. Otherwise it takes too long, which I don't care for because my right hand isn't likely to bitch at me for finishing too soon.
Where has your punk ass been hiding? And don't even bullshit us telling stories of all the bitches you are banging. Are you still working a lot of hours and spending too much money on dope like me? Good to see your not dead or incarserated.
Lol dude I can't tell you how many times I've woken up with a sore dick in my hands after still not having an orgasm. Hours of in and out starting to fall asleep only to realize god damnit I let it get limp again, start over... Finally it's 3:30am before you get off and let yourself go to sleep at last. Then you wake up tired cause you only got an hour and a half of actual sleep that wasn't just nodding out while beating off, and your junk is all raw which weighs on your mind the whole next day and you can't ignore the fact that it's completely your fault because you were high and masturbating all fucking night.Ugh. Jacking off after getting high=9 hours of frustration and still non cumming.
Shit hasn't been going good with me. Having problems with my woman and that affects my work which makes me numb it with dope. It is a vicious circle of depression that is gonna make my world crash around me unless I do something about it soon. I'm probly gonna go the methadone route. I have been trying to use subs but it's just not working out for me.I've been around. Just hiding in the shadows peeking in on shit once in a while to make sure all you degenerates are behaving in the good ole NASADASDSASSASSASSDADSAS. Just been getting stressed by life and not left over with a lot of shit to say to anyone. Been rather anti-social more than anything. I've been working a lot of hours lately but actually less than I usually do, only 50-52 instead of my usual 56+. I'm getting really sick of that place and just not feeling it anymore. For example- today I explained to my boss, a few of my co-workers, and our quality engineer (using an extremely loud tone of voice) in graphic step by step detail exactly how our customer could give me oral sex and drink some bodily fluids because they told one of our engineers that they were a little unhappy with some insignificant shit that I did despite being just about the only one in the whole shop that is capable and willing to do the stupid shit they asked of me. I am so done with this place and I am making a point to show everyone just how little patience I have left.
Haven't been doing dope, I did some on new years eve eve, actual new years eve, and new years day but that was the last of it. Actually the first time in a few months too might I add. My resolution this year was to not do dope anymore. Not going clean (I know I can't do that) but at least if I'm not on actual heroin that's a step in the right direction while still keeping the bar remarkably low. Gotta start somewhere. Still doing oxy maybe 1-2 times a week (like tonight) and still being an alcoholic.
I'm actually in the process of buying a house up in New Hampshire with my girlfriend, potentially next month though I wouldn't be moving until I find a job up there and finish doing some work to it before it's ready to live in. Other than that my life has been extremely boring honestly.
How's shit been with you? Anything new or exiting to report? It's been colder than a dead witch's cunt up there lately, no?
Lol dude I can't tell you how many times I've woken up with a sore dick in my hands after still not having an orgasm. Hours of in and out starting to fall asleep only to realize god damnit I let it get limp again, start over... Finally it's 3:30am before you get off and let yourself go to sleep at last. Then you wake up tired cause you only got an hour and a half of actual sleep that wasn't just nodding out while beating off, and your junk is all raw which weighs on your mind the whole next day and you can't ignore the fact that it's completely your fault because you were high and masturbating all fucking night.
Lol dude I can't tell you how many times I've woken up with a sore dick in my hands after still not having an orgasm. Hours of in and out starting to fall asleep only to realize god damnit I let it get limp again, start over... Finally it's 3:30am before you get off and let yourself go to sleep at last. Then you wake up tired cause you only got an hour and a half of actual sleep that wasn't just nodding out while beating off, and your junk is all raw which weighs on your mind the whole next day and you can't ignore the fact that it's completely your fault because you were high and masturbating all fucking night.
Do you of you guys have relationships? If you do does your gf/bf know you use or not-or do they use as well?
I smoked a few bowls and I'm.not going toblie, I'm catching nods^^
How'd you feel after the 25?