neurotichaosis
Bluelighter
So the last few months I have been maintaining successfully a semi-regular opioid habit that seems to be working out for me. I use generally 2-3 nights a week, and experience no dramas on the days without, often going 5 days between dosing and no dramas whatsoever. More often than not it's OC, 160-240 mgs a night varying between snorted, rectal, IV or a combination of them over a night. Yes I know they sound like high doses, but I've been referred to by very tolerant friends as being a freak of nature dosage wise without tolerance.
I took last thursday and friday OC in typical amounts, then around midnight on sat I IV'd 100mg of morphine. Prior to this I had gone 5 days clean, with the last dose being 6mg bupe IV with no noticeable effects. I was fine all week. Anyway back to the morph...
Stupidly I had drunken a few big glasses of wine prior to dosing waiting to score and around 1am felt my breathing a bit laboured so before retiring I figured it was probably a safe idea to take 25mg of naltrexone since there was nobody else awake in my house to keep an eye on me in case respiratory depression got the better of me. Most likely would have been okay, but considering the alcohol I'd rather be safe and ruin my buzz than my partner to find me blue by morning.
The rest of the night involved waking up in the midst of horrible panic attacks, followed by excruciating gut pains and then fevered dreams all night and morning. This reminded me of how WD's started past detox although not as severe as when I maintained a daily habit for 6 months. The rest of the day I had the runs, weakness, cramps, tearing, runny nose and generally feeling like ratshit. Stayed all day in bed and managed to stomach some miso soup and few bits of sushi by end of night. Somewhat better today than yesterday, but still feel unwell and definitely not fully recovered as I took 45mg of dexamph over the past 6 hours and can barely move around the house.
So if anybody has any ideas whether this reaction to naltrexone is even possible if multiple days between using has not been an issue for months please throw in your two cents.
Could it be possible than because of the higher doses I take, that I have developed a mild tolerance that doesn't bother me between days of not using and ingestion of naltrexone made it all come crashing down on me???
I took last thursday and friday OC in typical amounts, then around midnight on sat I IV'd 100mg of morphine. Prior to this I had gone 5 days clean, with the last dose being 6mg bupe IV with no noticeable effects. I was fine all week. Anyway back to the morph...
Stupidly I had drunken a few big glasses of wine prior to dosing waiting to score and around 1am felt my breathing a bit laboured so before retiring I figured it was probably a safe idea to take 25mg of naltrexone since there was nobody else awake in my house to keep an eye on me in case respiratory depression got the better of me. Most likely would have been okay, but considering the alcohol I'd rather be safe and ruin my buzz than my partner to find me blue by morning.
The rest of the night involved waking up in the midst of horrible panic attacks, followed by excruciating gut pains and then fevered dreams all night and morning. This reminded me of how WD's started past detox although not as severe as when I maintained a daily habit for 6 months. The rest of the day I had the runs, weakness, cramps, tearing, runny nose and generally feeling like ratshit. Stayed all day in bed and managed to stomach some miso soup and few bits of sushi by end of night. Somewhat better today than yesterday, but still feel unwell and definitely not fully recovered as I took 45mg of dexamph over the past 6 hours and can barely move around the house.
So if anybody has any ideas whether this reaction to naltrexone is even possible if multiple days between using has not been an issue for months please throw in your two cents.
Could it be possible than because of the higher doses I take, that I have developed a mild tolerance that doesn't bother me between days of not using and ingestion of naltrexone made it all come crashing down on me???