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My life has become hell after one time with mephedrone

wow...what the hell dude? seriously though, what were you on? that is the longest fuckin post i have ever seen. there is no way im reading all of that hahah.
 
So I have been reading up on adrenal fatigue and I did one of the tests that usually is pretty accurate for diagnosis and it looks like I have adrenal fatigue:(. they say it can take anywhere from 6 months to 2 years to get better. I hope it doesn't take that long for me.
 
^ thats what I had too. Remember in the story I said I ate 3 buckets of icecream? Well i have hypoglycemia which is andrenal gland fatigue and pancreatic fatigue (in essence) and it has a whole list of psychological shit that goes along with it. YOu have to be really really gentle on your body now. But its not just that, as I said, its your cycle of feeling not ok and thinking your not ok.

Thanks for all the positive feedback guys <3 u2
 
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If anyone is interested I'm getting a lot better quickly with my new diet. I should be the old me in about 3 or 4 months by the progress I'm making if not sooner.

Thanks to everyone who gave me ideas and supplement ideas.
 
Draigan if you don't mind what is your post about? The reason I didn't read it is I don't do meph but I do have an a history with elaborate doses of meth.

And I also noticed myself recently I was nearly going blind due to the mass amount of sugar I was taking with my pods everyday for 2 years. It was causing outbursts, insomnia, and had me in stage 2 hypertension as well as giving me hotflashes and aggravating general insomnia from opiate wd.

If anyone reads my pod taper thread from the summer you will see all these symptoms clearly. About a month ago it got to the point where I couldn't see signs 15 feet in front of me driving with my glasses on, I was scared to death, thought I was going blind and went to a doctor. I have never felt so good in my life and its also the reason now tapering has become so fucking "easy". Almost not hotflashes at all now or mood changes. I just don't take in sugar at anymore.
I would go through a 5lb bag of the white refined sugar every week, and was just so ignorant towards how dangerous sugar is for the body.

What exactly is hypogylycemia? I'm wondering if its possible I have that along with the stage 2 hypertension I developed from hi sugar intake. What sort of effect does it cause for you? I've become so focused on my health recently realizing ignorance nearly left me blind ( literally and figuratively), and due to how good I've felt lately I also don't snap on any members on BL anymore lol.

God its such a refreshing feeling when something like that happens and you actually have something to point your finger at. Always though it was the opiates, never would have suspected sugar to be causing that much damage to my health.
 
I took some mda/mdma pills and had a similar break that involved a fucked memory, depression, and insomnia, and feeling like i was in a dream and disconnected.

4 years later i am like maybe 60-70% better and most of the recovery was in the last year.

psych drug all made me worse except abilify. ssris made me much worse and so did benzodiazepines.
 
hello, i can very much understand how you feel about feeling sorry to ever try mephedrone, i used mephedrone 1 time too 6 months ago and it fucked me up. my problems are low bp, increased heart rate, feeling dizzy, no energy, chest pain
i found out that my heart doesnt make this so it must be some adrenal disfunction too. it heals very slovly, it feels like i will never be the same again. but i have hope, and if im looking back im much better then first 3 months, it was trully hell , its still.
the main problem by me is, i cant do exercises, becouse my heart rate increase and i get scared, and im anxious about my condition, sometimes i feel like im dying, i belive i have some sorts of pots , and its disturbing my life, i ve been very much suecidile , im still am a little,
life isnt fun anymore, its everyday fight, to live,
most i hate about mephedrone is that if there wasnt my friends i wouldnt do it, i read all the stuff on bl forums, and was i though decided that i will never try it, but my best friend was doing it, and make me doing it one time, and it changet my life,
i blame me very much for not being strong enough to say no, and fuck him off
i learned the lession that our bodys are fragile. it can change us just one false move.
i hope you get better soon.
 
Draigan, wow man that was such an amazing read i am so thankful for that. I bet you never thought when all that was happening that your testimony would be so uplifting for others. Thank you so much for posting, had a great impact on me and more importantly seemed to have a good impact on the OP as well
 
Draigan...the fuck...seriously can't believe I just read all of that, great post btw, the cycle of negative thoughts and emotions feeding off each other is a very good point ;)
 
2 postings here: 1 for Bojangles69 and 2 if for the OP

Hey Bojangles69
hypoglycemia is this: u eat sugar, ur body produces insulin to break it down, but it overshoots, then digesting more sugar than normal, so ur glucose level drops. this may lead to nervous feeling, jitters, sweating, light-headedness, dizzy, and fainting.

when I was hypoglycemic: worse thing I could do was drink coffee w sugar and a pastry in the morning, then go on a run, I fainted a few times, but usually Id just get shakey and incredible hungry and eat everything like in a hypertrance.

Best diet for hypoglycemia is avoid sugars and avoid simple carbohydrates, eat protein, fiber, veggies, and complex carbs.
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To OP. Glad to hear u are getting better. What supplements are you taking for the adrenal fatigue? Are there any medications for it?

Are ur physical symptoms noticably going away? Maybe take pictures of urself to see the improvement.

So ur liver is totally fine? If so, that is awesome news.

Wow, i cant believe this was for 1 time use. Shitty luck. Im sorry. But hey u are handling it really well. So whatever doesnt kill u makes u stronger.

WTF ingredient was it I wonder, because meph (4mmc) is usually tolerated (I think) by a majority of ppl. If it was sold as bath salts then this company is criminal and Id request a list of ingredients.
 
honestly 4-mmc is pretty frickin' rare now days. I would be surprised if what you took was genuine mephedrone.
 
^Why do u say its rare? Where are u from? If u have internet and money and a place to receive mail, procuring genuine mephedrone seems easier than buying alcohol when ur under-age.
 
I can relate in a lot of ways to what you said, OP. I first tried meph in November '10 and now go through about 2 grams per week. I also had eye-related side effects--my eyes (one or both) would swell up like I'd been beaten when I'd take meph with poppy tea. I couldn't see at all and a nurse said it looked like either severe allergies or lupus. Scary :(

I plan to quit after my birthday in early April and go back to my regular propylhexedrine + poppy tea regimen that's worked so well for me. Meph isn't adding anything to my life and is taking away money and my drive to socialize.

Anyway, I hope you're feeling better and stay away from the meph. I plan to go back on Prozac after stopping and incorporate some heart-healthy supplements into my diet. Everyone has their own path to recovery, so ya gotta do what works for you. Best of luck.
 
To anyone who is still following this thread, I finally figured out what was wrong with me. It was candida, something that I have no idea why Mephedrone effected it so bad. It could also be heavy metal toxicity which would make a little more sense and prove that what I took wasn't pure Mephedrone. Whatever it is, I'm on a new diet and I'm really feeling better.
 
OP. I hope youre feeling better, I stumbled on this post by accident but I was going to guess you where suffering from side - effects of chemical impurities, although very powerful mind altering substances can cause one-time-use damage. Just saying, I hope you healed from your misfortune.
 
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