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My life has become hell after one time with mephedrone

Going off what Izzy66 said : I run milkthistle (Sily marin extract) year round as well as Liv52.

http://www.amazon.com/Himalaya-Liv-52-100-Tablets/dp/B000VI3QAW <-- well worth every penny and truly can detox the liver.

My liver values have been as high as 892 (ALT) at some points and have returned to a normal 53. It is a tough puppy of an organ but be careful. You do only have one.

Also cranberry seed extract and a gallon of water should do a wonderful job at keeping your kidneys in good shape , some of these RC drugs can really dehydrate you - and your kidneys can be beat up badly.

Do you notice any bloodshot in your eyes also ?
 
Yeah, all the time. There are rare times when they are actually sort of white. They are getting better, but usually in the mornings, while I'm at work, until about 4 they are red. Then around the time I go to sleep they start getting red again really bad.

I have also read something about depersonilization and have noticed I have some of those symptoms.
 
The body/brain is vey resilient. I spent the last year recovering from 5 years of GHB/GBL 4BDO, alcohol and benzo abuse. I overdosed with phenzepam and was a babbling idiot for weeks.
Im still here, Im the supervisor of a mental health program and have no long term effects.
Hang in there, it will all be better soon enough.
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I actually went through a hell of a lot of 'drone before it was banned in the UK, ended up awake for days on end but took some valium to sleep and had no bad effects to speak of since.

Sorry for the stress this RC has caused you, it will get better, believe me :)
 
I hate to be the barer of bad news but depending on whats happened to you, you may not get better. Many people do recover and its hard, im speaking on total change in lifestyle and diet MEANING NO DRUGS prescribed or illigal, did you feel somthing in your head 'break'? ive spoken to a few people where this has happened years on like myself and nothing has really corrected itself even with healthy living. best of luck
 
What do you mean break? I didn't really feel that since when I came off the high I just felt burn out. From how it was the day after till now it's gotten better. I'm thinking its adrenal fatigue or something. I got an MRI and it didn't come back with anything so I'm thinking it's going to get better.
 
Hmmm, well has yours gotten any better? I mean I have felt a significant change from changing my diet and supplementing.
 
That sucks man I'm sorry. The thing that has really helped me is changing my diet and cutting out cigarettes and caffeine while mostly eating greens, which everyone else suggested. Have you quit using drugs for an extended period of time?
 
Damn biki muncher you could be a bit more encouraging.

Look jesuscop, I don't know shit about mephedrone but I guarantee you what I did to my brain in my course of using speed was 1000 times more traumatic than 1 experience with mephedrone. I mean I was outright psychotic, burned out, hallucinating sober for 3 years after I stopped, completely destroyed my brain.

But guess what? Over time it healed almost 100%. I will never be quite as sharp or witty as I use to, but the difference over the years has made that impact minimal. The brain heals from some serious, and I mean SERIOUS trauma. And I believe yours will heal too.

I also don't think biki is mentioning relevant details. You used mephedrone once right? He prob used it a lot more than that, he also might have used other things, and it also might not even be the meph thats his real issue as its just not common to quit any drug then progressively get worse over time. Sure you can suffer brain damage but even that heals. The only thing that wouldn't heal is triggering a mental disorder imo, that would be different.

Its likely something with the adrenal system like you think. I know the adrenal system works very different then any other neuro transmitter as adrenal receptors commonly upregulate instead of downregulating which results in a volatile situation for the body after you stop a stimulant. I was fuzzy headed/cloudy for years after meth, and meth is a dirty fucking drug.

Whatever the case just accept that you may feel like this for another few months. But if you watch the timeline carefully you SHOULD see you are actually improving over time. Don't take too much pesimism literally because thats not going to help you one bit. A positive mindset is much more conducive overall for your brain and body whether its reality or not. Eat healthy, I'd focus on cardio or trying to run encase it is adrenal, and take your vitamins. Just obviously stay the fuck away from meph. Its a shame you have to deal with this, but something tells me its still better than liking the meph and developing a relationship with it because its that type of shit that really fucks up peoples lives. Sobriety and abstinence generally don't. Take that for what it is and good luck!
 
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Damn man, that was way eye opening. This sounds like a great experience and in the near future, seeing as I don't have a car, I am going to take a trip just to get away. I will leave behind where I am for only awhile to really open myself up.

Thank you for that, and thank you everyone for posting on this thread. I really have gotten a little bit better since I posted this so it's going to get better I know it.
 
Noone... and I mean noone better ever make a comment again about my long post OCD after what I just witnessed here in this thread.


lol love you draigs
 
Draigan I've just read everything you said don't know about OP but I suppose it helped me.

I'm afraid of having became a retard after using LSD I can't quit thinking on it and it just makes me worse. I don't know how I can break free of that cycle though. I don't think I can enjoy something as much as you enjoyed that trip.
 
woah , if i didn't read tons of pdf file books due to studying i would never have made it bro =D haha.
 
Oh my god Draigan, you make me laugh :) <3
But in all seriousness, thank you for taking the time to write all of that out (even though it was clearly not much effort on your part in the state you were in ;))
 
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