My life at 21. Drug use just starting.

[WantToBeReborn]

You could always opt for bankruptcy. Otherwise you will need to phone all the companies and set up some sort of repayment plan even if it is tiny amounts to start, otherwise they will take you to court, issue CCJs then possibly instruct bailiffs and screw your credit record, chances of getting a mortgage, etc. Don't ignore it.

 

[WantToBeReborn]

I have one final question. I did it for 3 months, and it worked well for me, but am i stupid to believe only taking on 2 party nights a week will be okay?

Thanks

Yes. If you have an addictive personality, drug use will always escalate beyond 2 nights a week and loss of control results with increasing addiction. Don't throw your life away - seek help now. Join NA, whatever, but don't ignore this.

 

[WantToBeReborn]

Hi, JustWandering, how's things now, feeling any better?

 

[omnipresenthuman]

If anything, just stick to pot, IMO. Legal highs are not good for you and are barely researched. All the other party drugs aren't good for you long term either, like coke and MDMA, but that's your prerogative if they're pure. But yeah, harder stuff, harder shit to deal with sometimes. Especially if you're already paying so much attention to your body with the exercising during the week and everything, you may as well take some care of what you're ingesting on the weekend. The overall effect can be extremely tiring mentally and physically, especially with the heart and other internal organs, after a few years, as I have empirically discovered.

 

[Altered Perception]

90% of people here just get smashed off alcohol. Its amazing really. No matter what drugs I have took I have never behaved like the people I see that are drunk.
They are like animals.

I agree with you totally. You and i have something in common. I too have never behaved out of control even when i have been way more smashed than those people acting like animals.

I always seem to keep my self control and awareness regardless of how drunk or high i used to get. I could never undetstand how people lose memory of their rowdy drunken night or how they change personality or how some get aggresive and start fights.