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Words of wisdom from the shroom shaman!
59.3 grams(2g of them were aborts)
begin at 6:20 am
very stoned at 6:50am
Ok all, I have some very amazing intelluctual experiences to share to everyone.
First let me start that I can't type everything due to my laziness and the fact
it could take an entire book, but I will share the main points. Firstly, I weigh
140lbs and took 59.3 grams of fresh shrooms. This may be quite a bit, but I have gained
much experience, mostly from reading other's trip reports and knowing just relax which
I successfully did, despite physical stress.
Half an hour post injestion of over 2 wet ounces of equador shrooms, I already started getting visuals, I looked at the ceiling in my bedroom and it was offsetting itself a bit, like many seperate sections were shifting, split into tiles. I went to the bathroom
and looked at the towel and the fibers were shaking, vibrating, osclating rapidly, even from close up. Interesting
I went downstairs to look at the rug but it wasnt breathing much, although I could see it pixelating, as if it were made of tiny dots. Kinda reminded me of
the trip report someone had on AMT where he said stuff just vibrated rapidly. I saw that
on my last trip too but there was more breathing.
Anyway the visuals werent very much to see, but as I begin to peak about 2 hours
later I started getting loops of thoughts, I felt my mind "expand" with the wisdom
of the shroom shaman! We begin to communicate and he, she, it whatever you wanted the
shaman to be in its physical form, but its a spirit. He shared plenty of wisdom, facts
and advice with me. I didn't see much visuals nor did I even pay attention to them, I just
sat in the chair, deep in meditation, in touch with new knowlege that would change the
way I think, for life, for the better and helped me be more open minded!
1. Nothing comes easy in life, not even money. We all would like to be millionares, but in
reality not everyone even makes $200,000 a year. Of course some people get lucky
such as winning the lotto, being famous or landing an overpaying job, but for many of
us, we need to work hard on education and experience and work our way up the ladder.
2. Life has tons of limitations and we must be realistic about them. Humans can't
lift 2000 pounds, outrun a car nor fly. The law of diminishing returns plays a role here
because as you workout, you will see improvements, but they wont be on a linear scale.
Someone that can bench 150 pounds may be able to get to 250 pounds in 6 months, but in 12 months he may only be at 275 pounds and after 3 years he may be able to bench 325 pounds.
It gets expotentionally harder to gain more strength due to physical limitations. Even
computer games, such as AOE conquerors have limitations, for without limitations
it would be pointless for youd either win instantly or no one would win.
3. All humans are sexual, bisexual to be exact. but many humans, especially females are so devoid of sexuality they can accuratly be labled as nonsexual, although there are no absolutes in life. A guy who claims he cant tell if a man is cute, in fact can. Since
ugly is the opposite of cute, and a man who considers all men "ugly" by saying which man
is uglier, he in fact was able to determine which man was "less cute" or "more ugly"
4. You can't make someone do something he or she doesn't wish to or goes against her
beliefs. That said you can't stop someone from smoking, drinking, mating, collecting scales
or whatever makes him or her happy. What you could do however is educate someone about the
pros and cons, just as in life everything has its ups and downs about something. The key
word there is "awareness" You can't preach your beliefs on someone, but you can express
your opions, facts and disaprovals about something. Take mating for example. Some humans
see the joy in it, even though you do not, but you see the joy in other stuff, such as
scales and thick chicks which they don't. One could make them aware of the risks of mating
such as STDs and pregency and make them aware for something they find pleasurable, which
in itself is an *opinion* since not everyone finds mating pleasurable. Be sure to
differnate between fact and opinion. Instead of telling someone "dont do this, that" you
may express your views and let them take the whole gist of it into consideration and
base their decisions on it. Tell yourself this: Is it worth the risks? What will others
think about me? Would I care? Am I being selfish and taking my pleasures before others?
Am I hurting myself? Am I hurting the partner I choose to be involved in? One thing
can be well worth the cons to one person while to another person, he just can't see
a single pro.
5. There are pleasures and hazards to everything in life. This is the law of the
universe. For every action, there is an equal but opposite reaction. The shrooms
I consumed for example, I know will hurt me, but I feel the wisdom and experience
will help me far more. I am trading perhaps a week of my life in order to immensly
improve the quality of my life. I have done my research to do whats called "harm
reduction" This applies for everything, especially mating. You must be aware
whether you do drugs, view porn, mate, skydive, climb mountains that there are
pleasurable aspects as well as harmful aspects. You only have one life to live
besides reinceneration into another life different from this one, so you will
want to do as much as you can while harming yourself as little as you can. It has been
proven some events and actions are far more harmful than others, so thru awareness you
must determine if doing this, that is worth the risk for injury and death. it could
be mating, drugs, skydiving, anything, even eating!
6. The fact you like thick chicks and you find them more attractive is an opinion.
But however, the fact remains 75% of men like thick chicks. Saying thick chicks
are more attractive is not a fact, but if you say most of us like thick chicks, than
my friend, that is a geniue fact :D Again, as indicated above you can't force a chick
to gain weight, but you can explain your reasons and let her decide herself, not you
deciding for her. Be sure to differnate between facts and opinions. It is a fact indeed
that being below a minimum weight is unhealthy. Of course theres the element of denial
but you have accomplished the point of making her aware of the facts and opinions, she just
chose to ignore them and will face the consequences. No one is making you date
someone you arent attracted to. Its best to date someone that has alot in common with
you and there are tons of women out there that are your type. The women that choose
to be skinny may be someone else's type instead. attractiveness is just an opinion
but when I say thin chicks are not attractive what makes it a fact is at least one
man does not find thin chicks attractive, and that is me. I can only speak for my words
not others. I do know not everyone finds thin chicks attractive, but physically, thin
chicks arent healthy and also physically their bones stick out. See anorexia for more
extreme cases.
7. For everything ugly, there is beauty in it and beautiful things have "ugliness"
in them. I find scales beautiful, they arent so much as useful, but the technological
marval I find in them is amazing. They are like pieces of art work. People buy art
not to use, but to display and they enjoy looking at them. The same is with me and scales
Just looking at those scales, and knowing they work too makes me happy :D High end
scales are expensive, but they are also amazing. While I do use them, I often look at them
and think that thing can weigh in miligrams, we have come a long way in technology!
Why do people buy diamonds, there is no use to wearing one? Its for its beauty
and rarity, and makes one feel special knowing she owns something that does not come
easy to her. Not everyone sees things the same way I do. While I could explain how
amazing scales are, others just don't feel nor see the same way, but they may feel
cars are amazing.
8. The law of diminishing returns applys for everything, in this example I am discussing,
computers. I got a faster cpu but it didnt scale linearly, but I know I still have
the best deal of it, since I got it very cheap and am getting a good amount of extra
performance and any further performance increase is going to cost expotentionally more.
I need to stop somewhere. Some people would pay 3 times more for another 50% performance
while others would not pay another 20 bucks for 50% more performance. My budget allows
me to upgrade my cpu only so far and I need to be happy with that. I can always wait
for technology to advance further.
9. I know you complain about the less than impressive visuals, but shrooms effect
people differently and each trip is different. You got the best part of the deal
because while visuals are a fun thing, I wont deny that, its fleeting while the wisdom
I have shared with you will remain for life. I know I wont be able to remember it all
that is a limitation of my IQ, but I always learn new things all the time. Maybe
I will see more visuals next shroom trip or trips on acid or other drugs, but this
trip, said the shroom shaman, you really got lucky things worked out for you and will
help you in real life. I already knew I would be taking shrooms for the right reasons
and that I respect shrooms. I am not taking it to escape the harsh realities of life, but
to rather enhance my life thru meditation and shrooms are marely an aid to help me
meditate better and deeper. Overuse of shrooms, as I found out reduces their effecienty.
It is something special to be taken on occasion to experience their full benefits, be it
visual, educational or spiritual.
10. before my trip came to an end around 1am, I was told that many people live off ignorance
it is sadly true something as wonderful as shrooms, and any other drug is illegal. This is
the ignorance of the government. They only focus on the harmful aspects of shrooms. Who
are they to force their beliefs on? I would not make anything illegal that involved solo
or mutual consent for the benefit of everyone. Only things that pose a danger to others
should be illegal. That said, alcohol should not be illegal, only that its illegal to
drive while drunk. You have the right to harm yourself, but not others. By doing shrooms
I may be harming myself, but everything that is fun is also harmful. I have evaulated
the risks of shrooms and very few people die from them, and those that do have misused
shrooms or took them in the wrong setting. You can harm yourself from legal things too.
More people die in car accidents than smoking weed or eating shrooms. The government has not
found a way to profit off shrooms, something they should not even be thinking of. Shrooms
should be free and legal to grow and trade at no charge. I only ask people to consider
what they are getting to before doing shrooms. It might not be for everyone, not everyone
is able to comphrenend the wonders of shrooms, but they should be free to try them if they
choose to do so, they can always either try again or stop. I have made the right choice, and that is an opinion. You must decide if you want to try them yourself. I will not tell you if you should do shrooms or not, it is up to you to decide, not me. I can only tell you
how it made me feel, I can't predict nor am I responsable for the outcomes to you. Read other trip reports and evalulate your pros and cons just as I have. finally, I know only
a minority of people would get to read this trip report and also reading other's experiences
can never replace the experence you accquire yourself! I had no clue what shrooms would be like for myself, only that I had a general idea of what could happen. Just as I have no clue what me getting laid would be like, but I have decided it is something not for me. I feel the risks far outweigh the benefits and also I don't see much good out of it and can't imagine mating making me happy, and everyone has to respect this. I respect those who choose not to do shrooms.
59.3 grams(2g of them were aborts)
begin at 6:20 am
very stoned at 6:50am
Ok all, I have some very amazing intelluctual experiences to share to everyone.
First let me start that I can't type everything due to my laziness and the fact
it could take an entire book, but I will share the main points. Firstly, I weigh
140lbs and took 59.3 grams of fresh shrooms. This may be quite a bit, but I have gained
much experience, mostly from reading other's trip reports and knowing just relax which
I successfully did, despite physical stress.
Half an hour post injestion of over 2 wet ounces of equador shrooms, I already started getting visuals, I looked at the ceiling in my bedroom and it was offsetting itself a bit, like many seperate sections were shifting, split into tiles. I went to the bathroom
and looked at the towel and the fibers were shaking, vibrating, osclating rapidly, even from close up. Interesting
I went downstairs to look at the rug but it wasnt breathing much, although I could see it pixelating, as if it were made of tiny dots. Kinda reminded me ofthe trip report someone had on AMT where he said stuff just vibrated rapidly. I saw that
on my last trip too but there was more breathing.
Anyway the visuals werent very much to see, but as I begin to peak about 2 hours
later I started getting loops of thoughts, I felt my mind "expand" with the wisdom
of the shroom shaman! We begin to communicate and he, she, it whatever you wanted the
shaman to be in its physical form, but its a spirit. He shared plenty of wisdom, facts
and advice with me. I didn't see much visuals nor did I even pay attention to them, I just
sat in the chair, deep in meditation, in touch with new knowlege that would change the
way I think, for life, for the better and helped me be more open minded!
1. Nothing comes easy in life, not even money. We all would like to be millionares, but in
reality not everyone even makes $200,000 a year. Of course some people get lucky
such as winning the lotto, being famous or landing an overpaying job, but for many of
us, we need to work hard on education and experience and work our way up the ladder.
2. Life has tons of limitations and we must be realistic about them. Humans can't
lift 2000 pounds, outrun a car nor fly. The law of diminishing returns plays a role here
because as you workout, you will see improvements, but they wont be on a linear scale.
Someone that can bench 150 pounds may be able to get to 250 pounds in 6 months, but in 12 months he may only be at 275 pounds and after 3 years he may be able to bench 325 pounds.
It gets expotentionally harder to gain more strength due to physical limitations. Even
computer games, such as AOE conquerors have limitations, for without limitations
it would be pointless for youd either win instantly or no one would win.
3. All humans are sexual, bisexual to be exact. but many humans, especially females are so devoid of sexuality they can accuratly be labled as nonsexual, although there are no absolutes in life. A guy who claims he cant tell if a man is cute, in fact can. Since
ugly is the opposite of cute, and a man who considers all men "ugly" by saying which man
is uglier, he in fact was able to determine which man was "less cute" or "more ugly"
4. You can't make someone do something he or she doesn't wish to or goes against her
beliefs. That said you can't stop someone from smoking, drinking, mating, collecting scales
or whatever makes him or her happy. What you could do however is educate someone about the
pros and cons, just as in life everything has its ups and downs about something. The key
word there is "awareness" You can't preach your beliefs on someone, but you can express
your opions, facts and disaprovals about something. Take mating for example. Some humans
see the joy in it, even though you do not, but you see the joy in other stuff, such as
scales and thick chicks which they don't. One could make them aware of the risks of mating
such as STDs and pregency and make them aware for something they find pleasurable, which
in itself is an *opinion* since not everyone finds mating pleasurable. Be sure to
differnate between fact and opinion. Instead of telling someone "dont do this, that" you
may express your views and let them take the whole gist of it into consideration and
base their decisions on it. Tell yourself this: Is it worth the risks? What will others
think about me? Would I care? Am I being selfish and taking my pleasures before others?
Am I hurting myself? Am I hurting the partner I choose to be involved in? One thing
can be well worth the cons to one person while to another person, he just can't see
a single pro.
5. There are pleasures and hazards to everything in life. This is the law of the
universe. For every action, there is an equal but opposite reaction. The shrooms
I consumed for example, I know will hurt me, but I feel the wisdom and experience
will help me far more. I am trading perhaps a week of my life in order to immensly
improve the quality of my life. I have done my research to do whats called "harm
reduction" This applies for everything, especially mating. You must be aware
whether you do drugs, view porn, mate, skydive, climb mountains that there are
pleasurable aspects as well as harmful aspects. You only have one life to live
besides reinceneration into another life different from this one, so you will
want to do as much as you can while harming yourself as little as you can. It has been
proven some events and actions are far more harmful than others, so thru awareness you
must determine if doing this, that is worth the risk for injury and death. it could
be mating, drugs, skydiving, anything, even eating!
6. The fact you like thick chicks and you find them more attractive is an opinion.
But however, the fact remains 75% of men like thick chicks. Saying thick chicks
are more attractive is not a fact, but if you say most of us like thick chicks, than
my friend, that is a geniue fact :D Again, as indicated above you can't force a chick
to gain weight, but you can explain your reasons and let her decide herself, not you
deciding for her. Be sure to differnate between facts and opinions. It is a fact indeed
that being below a minimum weight is unhealthy. Of course theres the element of denial
but you have accomplished the point of making her aware of the facts and opinions, she just
chose to ignore them and will face the consequences. No one is making you date
someone you arent attracted to. Its best to date someone that has alot in common with
you and there are tons of women out there that are your type. The women that choose
to be skinny may be someone else's type instead. attractiveness is just an opinion
but when I say thin chicks are not attractive what makes it a fact is at least one
man does not find thin chicks attractive, and that is me. I can only speak for my words
not others. I do know not everyone finds thin chicks attractive, but physically, thin
chicks arent healthy and also physically their bones stick out. See anorexia for more
extreme cases.
7. For everything ugly, there is beauty in it and beautiful things have "ugliness"
in them. I find scales beautiful, they arent so much as useful, but the technological
marval I find in them is amazing. They are like pieces of art work. People buy art
not to use, but to display and they enjoy looking at them. The same is with me and scales
Just looking at those scales, and knowing they work too makes me happy :D High end
scales are expensive, but they are also amazing. While I do use them, I often look at them
and think that thing can weigh in miligrams, we have come a long way in technology!
Why do people buy diamonds, there is no use to wearing one? Its for its beauty
and rarity, and makes one feel special knowing she owns something that does not come
easy to her. Not everyone sees things the same way I do. While I could explain how
amazing scales are, others just don't feel nor see the same way, but they may feel
cars are amazing.
8. The law of diminishing returns applys for everything, in this example I am discussing,
computers. I got a faster cpu but it didnt scale linearly, but I know I still have
the best deal of it, since I got it very cheap and am getting a good amount of extra
performance and any further performance increase is going to cost expotentionally more.
I need to stop somewhere. Some people would pay 3 times more for another 50% performance
while others would not pay another 20 bucks for 50% more performance. My budget allows
me to upgrade my cpu only so far and I need to be happy with that. I can always wait
for technology to advance further.
9. I know you complain about the less than impressive visuals, but shrooms effect
people differently and each trip is different. You got the best part of the deal
because while visuals are a fun thing, I wont deny that, its fleeting while the wisdom
I have shared with you will remain for life. I know I wont be able to remember it all
that is a limitation of my IQ, but I always learn new things all the time. Maybe
I will see more visuals next shroom trip or trips on acid or other drugs, but this
trip, said the shroom shaman, you really got lucky things worked out for you and will
help you in real life. I already knew I would be taking shrooms for the right reasons
and that I respect shrooms. I am not taking it to escape the harsh realities of life, but
to rather enhance my life thru meditation and shrooms are marely an aid to help me
meditate better and deeper. Overuse of shrooms, as I found out reduces their effecienty.
It is something special to be taken on occasion to experience their full benefits, be it
visual, educational or spiritual.
10. before my trip came to an end around 1am, I was told that many people live off ignorance
it is sadly true something as wonderful as shrooms, and any other drug is illegal. This is
the ignorance of the government. They only focus on the harmful aspects of shrooms. Who
are they to force their beliefs on? I would not make anything illegal that involved solo
or mutual consent for the benefit of everyone. Only things that pose a danger to others
should be illegal. That said, alcohol should not be illegal, only that its illegal to
drive while drunk. You have the right to harm yourself, but not others. By doing shrooms
I may be harming myself, but everything that is fun is also harmful. I have evaulated
the risks of shrooms and very few people die from them, and those that do have misused
shrooms or took them in the wrong setting. You can harm yourself from legal things too.
More people die in car accidents than smoking weed or eating shrooms. The government has not
found a way to profit off shrooms, something they should not even be thinking of. Shrooms
should be free and legal to grow and trade at no charge. I only ask people to consider
what they are getting to before doing shrooms. It might not be for everyone, not everyone
is able to comphrenend the wonders of shrooms, but they should be free to try them if they
choose to do so, they can always either try again or stop. I have made the right choice, and that is an opinion. You must decide if you want to try them yourself. I will not tell you if you should do shrooms or not, it is up to you to decide, not me. I can only tell you
how it made me feel, I can't predict nor am I responsable for the outcomes to you. Read other trip reports and evalulate your pros and cons just as I have. finally, I know only
a minority of people would get to read this trip report and also reading other's experiences
can never replace the experence you accquire yourself! I had no clue what shrooms would be like for myself, only that I had a general idea of what could happen. Just as I have no clue what me getting laid would be like, but I have decided it is something not for me. I feel the risks far outweigh the benefits and also I don't see much good out of it and can't imagine mating making me happy, and everyone has to respect this. I respect those who choose not to do shrooms.
whoa, you know? theyre good with some meat on them.
. 
but in a way, I had experienced it all