czechmafia
Bluelighter
Magic Mushrooms~1st time~the magic is *dark* and *powerful*.....
So It's a friday and my birthday. I wanted to experience a pshychedelic for some time so i picked up some shrooms. Now normally ill drop some E, and thats what my friends were doin that evening.
So me and my friends are chillin outside in a park with a nice fire goin on. I bust the shrooms out and ingest about two grams. Let me first say this: what i expected the high to be was completely off in another world from what occured. Anxiously expecting to get high i yawn, feel tired and slightly nautious. When the effects kick in everything visual enhanced and i feel somewhat more social. After a mission to the 7 11, i remember sitting outside in front of the store when the intensity grew. Some woman looked at me and i began to giggle. at this point the trip is manageable with visual distortions increasing and some analytical thought. attempting(sucessfully) to get even more fucked i eat about another 2 grams in close proximity to the first two mayb an hour and a half after them. After this my memory is cloudy. I do remember that it was THE scariest experience in my whole life. People talking was too intense, i had to go chill by myself. I constantly felt very scared, anxious and paranoid like something bad was going to occur. Later i met up with my friend who was on e at the time. My mind started to attempt to read his thoughts. Everything he said to me frightened me like he was against me. Feeling the paranoid and scary intensity grow stronger i ask my friend questions like who am i?, what happens wen we die? We were lying down looking at the stars when the bad event i was previously anticipating began. I felt like i was the soul of myself that was sucked out of my body. Now in soul form i traveled around in into other peoples minds among other things. I stress again this was extremely frightening. It was like some dark magic sucked my soul out of my body so i was doomed to die. Later on that night i took 3 e pills just to destroy this scary experience......
The day after i was very confused, anxious and paranoid. I belive i had ego death because after coming down i couldnt understand what was going on i felt like something inside me was missing and i did not belong where i was.
I am disappointed that i personally could not enjoy a fun psychedelic trip. Unfortunately i am never doing shrooms or ne psychedelic ever........even if they r the last drugs on earth.
!!!mdma all the way!!!
So It's a friday and my birthday. I wanted to experience a pshychedelic for some time so i picked up some shrooms. Now normally ill drop some E, and thats what my friends were doin that evening.
So me and my friends are chillin outside in a park with a nice fire goin on. I bust the shrooms out and ingest about two grams. Let me first say this: what i expected the high to be was completely off in another world from what occured. Anxiously expecting to get high i yawn, feel tired and slightly nautious. When the effects kick in everything visual enhanced and i feel somewhat more social. After a mission to the 7 11, i remember sitting outside in front of the store when the intensity grew. Some woman looked at me and i began to giggle. at this point the trip is manageable with visual distortions increasing and some analytical thought. attempting(sucessfully) to get even more fucked i eat about another 2 grams in close proximity to the first two mayb an hour and a half after them. After this my memory is cloudy. I do remember that it was THE scariest experience in my whole life. People talking was too intense, i had to go chill by myself. I constantly felt very scared, anxious and paranoid like something bad was going to occur. Later i met up with my friend who was on e at the time. My mind started to attempt to read his thoughts. Everything he said to me frightened me like he was against me. Feeling the paranoid and scary intensity grow stronger i ask my friend questions like who am i?, what happens wen we die? We were lying down looking at the stars when the bad event i was previously anticipating began. I felt like i was the soul of myself that was sucked out of my body. Now in soul form i traveled around in into other peoples minds among other things. I stress again this was extremely frightening. It was like some dark magic sucked my soul out of my body so i was doomed to die. Later on that night i took 3 e pills just to destroy this scary experience......
The day after i was very confused, anxious and paranoid. I belive i had ego death because after coming down i couldnt understand what was going on i felt like something inside me was missing and i did not belong where i was.
I am disappointed that i personally could not enjoy a fun psychedelic trip. Unfortunately i am never doing shrooms or ne psychedelic ever........even if they r the last drugs on earth.
!!!mdma all the way!!!
