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Mushrooms - 1st time - the magic is dark and powerful

czechmafia

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Magic Mushrooms~1st time~the magic is *dark* and *powerful*.....

So It's a friday and my birthday. I wanted to experience a pshychedelic for some time so i picked up some shrooms. Now normally ill drop some E, and thats what my friends were doin that evening.

So me and my friends are chillin outside in a park with a nice fire goin on. I bust the shrooms out and ingest about two grams. Let me first say this: what i expected the high to be was completely off in another world from what occured. Anxiously expecting to get high i yawn, feel tired and slightly nautious. When the effects kick in everything visual enhanced and i feel somewhat more social. After a mission to the 7 11, i remember sitting outside in front of the store when the intensity grew. Some woman looked at me and i began to giggle. at this point the trip is manageable with visual distortions increasing and some analytical thought. attempting(sucessfully) to get even more fucked i eat about another 2 grams in close proximity to the first two mayb an hour and a half after them. After this my memory is cloudy. I do remember that it was THE scariest experience in my whole life. People talking was too intense, i had to go chill by myself. I constantly felt very scared, anxious and paranoid like something bad was going to occur. Later i met up with my friend who was on e at the time. My mind started to attempt to read his thoughts. Everything he said to me frightened me like he was against me. Feeling the paranoid and scary intensity grow stronger i ask my friend questions like who am i?, what happens wen we die? We were lying down looking at the stars when the bad event i was previously anticipating began. I felt like i was the soul of myself that was sucked out of my body. Now in soul form i traveled around in into other peoples minds among other things. I stress again this was extremely frightening. It was like some dark magic sucked my soul out of my body so i was doomed to die. Later on that night i took 3 e pills just to destroy this scary experience...... :(

The day after i was very confused, anxious and paranoid. I belive i had ego death because after coming down i couldnt understand what was going on i felt like something inside me was missing and i did not belong where i was.

I am disappointed that i personally could not enjoy a fun psychedelic trip. Unfortunately i am never doing shrooms or ne psychedelic ever........even if they r the last drugs on earth.

!!!mdma all the way!!! ;)
 
i put all i could remember.......hmmm mayb e does effect short term memory.......im satisfied i cant remember completely though :)
 
Don't write off all psychedelics because you didn't enjoy a 4 gram shroom trip on your first time. Remember your favorite drug MDMA is a psychedelic. MDA is found in a lot of ecstasy pills and it can produce some wild visuals. If you haven't experienced this it's only because you haven't taken high enough doses.

Anyway the point is, not every psychedelic is as intimidating as a medium/high dose mushroom trip can often be. I personally find shrooms to be one of the most ego shattering, emotional, and difficult to handle trips. A psychedelic like 2C-B, for example, is usually much easier for people to handle, and has a warmer empathogenic feel similar to MDMA in many ways. I also find LSD to be easier to handle as long as I am in a chill location, and that it lacks the sometimes strange feeling on mushrooms that some cosmic-shroom-god is making you his bitch.

I have more respect for shrooms than any other psychedelic, just because I know I absolutely must if I am to eat mushrooms once in a while. I usually take about 2 grams.... 2.5 if I am feeling adventurous, and I almost always have a solid +++ (with two ++++'s) experience.

Maybe try 1.5 grams of mushrooms with a couple of those E pills ;)
 
Dude! ive done shrooms a few times, and i have yet to have a good trip!!! EVERY trip ive had has been a complete and utter nightmare!!! But guess what? Ive learnt something valuable from every one of those trips. I set them out correctly and everything there was nothing that could go wrong but they still turned into a nightmare.

Do i give up? no, i learnt something, ill do it again. no regrets.

Maybe psychidelics are not the right thing for you, but my honest opinion is read up some more and give it another go.
 
ive been wanting to try shrooms. never have though had a couple opportunities but i wasnt comfortable with the ppl. ive done pot/x/coke and some other pills. should i jsut try a little bit of field shrooms first if i know they are good and not toxic.
 
Yeah, you shouldn't take any psychedelic JUST for fun. You cannot manipulate a powerful mushroom trip, and 4g is alot for a first time.

bluedolphin, at first glance I thought you said MDA produces "mild" visuals.. *laughs* I ate one of those good #1 white pills that came around, and I felt like I had taken two nice hits of LSD along with a very strong dose of MDMA, though the visuals seemed to "complete" the character of MDMA. They were not LSD-like. It just seemed LSD-like in that I couldn't seem to grasp control of the experience. It was that "edge," though it was void of fear, which I am not used to.
 
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