foolsgold25
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I always seem to have the same issue when I trip.
I took 2.5g of dried shrooms a couple of weeks ago & I spent the whole trip very uncomfortable, moving from room to room, sweating lots & feeling paranoid & really clammy. I also felt kind of disorientated and confused.
I ALWAYS get these dark closed eye visuals, I’m talking about twisted disabled people, old people, strange medieval people, proper awful demented shit…. As soon as I close my eyes it comes crashing into my vision which in turn makes me feel fuckin weird. I did have a few minutes of incredibly detailed trippy imagery which was incredible. I’ve tried to keep my eyes clothes but the imagery is so fucked up that it is really hard & it makes me question my sanity? Haha I felt good going into the trip, I was home alone, music sounded great & It is not particularly difficult for me to manage this, I can just kind of laugh about it at the time but I don’t seem to be able to control it, it’s more frustrating than anything.
I think it could be to do with smashing mdma and 5htp for many years. Anyone else have any similar effects? I purposely took a slightly higher dose the last time because I thought that would blast me off further…… The EXACT same imagery seems to appear on LSD but I have never seen any of these images in my day to day life & I am confused WHY I always come to the same point. It only happens when my eyes are closed. I would usually come out of a trip feeling a benefit mentally but I didn’t seem to gain anything from this one. I guess I am just broken? I am just curious if there’s any way to navigate this? I’m not sure if it’s just a representation of how fucked up my way of thinking is or just psychedelics aren’t for me.
This doesn’t happen with 2cb, only LSD and mushrooms
I took 2.5g of dried shrooms a couple of weeks ago & I spent the whole trip very uncomfortable, moving from room to room, sweating lots & feeling paranoid & really clammy. I also felt kind of disorientated and confused.
I ALWAYS get these dark closed eye visuals, I’m talking about twisted disabled people, old people, strange medieval people, proper awful demented shit…. As soon as I close my eyes it comes crashing into my vision which in turn makes me feel fuckin weird. I did have a few minutes of incredibly detailed trippy imagery which was incredible. I’ve tried to keep my eyes clothes but the imagery is so fucked up that it is really hard & it makes me question my sanity? Haha I felt good going into the trip, I was home alone, music sounded great & It is not particularly difficult for me to manage this, I can just kind of laugh about it at the time but I don’t seem to be able to control it, it’s more frustrating than anything.
I think it could be to do with smashing mdma and 5htp for many years. Anyone else have any similar effects? I purposely took a slightly higher dose the last time because I thought that would blast me off further…… The EXACT same imagery seems to appear on LSD but I have never seen any of these images in my day to day life & I am confused WHY I always come to the same point. It only happens when my eyes are closed. I would usually come out of a trip feeling a benefit mentally but I didn’t seem to gain anything from this one. I guess I am just broken? I am just curious if there’s any way to navigate this? I’m not sure if it’s just a representation of how fucked up my way of thinking is or just psychedelics aren’t for me.
This doesn’t happen with 2cb, only LSD and mushrooms