Valium
Bluelighter
I hated it, couldnt function and gave me lots of anxiety
TYPICAL PSYCHIATRIST RESPONSE TO THIS WOULD BE
"anxiety? but Remeron doesn't really cause anxiety....I think the anxiety must be coming from elsewhere"
"but from where? before this I was fine, the more i took, the more anxious I got ...wouldn't it be more logical to..aa"
"yes yes I understand, shhh, calm down, it's ok. The truth is, Remeron simply CAN'T cause anxiety. Why...that's like saying that you took a ..i dont know...a valium and then became anxious. you know what I mean?"
"umm...ok..but before i had no anxiety and after taking it i got anxiety so what was it that could have been the cause, do you think, most likely, most REASONABLY, hypothetically holding to the tall pillars that be the tenets of the scientific method of observation and association?"
"heh heh, you are so passionate about this, but don't worry. you're just wrong, and it's OK to be wrong. You're not a psychiatrist after all. Remeron is right and you are thus wrong. Now it's beyond time, so I'll see you next month, here's your pack of scripts...this pack is the phenothiazines, this one is the bromides, here's lithium, and here's 4 white valiums to get you through the month, but this is the LAST time I am giving you that POISON. And I want you to raise that Remeron up to 450mg - I will write, yes, i will write to Organon so that your insurance pays. And you will see then how wrong you were. OK? ok well see you next week
"ok buh bye. is that your car over there? its so amazingly beautiful..wow.
well ok bye now.
[runs off to purchase machine gun and video tape]
and im not even exaggerating. i mean we've all been treated like this by the psychs...like were not even above unicellular intellectual capacity. it's soooo sad to see a psychiatrist, beautiful woman, on the upper west side right near the park, all glitz and glam and scandinavian tall with full breasts, smoking in the office, throwinig out racist jokes in Russian..and then giving me Remeron. When I said to her, I took this before, it was not helpful in the least, she replied "no no, that's how some spick or nigger psychiatrist handled it.. leave it to me. this stuff works. what you don't believe me? and i reply "no, i believe that you don't believe that you actually in the privacy of your own being which itself is created by you according to all the principles of social metaphysics can possible REALLY believe the crap youre saying right now? Columbia med with honors and laurels....
more like columbia bed with white trash accomodations, SUKA. SUKA! SHALAVA!!!
- this really happens -
You! how dare you stand in the waiting room like this frightening the patients? I can arrest you,"
i reply..in translation "what about all of the people sitting in this room at whom i point at right now, whom you monitor from your little camera today and then turn the monitor to me and tell me that he always comes to you asking for you to find him a Russian man because he really loves them (at this point same guy looks like he's expecting someone to run out of a wall and exclaim YOURE ON HIDDEN CAMERA.
long story less long....Dr. G gave me Remeron and it escalated in probation of her license, not to mention the joint suit filed by ALL of her patients with me at the forefront.
NOW I ASK.
WHY?
WHO IS THE GUILTY ONE?
REMERON!
and the people shouted REEEMERON while Barrabas turned white
anyway . i dont even undesrand what the hell that was that i wrote over there. but don';t delete it please because i want to come back tomorrow and read it and be like....'ooh shit alex..u write like a fuckin mental patitent niga...wtf wuz you on when this happened? merde.....ta geule!
Alexander Alexandersson
