nomoremolly
Greenlighter
Hey all, ok so during the summer I got giddy / wreckless and did 10 grams of MDMA in 10 weeks often rolling for back to back for days. No excuses really, I was just naive and fell in love with the effects of the drug. Anyway turns out my brain got fried, my mind felt constantly foggy and my short term memory deteriorated to an extent that I could not recall events I had done that day, such as the newspaper articles I had read or the items I had bought from the supermarket. Scary shit, right? Being permafried off E is not for me seeing as I'm not Bez from the Happy Mondays, he's made a rather lucrative career from this shit.
Ok so enough babbling, alongside calling it a day on my E use 3 months ago coupled with daily exercise I've recently started taking neurozan and neurozan plus and the results have most definitely exceeded expectations. My mood has perked up, my fluency in both speech and writing has improved alongside a very welcoming return of my previous general aptitude, heck I'd even go as far as saying I feel like that dude from that film limitless or something. Ok, admittedly I’m still a long shot off from making Robert De Niro my stockbroking bitch but you get the idea. Although whenever I close my eyes I still see funky-ass fluorescent closed eyelid flashes / visuals, providing physical evidence that MDMA has probably changed my neurology to an indefinite extent at the very least. Nonetheless I feel much better about my situation now, perhaps I'll even roll again one day albeit much more sensibly.
Finally, I'm a firm believer of the brain's neuroplasticity and ability to recover. Second time I did LSD i dropped 3 tabs at once, giving me mild psychedelic "flashbacks" that did eventually fade after 6 months....(although flashbacks is the wrong term to describe such events, I wasn't in some dream like state fantasising about my previous trip, more like if I was sleep deprived it felt like I had dropped 1/10th of a tab of acid or something, not that I minded when it happened lol).
Ok so enough babbling, alongside calling it a day on my E use 3 months ago coupled with daily exercise I've recently started taking neurozan and neurozan plus and the results have most definitely exceeded expectations. My mood has perked up, my fluency in both speech and writing has improved alongside a very welcoming return of my previous general aptitude, heck I'd even go as far as saying I feel like that dude from that film limitless or something. Ok, admittedly I’m still a long shot off from making Robert De Niro my stockbroking bitch but you get the idea. Although whenever I close my eyes I still see funky-ass fluorescent closed eyelid flashes / visuals, providing physical evidence that MDMA has probably changed my neurology to an indefinite extent at the very least. Nonetheless I feel much better about my situation now, perhaps I'll even roll again one day albeit much more sensibly.
Finally, I'm a firm believer of the brain's neuroplasticity and ability to recover. Second time I did LSD i dropped 3 tabs at once, giving me mild psychedelic "flashbacks" that did eventually fade after 6 months....(although flashbacks is the wrong term to describe such events, I wasn't in some dream like state fantasising about my previous trip, more like if I was sleep deprived it felt like I had dropped 1/10th of a tab of acid or something, not that I minded when it happened lol).
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