Looking for sympathy ...HA yeah that's why im here ,I didn't realize trying to warn others about OD'in on meth from smoking which is "impossible" from what I hear, was a topic of judgement, I respect everyone I meet and tell the truth about what is going on so they can tell the best way forward(where are you getting this shit from that im abusing staff and wreck less behind the wheel).. I shouldn't be pushed away because I told the truth that im on drugs and made to feel like I don't deserve to be in ER. Been addicted to meth fucking sucks but It will happen to anyone who uses it, if you use your already addicted you just haven't realized that it will be back for you someday and hopefully you dont go back, its a major burden on my life but I still do it and I don't know why...hell I did it after I got out of the hospital and only a FOOL would do that, I will use then quit and despise the drug, only to start again, even though I really believed I was off it for good, this experience was a close call, I hope it will stop me using all together but who knows. Situations like this just somehow get turned from negative to, not too bad to, who cares and then next thing you know your back doing meth again. Driving a car high doesn't really come to mind when your high all the time, telling me not to do it isn't going to stop me, especially your attitude that your somewhat superior to me because you don't drive on under the influence or wont admit to it. Sure I drive high ALOT of the time, I did my driving test high, its a shit thing to do and could possibly ruin mine or another persons/families life, its fall in with the same category as tail gating, texting, speeding, talking on your phone, rules just do not matter at present, if I have to drive to work ..Im driving, I don't know about you but I am selfishly hooked on this drug, hence I come on here... I don't really follow any thought about law and order, meth does the majority of my thinking for me. Im not proud, but Im honest, progressively I just stopped caring about shit that got in the way of doing more meth. The one who is ignorant is someone who thinks you are any better of a person and wouldn't make bad decisions if they had a drug problem. Meth creates it own mind to pass rational thought and logic if it involves a way to get more, You either haven't reached the bottom and kept digging or you just think you know what meth is because you have tried a few times without problems and now you have the right to pass judgement.