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Ashley
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Anywhere from .1 to 1.5 to 2.5 points, personally, it also depends on the quality of the product - but assuming it is of decent purity (which it always is) 2.5 points is a huge shot. I like BIG shots of ice, you know the one's where you throw up and are overwhelming in their intensity. The most I have ever had in a single shot would have been 5 points. I remember scoring some really cheap ice with my ex off some Asians who we were buying our heroin from around 2009, we bought a gram and split it in half into two shots. I gave her hers and then had mine. Knee buckling stuff. We both power spewed and then after the rush had started to abate we just jumped at each other and fucked like animals for 8-10 hours.
Single street deals are usually .08 just under a point, and this IV is still a very nice shot for me (i.e guaranteed not to sleep and speeding hard). These days I rarely have more than 1.5 points, and I use a couple times a fortnight at the moment. I like big shots of heroin too, I like that point where you're sitting on the fence between life and death, but that's a whole 'nother story!
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CartoonHead
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I'll usually do about 70-100mgs. Maybe 150mgs if I want to rock myself pretty hard. That's usually enough for me, great rush and legs....I generally only use once a month for a period of 2-3 days.
Ashley I really cannot imagine what whacking 5 points of good ice in one shot would feel like...I picked up a half gram on Sunday and only just finished it yesterday. To do that amount all at once....the rush must be indescribable.
There was one time about a month ago when I was twacked after being up and charging for a few days and was carelessly mixing up a shot, lazy eyeballing in not ideal light conditions and I think I threw quite a bit more in the spoon than I expected. Did the shot, got a big cough and knew I'd done much more than expected...that was one of the best rushes I'd ever had, incredible after already being on it for a few days. As well as the usual feeling, it was accompanied by something else....another feeling, that was really nice. The best way I can describe it is it was like being 13 again, just a feeling I associate with that age/time. A bit hard to describe but it was very nice. I think I may have been just tipping over into the next level of meth rush that people doing these epic sized shots chase.
Best to not get into the habit of doing that too much ;-)
Red Shark, ahaaa I'm jealous, I am usually too negligent to acquire benzos for afterwards. Always wish I had taken the impetus to grab something for the comedown (not much of a comedown really...just frustrating to not be able to sleep. Worse if it's noisy where you are). A few xannies and a glass of red or ideally some opiates are a real nice cushion for the landing.
Ashley I really cannot imagine what whacking 5 points of good ice in one shot would feel like...I picked up a half gram on Sunday and only just finished it yesterday. To do that amount all at once....the rush must be indescribable.
There was one time about a month ago when I was twacked after being up and charging for a few days and was carelessly mixing up a shot, lazy eyeballing in not ideal light conditions and I think I threw quite a bit more in the spoon than I expected. Did the shot, got a big cough and knew I'd done much more than expected...that was one of the best rushes I'd ever had, incredible after already being on it for a few days. As well as the usual feeling, it was accompanied by something else....another feeling, that was really nice. The best way I can describe it is it was like being 13 again, just a feeling I associate with that age/time. A bit hard to describe but it was very nice. I think I may have been just tipping over into the next level of meth rush that people doing these epic sized shots chase.
Best to not get into the habit of doing that too much ;-)
Red Shark, ahaaa I'm jealous, I am usually too negligent to acquire benzos for afterwards. Always wish I had taken the impetus to grab something for the comedown (not much of a comedown really...just frustrating to not be able to sleep. Worse if it's noisy where you are). A few xannies and a glass of red or ideally some opiates are a real nice cushion for the landing.
tentram
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oh indeed. apart from being an expensive and rather dangerous sized dose the hit you get is indescribable as you say and then thats the only typa hit youre looking for from there on. it only leads to trouble and danger.
these days i wouldnt use anymore than 2 points. im non tolerant now. last amphetamine i used was 4-FA quite a while back.
CartoonHead
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Oh man, the expense...it partly frustrates me, but my guy does looks after me. Honestly, a part of me is so glad the price situation is not like it is in much of America - if I could get a gram of high grade ice for under $100 I fear I would have cooked myself into oblivion by now. Or at least jail.
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Yeah 2 points would be a pretty epic shot for me...I enjoy chasing the rush but I don't want it to ever tip over into anything other than momentary discomfort. I get panic attacks from weed and psychs sometimes and I imagine having one during a meth rush would be horrific. I imagine it would take a fair bit for it to become unpleasant though haha. I've only ever had one bad shot and it was weird - it was years ago, crappy gear ("base"), I'd been up for about 2 days and when it hit I didn't get much in the way of pleasure but had real trouble breathing for a few minutes. Quite scary.
I remember when you used to post under your old name, you used to hit it pretty hard yeah? In fact I seem to remember a certain vid you posted of yourself doing a nice shot....haha needle porn, love it :-D
Great to hear you've managed to stay clean. Any techniques? I'm always trying to cut down my usage but once the "gonna get on" thought train starts rolling it's very hard to put the brakes on.
Do you think you'll ever use again?
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Yeah 2 points would be a pretty epic shot for me...I enjoy chasing the rush but I don't want it to ever tip over into anything other than momentary discomfort. I get panic attacks from weed and psychs sometimes and I imagine having one during a meth rush would be horrific. I imagine it would take a fair bit for it to become unpleasant though haha. I've only ever had one bad shot and it was weird - it was years ago, crappy gear ("base"), I'd been up for about 2 days and when it hit I didn't get much in the way of pleasure but had real trouble breathing for a few minutes. Quite scary.
I remember when you used to post under your old name, you used to hit it pretty hard yeah? In fact I seem to remember a certain vid you posted of yourself doing a nice shot....haha needle porn, love it :-D
Great to hear you've managed to stay clean. Any techniques? I'm always trying to cut down my usage but once the "gonna get on" thought train starts rolling it's very hard to put the brakes on.
Do you think you'll ever use again?
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Minion
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How long were they up for?
Minion
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With the quetion of how much I IV: These days, due to financial restrictions; a point at a time. It's criminal. I hate it. it's enough to stimuate me and keep me awake so I have to dwell with how not high I am.
It's not shitty gear, it's just I'm a total pig. I used to have .4 shots to kickstart me after I'd sleep (pass out for a few hours) then have .2 shots at 3-5 hours intervals for a couple days. I've ruined amphetamines for myself for the rest of my life by being a glutton. Don't do it kids. I knew after I shot .7 and ended up hallucinating after spewing up everywhere and nearly losing control of my bowels, that amphetamines would never be the same for me again. And they never have been. Writing this makes me want to go drown myself in the kitchen sink
I miss meth so much.
It's not shitty gear, it's just I'm a total pig. I used to have .4 shots to kickstart me after I'd sleep (pass out for a few hours) then have .2 shots at 3-5 hours intervals for a couple days. I've ruined amphetamines for myself for the rest of my life by being a glutton. Don't do it kids. I knew after I shot .7 and ended up hallucinating after spewing up everywhere and nearly losing control of my bowels, that amphetamines would never be the same for me again. And they never have been. Writing this makes me want to go drown myself in the kitchen sink
I miss meth so much.
tentram
Ex-Bluelighter
cartoonhead said:
haha yeah i was a pretty big IV meth addict for a number of years. sometimes in conjunction with a fair bit of an MDxx. and yeah that was me who posted a 'process' of registering and injecting. so quick n clean too haha
those years are FAR from me now. i still have quick fleeting cravings though. nothing i ever act on because i snap out of it. i still dont mind a hit or two every year or two though when i see the primo rocks going around.
i used around 150mg at the beginning of last year i think and was fried out if my mind after quite an extensive break.
Thanks for the praise of keeping it easy. Tips? Well it was destroying everything in my life and my spinal condition and the pain associated took over. I lost interest in the drug. It took a lot if will. Thats essentially what it was for me. The usual getting rid og contacts and those kinda necessities if youre in deep and really need to get out; severing ties to the circle is first on the list. Letting friends know so they wont shout or score you can help.
the dude i scired from just chipped me a small shot from a half oz chunk of rock. I near shit myself when he rocked up and pulled it from his ashtray.
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tentram
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I cant edit my other post correctly so apologies for the double post. Mods can your merge if its a hassle?
Cartoon - yeah i can see myself using again. Considering i have on and off hypertension, i have that on my mind for a reasonable health concern. Though, in moderation i handle it fine. So yeah i will use again whenever the right time poses itself with the right gear and under the right circumstances.
Cartoon - yeah i can see myself using again. Considering i have on and off hypertension, i have that on my mind for a reasonable health concern. Though, in moderation i handle it fine. So yeah i will use again whenever the right time poses itself with the right gear and under the right circumstances.
I hadn't for a long time, after a few days awake im usually fine but I think it was more the company I held that brought it on. Got a job now and a place to stay, has been tough but pulled out of it okl! I started using again as soon as I got enough money which is fucked. Hopefully I can make good decisions on company/moderation in the future.
My boyfriend often can't sustain a boner when we're high, so he buys these herbal Viagra from the sex shop. It works. But I think it's more the placebo effect.
I posted in here about a month ago about my boyfriend and I wanting to seriously cut back our usage. It hasn't happened. If anything, it's much worse because a few people have been hitting us up for gear lately - newbie users only after a point or two, a few others after halves. Basically if we get an 8 ball, buy the time we sell off a little bit to friends, we are left with surplus gear that's free.
I'm writing this on the train to work, had 2.5 points this morning when I woke up, justified it to myself on the basis of a benzo hangover that would make me less productive at work. I have a pipe and another few points in my handbag and will be hitting up the disabled toilet in my corporate office for a few sly burns throughout the day. Nobody would ever guess that I'm a heavy user. Does anybody else roll like this at work?
I'm writing this on the train to work, had 2.5 points this morning when I woke up, justified it to myself on the basis of a benzo hangover that would make me less productive at work. I have a pipe and another few points in my handbag and will be hitting up the disabled toilet in my corporate office for a few sly burns throughout the day. Nobody would ever guess that I'm a heavy user. Does anybody else roll like this at work?
Sorry to bombard the thread, I did mention I was high!
I have a few theories about the music preferences of meth users, and I'm keen to know what tunes people listen to when they're high or coming down off a bender. When I'm high, I could listen to anything from hip hop to breaks, but when I'm in depressive mode when coming off it, my usual preference is for more aggressive hip hop, like Jedi Mind Tricks etc. Or drum and bass - jungle/tech step/liquid. Lately though, I've been hankering for more mellow sounds on the comedown, like on the acoustic tip - very unusual for me. I've been totally rinsing an acoustic placebo album, and I'm not sure if this recent change in musical mood is indicative of something - like my usage getting worse? Does anybody have any thoughts? What's your go- to genre when you have been awake for ages and have run out of gear? Or when you're perked up on the initial high? I'd be keen to hear specific CDs that are on high rotation in these states....
I have a few theories about the music preferences of meth users, and I'm keen to know what tunes people listen to when they're high or coming down off a bender. When I'm high, I could listen to anything from hip hop to breaks, but when I'm in depressive mode when coming off it, my usual preference is for more aggressive hip hop, like Jedi Mind Tricks etc. Or drum and bass - jungle/tech step/liquid. Lately though, I've been hankering for more mellow sounds on the comedown, like on the acoustic tip - very unusual for me. I've been totally rinsing an acoustic placebo album, and I'm not sure if this recent change in musical mood is indicative of something - like my usage getting worse? Does anybody have any thoughts? What's your go- to genre when you have been awake for ages and have run out of gear? Or when you're perked up on the initial high? I'd be keen to hear specific CDs that are on high rotation in these states....
Nozphexezora
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Ladyfriend, you can EDIT your posts and integrate all of your comments into one, so as to avoid double/triple posting and bumping the thread continuously. Anyway, I don't use meth - never have and never will, only because I have no interest in doing it. But your boyfriend has to want to quit or cut-down. In many cases it's impossible for a parent, guardian, friend or girlfriend/boyfriend to force others into quitting. I'm not sure if your boyfriend wants to quit or not, but if he really is determined on at-least cutting down then consider alternative drugs. I'm not sure how meth works exactly from lack of experience, but can't you use other drugs like dexamphetamine to "wake up" so-to-speak?
Also, Crystal Castles' III, Massive Attack's Mezzanine and Ziggy Stardust and the Spiders from mars are all pretty good albums in general - especially late at night.
Also, Crystal Castles' III, Massive Attack's Mezzanine and Ziggy Stardust and the Spiders from mars are all pretty good albums in general - especially late at night.
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freestylers - raw as fuck has that grimy tweak feel imo
Word. That Freestylers album is dope.
Worst possible experience happened today, that I thought would never happen.
Just got hold of some really HQ stuff and had too much..probably the strongest D-meth iv ever had. I jumped in car to go to work and my heart proceeded to shutdown, confused as hell, had massive pain down my left arm and started spewing up, think I blacked out but cant really remember. Pulled over a car and called a ambulance, didn't really know what was going on, by time it got there I had started to feel bit better. There was one point my heart was, beat and then nothing for 5 seconds and then another two beats then nothing for even longer... which made things 10 times worse. All kicked in by a ciggarette, I actually thought this was the end of me. Im Healthy and fit, with no pre existing problems and look after myself most of the time. Got out of hospital 7 hours later, after been treated like shit all day because I was so high and Im still so fucking wired..pupils are almost all black to the edge. WARNING for anyone who likes to push the boundaries... this has scared the absolute shit out of me and will not be doing meth in the foreseeable future.. was pretty lucky to not have had a full heart attack
What made it worse was the hospital treating me like scum, even though I work hard for 40 hours a week and have so for my entire working life. As soon as they heard meth, It starts.. "Why were you driving" "Its the most addictive substance, dont you know how dangerous it is"... well obviously not :/ Its a bit late to worry about how addictive it is once you've already started.
Anyways best be careful, Meth/RC fuck knows it was powerful shit though, almost too powerful.
Just got hold of some really HQ stuff and had too much..probably the strongest D-meth iv ever had. I jumped in car to go to work and my heart proceeded to shutdown, confused as hell, had massive pain down my left arm and started spewing up, think I blacked out but cant really remember. Pulled over a car and called a ambulance, didn't really know what was going on, by time it got there I had started to feel bit better. There was one point my heart was, beat and then nothing for 5 seconds and then another two beats then nothing for even longer... which made things 10 times worse. All kicked in by a ciggarette, I actually thought this was the end of me. Im Healthy and fit, with no pre existing problems and look after myself most of the time. Got out of hospital 7 hours later, after been treated like shit all day because I was so high and Im still so fucking wired..pupils are almost all black to the edge. WARNING for anyone who likes to push the boundaries... this has scared the absolute shit out of me and will not be doing meth in the foreseeable future.. was pretty lucky to not have had a full heart attack
What made it worse was the hospital treating me like scum, even though I work hard for 40 hours a week and have so for my entire working life. As soon as they heard meth, It starts.. "Why were you driving" "Its the most addictive substance, dont you know how dangerous it is"... well obviously not :/ Its a bit late to worry about how addictive it is once you've already started.
Anyways best be careful, Meth/RC fuck knows it was powerful shit though, almost too powerful.
tentram
Ex-Bluelighter
You cant blame them for treating you shittu man. You were driving in a fucking car while it started. just think of the possible scenarios which may have played out should you not have had the wits about you to pull over in time...
you dont drive ficked up. plain and simple. why risk finding out what may happen on the off chance?
im sure a few valuable lessons wre learnd, huh? though it seems youre oblivious to the dangers of drug driving. that or ignorant.
you dont drive ficked up. plain and simple. why risk finding out what may happen on the off chance?
im sure a few valuable lessons wre learnd, huh? though it seems youre oblivious to the dangers of drug driving. that or ignorant.
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Yeah it was a bad idea to get in the car but if you read properly you would see that I never got that far [I pulled over A car] outside my house... I can says addiction has put me in some of the most dangerous situations, I do my best to try live a normal life which includes driving/ working so I would have always be under the influence to some degree, where do you draw the line?.. like everyone there are times when you don't realize you've overstepped the mark, just like someone who has 1 too many beers. Thanks for the pointing it out though, you should apply for a job at the hospital..
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