canberracrack
Bluelighter
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- Apr 10, 2015
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Successfully stopped a'swirling at 9:00pm, enjoying my high (fuck this meth is amazing) then ima drop 30mg val and try sleep
Aw fuck chuck one last rock in the pipe ayso long as I'm in bed by about 4am it's cool
That's what everyone says to justify using addictive drugs - "I have the strength of will to handle it." Sorry man, but it just doesn't work that way. Do you really think every single individual who's become a drug addict just lacked willpower?
how much does everyone load into their pipe at a time?
That's what everyone says to justify using addictive drugs - "I have the strength of will to handle it." Sorry man, but it just doesn't work that way. Do you really think every single individual who's become a drug addict just lacked willpower?
im 22^^^
Work wasn't fun today. i slept last night but had to drop like 50mg val as id puffed away a bit. before work i toasted up a half point and just was thinking my manager was trying to see if i was high the whole time so i was avoiding eye contact and that made him more suss. i dunno might just be the usual trippan.
puffed a point since 6:30 and i just dunno how ill sleep I'm chewing thru these vals like cray. my next door neighbour has been outside smoking quite a lot and I've been paranoid but i popped a val now were sweet yo. damn this meth is sexy. i had a 3some with two hotties before and shit got fee-kay.
Anyone got any experience on anxiety as a long term effect from meth use.
Though Im sober now for 2 years, I still have my anxieties although not as horrifying as before.
I never had anxiety issues when I was living on amphetamines - apart from an out of control habit and lifestyle my life was great when I was using. I'm sick these days and I'm in chronic pain addicted to opiates, coming down off meth or the like in my current state would destroy my nerves, doubtful I'd handle it well, probably check myself into hospital in the hope they would knock me out with something like midazolam. I cringe at the thought.
Have your sought medical treatment for anxiety? Getting off Meth was certainly a good choice imo.
...at home on your own there is no anxiety and no bullshit just pure bliss.