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Methamphetamine Discussion Thread 3.0

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I went and saw my other guy. Bought two points and the trip from my house to there and back was fucked I was being chased by the Indians mate in a taxi then I got s taxi home the Indian was driving it I had to jump out from a moving taxi and fucked my knee up. Limped home and the fucking cops were there asking me about my car. I said it was stolen they wanted me to go down the station but I was tripping so fuckin bad I just said I'd deal with it tomorrow and went inside needless to say they knew I was tweaked off my nut now I think they have put listening devices inside so I'm just in my room twirling trying to figure out how the fuck to get these bugs out without the cunts hearing me I've cut the power off
To fuk the bugs off and I'm thinking of just legging it but I know the cunts will probably shoot or something fuck me I'm even starting to think this site is relaying info to them however I'm two steps ahead as im not revealing my true plans so
 
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Gotta question for anyone that uses meth and heroin both. I'm a very very rare user of stimulants but daily heroin. I did a shot (about .1 maybe) at 4 pm yesterday then 10 minutes later loaded up a decent size heroin shot (was sick and waited all day) well I literally felt nothing from my h shot. Since then I have through out the night tried to get off on a shot but no joy. Never had this happen before either speed balling the 2 or separate I always felt a bit of both. the h quality is less then what I'm used to but I've still done probably close to a gram. Anyone have any input or theories or maybe experience like this. Thanks.
 
I've found 20mg Valium so I took that and now I'm ok I still have a little decent rock left but I dunno if I'll smoke it now just trying to focus on reality and stop letting my mind create things anyone got any advice on if I should smoke meth in the future it's been more than 2 yrs since I haven't smoke this stuff everyday and I don't know if I can quit but what happened was scary and now I can't get cheap meth anymore
 
canberracrack said:
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Stop doing drugs and straighten out. Also saying shit like this can be seen as racism/bigotry. If your serious about.everything that has happened then maybe you should stop using meth. Get a hold on yourself.
If your just being a troll then stop waiting your time. People are here to discuss experiences and give help to one another. Quite frankly a lot of what you have written seems like a piss take.
If I'm not then be careful with your drug use. Abusing meth the way you have been cannot damaging to your brain and going from your first comment reading through it seems like you have abusing meth a lot.
 
One thing I will say for meth is that (in my experience) it's not really a "sneaky addiction". I guess some people can maintain a casual relationship with the drug but meth tends to disrupt your life fast. A lot faster than, say, heroin, which I think is a much more sneaky/insidious habit.

I think the whole sleep deficit factor plays a really large role in that. If one maintains a weekend warrior approach to meth they may be able to avoid that. I don't know any functional meth addicts, though. Even the charming tweakers who I feel are good people at heart live chaotic lives.
 
Burnt Offerings said:
One thing I will say for meth is that (in my experience) it's not really a "sneaky addiction". I guess some people can maintain a casual relationship with the drug but meth tends to disrupt your life fast. A lot faster than, say, heroin, which I think is a much more sneaky/insidious habit.

I think the whole sleep deficit factor plays a really large role in that. If one maintains a weekend warrior approach to meth they may be able to avoid that. I don't know any functional meth addicts, though. Even the charming tweakers who I feel are good people at heart live chaotic lives.
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I know a few, but none are working 9 - 5, M - F. If you consult, freelance, block, etc, than it seems more possible.
 
footscrazy said:
Just do remember that this really won't keep you safe. Whether or not you use will ultimately only come down to you, and if you want it, you'll find it.
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Very good point. You are absolutely correct.

Crankinit said:
So I guess what I'm saying is that the important question isn't "can I use this drug without getting addicted?" or "have other people used this drug without getting addicted?" but "is the high from this drug so great that it's worth the random chance I'll wake up one day and realize I can't stop using it?"
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Of course, no high from any drug is worth that. But I don't think that the chance is random - it depends on one's strength of will. I feel confident (or hopeful?) that I will be able to avoid anything resembling an addiction, though I may need to use meth less frequently than once a week to do so.

Crankinit said:
While I'm not saying every recreational user ends up addicted, I do believe that the first category bloats the "non-addicted" numbers significantly. And of course as I said earlier, it's hard to track recreational user because a lot of people are recreational users for a long time, until suddenly they aren't recreational users.
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I think you make a valid point here. Numbers are hard to trust because of what you said, and the fact that many people want to (or need to) lie about meth use.

Still wondering about if balanced meth use (without addiction) is possible. Thanks for all the comments (though I haven't even read the final two pages yet).
 
footscrazy said:
Probably the best definition of addiction I've seen is that it's a state of ambivalence - of recognising the negative impacts your use is having and wanting to stop, but at the same time deeply desiring the effects the drug provides - the high or the comfort or escape or whatever it is.
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I really like this definition. <3

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okay well i just had a fucked up experience on meth. id been awake like 5 days and i was at my dealers house and we were talking n twirling as usual, all was good nothing out of the ordinary, then i could hear his girlfriend in the next room planning out how they were going to dispose of my body once they'd killed me. I listened to her say "fuck it will be hard to cut him up with an axe were gonna need a chainsaw" and i fuckin wigged it lost my shit and ran outside, my dealer ran after me yelling cos he thought id stolen something then he caught me out of the front tackled me and we were wrestling punching etc i had my hands around his throat choking him then she kicked me in the head i was just yelling no bitch you aren't gonna kill me and leave my body at wombeyan caves then i managed to get up, punched the bitch in the face and legged it into my car and drove out of there, then i was driving so fast and still freaking out i ended up crashing into a light pole not head on but i still dont knowhow I'm relatively unhurt, the car was a mess though i just got out and legged it to these shops then i was inside the servo could hear the guy that worked there talking to my dealer on the phone saying he'd keep me there i lost my shit and ran out of there kept running for ages tried to hitchhike on the side of the road was using my phone for directions but i could hear the directions in an indian voice thought the cunt was directing me back to the servo so i smashed it.eventually made it home and was still wigging so fucking hard but i had a mix and a billy there i had a bong and that made it fucking worse for like 20 minutes i was convinced the dealer his missus and the servo guy were all surrounding the house and i was about to get fired on but the billy had brought me back down a little and i ended up crashing out under the bed. woke up and now I'm still tripping balls i had a little rock left about a half point so i smoked it and now I'm gonna have to call my other dude to get more but I'm still tripping so hard about what happened fucking scary experience it was so bazaar i really thought i was that close to dying. in fact I'm still pretty sure that servo guy watched me put my address into my maps on my phone to try and find my way home so that cunt knows where i live I'm holed up in my room with a knife and a bat fuck guys tripping or what what the fuck should i do?
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This post makes me want to stop using meth.
 
^ Gotta be trolling.

SC - I think using once a week without becoming addicted is pushing it. IMO I wouldn't start out using that, especially when your not familiar with how the beast works.


It's been 15 months since I last used meth IV. For 2 years before then I was IV'ing a point roughly every 3 months and managed to stay out of the grasp of addiction. I used to IV a point then ride that out for about 8-10 hours. Sometimes I would buy two points and dose the second point by about the 10 hour mark. There were also a couple times I used weeks apart and at those times I felt like I could fall into addiction very easily if I didn't halt my use.

I consider myself lucky that meth, H and cocaine were never easy to source. If they were as obtainable as weed is for me then I may have hit trouble quite some time ago :|
 
Fuck u I am not a troll. Was the most fucked shit of my life I smashed my laptop now all I got left is my iPad. No phone either. Tossing up whether to quit meth but my new guy has Such good stuf.. Oh and there's about a half point set in my pipe, jetty in my hand ;)
 
And I've heard thru the grape vine that my old dude wants to fucking kill me hahah I would apologise and say what happened but he's too fried to reason with. And again fuck u to those who thought I trolled. I was wired as fuck who the hell else could type all that kind of shit? No sober person could
 
Of course, no high from any drug is worth that. But I don't think that the chance is random - it depends on one's strength of will. I feel confident (or hopeful?) that I will be able to avoid anything resembling an addiction, though I may need to use meth less frequently than once a week to do so.
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That's what everyone says to justify using addictive drugs - "I have the strength of will to handle it." Sorry man, but it just doesn't work that way. Do you really think every single individual who's become a drug addict just lacked willpower?
 
holy shit balls- i think I've just scored some of the best meth I've ever smoked. this stuff is like almost clear chunky solid shards. I think this `as close to pure product as u can get. I've put 1.5 thru the pipe and it brand new after i clean it. cracks back hella quick and smokes like a dream. it has less of an amphetaminey taste to it than other shit does.im flying like a fckin champ and i still gots 3.5 ;) I've been going heavy on the vals to ward off anymore psychosis atm. its working I'm still kinda wigging a bit/tripping on stuff. but its all mind over matter and I've noticed it mostly happens when i chuck a point in the pipe and go nuts. when i pace it out smoke a half point over 2 or 3 hours i kinda keep it together. also eating an sleeping is key. i try eat at least every 10-12 hrs and I'm trying to sleep every night but i gotta stop off the tokes about now and drop like 30mg val- scored some off my dealer he can get script meds cheap as from a source i got some blue 10mg vals ;) chills out my high a little but its worth it not to wig your balls off ;)
 
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^^^LOL my other/newdealer. He was my second guy for ages cause he had shit stuff then when I was forced to see him the other day he had the goods ;) never seeing that other cunt again apparently he wants to fuck me up real bad and he's got a few mates that are part of a certain gang so I'll be doing my damnedest to avoid
 
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