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Fucking meth you've done it again.

I seriously don't know how long I've got left I look like the walking dead I legit probably haven't eaten a good meal in a couple months I'm just a machine who consumes substances.

Actually I'm exaggerating well not really but I did eat a Big Mac on Tuesday

Seriously thinking about turning myself in, doing my time and getting clean then staring over.
But I know for a fact there's warrants out for me in 2 states. Plus I'm wanted for questioning in another. wouldn't be looking at major time but probably a couple years.

I'm feeling like that sometimes then other times I can't imagine my life without the shit but then I think fuck i started smoking ice everyday end of 2012/13 and its 3 years later look at me now....

Hey brother,

I wont start by saying i know what you are feeling as i dont. Theirs a different story behind every addict, however that last line i feel you. Although its been nine years now. If you choose to hand yourself in i suggest that you completely detox (i would recommend a 30 day rehab.. they are fantastic) before so, as going in whilst addicted and suddenly you have the comedown then withdraws+ the fact of being locked up will seem 10X worse than it already is. I have successfully quit two times and they were the only two i really wanted to try. Was clean for approx 12 months and stupidly thought i could go back to recreational use. Please if you want to talk more man send me a PM as the way i did it has been the only and successful way. I would discuss hear more but it would be just crossing the line of harm reduction guidelines.

Any day can become yesterday and any tomorrow can become today. Theirs always a way. <3
 
OK i'm not sure what i'm doing here but here it goes. I got some w. amphet salts 25mg. I thought i could snort it like i did years ago with ritalin but i get nothing when i do. How do you use these?
 
Addicted. Wam, bam, oh how you've got me by command. Governed by the twirl, hooked by the facade. A fully loaded gun back firing at every sway of the tongue.

Facing the pain from that reflection I swam. My glazey eyes skim my face and blackheads jump out to say gday. The bones through my shirt, the blood through my heart, the junky looking back at me only wishes she had a dart.

Icesolation; a reality of make believe, a distortion fact I need Alice to come pull me outta hear.
 
The last time I used ice was 3/4 way through an acid+MDMA high. I had 2 pipes(a small amount for me at least) out in the bush at a doof coz a guy was smoking and offered me some.

Almost instantly my thoughts became negative and paranoid. It wasn't a bad trip, far from it but it messed my thoughts up. Another time I smoked DMT the day after I had meth and had thoughts telling me to kill everyone. Long story, no one was hurt.

And finally I had Salvia after being up for 3 days(I have no idea what I was thinking!) But it was actually good and I did it twice.

My point is that I'd way rather do psychedelics and that doesn't seem to be possible if I use meth at all. I'm about 3-4 months clean of ice and the only thing I miss is the incredibly amazing sex :-(
 
I used meth regularly about 10-12 years ago, and actually got out of the habit of doing it by tripping on acid on weekends for a while instead.
The effects of each are so completely different, i found, that once i started getting in that psychedelic headspace, the meth mentality just stopped appealing, and felt sort of loopy and wrong.
I wouldn't suggest taking acid to get off meth as HR (!) but it just happened to work for me! Perhaps if you know that a toke of meth will fuck up your trip, it will help you abstain from using too much gear anyway.

Good luck man, its good to hear you've been giving the meth a rest.
 
Canberracrack has been locked up guys

I'm his girlfriend he told me about this site and I always browsed it. He left his phone here yesterday and was off chops, he crashed an car with no rego into a post box he was okay tho. I was told by the person with him that he got out and ran away? he lost his head and tried to rob a servo with no weapon and got done.

He's been charged with a whole bunch of shit and I can see here he told yous he was in trouble other places to. He's gonna be in for a while cause he has warrants out in Victoria and SA. He's got court on Tuesday so will go see him then. In PertH.
 
I don't no if your being joking but I actually am pretty upset we hadn't dated long but he was a good guy who was falling of the wagon hard. Jail will do him good he might get clean but he won't have an easy time in there being white and not nowing any people
 
I used meth regularly about 10-12 years ago, and actually got out of the habit of doing it by tripping on acid on weekends for a while instead.
The effects of each are so completely different, i found, that once i started getting in that psychedelic headspace, the meth mentality just stopped appealing, and felt sort of loopy and wrong.
I wouldn't suggest taking acid to get off meth as HR (!) but it just happened to work for me! Perhaps if you know that a toke of meth will fuck up your trip, it will help you abstain from using too much gear anyway.

Good luck man, its good to hear you've been giving the meth a rest.
I know quite a few people that have given up h or meth after psychedelics. .particularly high dose acid or dmt. It certainly can work.
 
I don't have a propane torch but I do have oxy acetylene torches. My piece was getting some stains so I remember someone showing me how to use those to burn off the crap and clean it up. Apparently I got it to hot and it melted the bottom of the bowl and created a sort of dent I guess you can say. Just wondering if anyone would recommend re heating it and try to get back to original shape.
 
Pipe upside down on flat surface, heat whole bowl evenly till red. Quick SMALL blow while the bowls upside-down still.

Sorry its taken so long to reply phase dancer and others. Honestly, using how I am is much much easier /better life than I had doing the binge/recover repeat cycle. I don't recommended this to anyone for HR reasons, but I'm answering truthfully from my life. You eventually get used too eating, sleeping, ect and as long as u maintain hygiene and eat health (alkaline water is a godsend) then all the shit one feels on the binge lifestyle generally doesn't happen. I've self taught myself how to maximise efficiency. Also I hardly say I get high from it. It more just makes me function normally. I don't crave burns I have a rough idea when I usually them. If in the rare chance as phase dancer asked I don't have any ill just really struggle to get out of bed, i tend to make sure that never happens. Benzos are my best friend, I would struggle bad otherwise. Cheers
 
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hello everyone! needing advice about a drug test (urine analysis)
I love this site I skim through it all the time, it's so informative and helpful. I've never registered to actually be able to post or reply to threads, but this time reading other peoples Q&A just isn't cutting it. I've been stressing myself out nonstop (If your thinking 'ha its a little late' or 'should have thought about that' or anything similar please save it because I ALREADY KNOW.) thank you Any helpful thoughts, opinions, testimony or feedback will be greatly appreciated. I'm not familiar with the etiquette and rules for posting in here just FYI please be patient

Okay here we go:
So this guy swim I know just got back out into the free world a few weeks ago. Before that he was locked up and sober for about 7 months. Prior to that he liked to spend his time shooting speedballs (heroin and meth-mostly heroin). Anyway he got out on a Friday, started getting high on meth Saturday night. Continued getting high until Thursday night anout 9pm. He had been banging or snorting about .15 or 20 cents per day (Pretty small amount of dope) for 5 days (Saturday until Thursday). Swim says he has the metabolism of a twenty something female about 5 ft tall and 140lbs. Pretty slow he thinks. But he's not too sure since he had been healthy so long before picking up this time.

Realizing he had to check in to probation and that his life was once again becoming "unmanageable" he stopping using thursday night about 9 pm. Took AZOS and stayed sober the rest of Thursday night and all day and night Friday. Then he fucks up and snorts a tiny I mean TINY line of dope (really about 1/2 of an already pathetic one) Saturday about 3 or 4 pm. Hardly even felt it at all, just got a runny nose. from the story I heard it was about the size of a "key bump". So my question is, if swim didn't use anything else after that little bit on Saturday, and had been clean over 24 hours before that.. What are the odds that he passed his drug test for probation Tuesday morning?? That's about 60 hours from the time he did the very small amount.. (I'm wondering if less than 5 cents would even show up?) And over 105 hours since he did his last blast and ended the binge. Opinions?? Thoughts? Experiences? Thanks guys
 
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Today 05:47
hello everyone! needing advice about a drug test (urine analysis)
I love this site I skim through it all the time, it's so informative and helpful. I've never registered to actually be able to post or reply to threads, but this time reading other peoples Q&A just isn't cutting it. I've been stressing myself out nonstop (If your thinking 'ha its a little late' or 'should have thought about that' or anything similar please save it because I ALREADY KNOW.) thank you Any helpful thoughts, opinions, testimony or feedback will be greatly appreciated. I'm not familiar with the etiquette and rules for posting in here just FYI please be patient

Okay here we go:
So this guy swim I know just got back out into the free world a few weeks ago. Before that he was locked up and sober for about 7 months. Prior to that he liked to spend his time shooting speedballs (heroin and meth-mostly heroin). Anyway he got out on a Friday, started getting high on meth Saturday night. Continued getting high until Thursday night anout 9pm. He had been banging or snorting about .15 or 20 cents per day (Pretty small amount of dope) for 5 days (Saturday until Thursday). Swim says he has the metabolism of a twenty something female about 5 ft tall and 140lbs. Pretty slow he thinks. But he's not too sure since he had been healthy so long before picking up this time.

Realizing he had to check in to probation and that his life was once again becoming "unmanageable" he stopping using thursday night about 9 pm. Took AZOS and stayed sober the rest of Thursday night and all day and night Friday. Then he fucks up and snorts a tiny I mean TINY line of dope (really about 1/2 of an already pathetic one) Saturday about 3 or 4 pm. Hardly even felt it at all, just got a runny nose. from the story I heard it was about the size of a "key bump". So my question is, if swim didn't use anything else after that little bit on Saturday, and had been clean over 24 hours before that.. What are the odds that he passed his drug test for probation Tuesday morning?? That's about 60 hours from the time he did the very small amount.. (I'm wondering if less than 5 cents would even show up?) And over 105 hours since he did his last blast and ended the binge. Opinions?? Thoughts? Experiences? Thanks guys


Hey dude welcome to the forums, just a quick thing it bugs every, Please dont use SWIM here. I know its common over at d*forums ect but its actually just a annoying term that doesn't give u any level of protection at all. I can assure u, if ur under investigation and a telecommunications warrent has been issued.. You can code all u want and say "ronald mcdonald bought 100 hamburgers' for example and that post will be used as evidence and credible (if buying 100 of whatever was what they had intell on)

Other than that welcome!
 
Some of you may have seen this. It's a good poem.
Taken from Facebook. Had to create new account. Old time poster here. It's about this drug. It's good a few times but when it controls your life. Fuck that. Get off it.

I destroy homes, tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more costly than gold, the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold, and if you need me, remember I'm easily found. I live all around you, in schools and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. My power is awesome; try me you'll see, but if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go, but try me twice, and I'll own your soul. When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie. You do what you have to just to get high. The crimes you'll commit, for my narcotic charms will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in your arms. You'll lie to your mother; you'll steal from your dad When you see their tears, you should feel sad. But you'll forget your morals and how you were raised, I'll be your conscience, I'll teach you my ways. I take kids from parents, and parents from kids, I turn people from God, and separate from friends. I'll take everything from you, your looks and your pride, I'll be with you always, right by your side. You'll give up everything your family, your home, your friends, your money, then you'll be alone. I'll take and take, till you have nothing more to give. When I'm finished with you you'll be lucky to live. If you try me be warned this is no game. If given the chance, I'll drive you insane. I'll ravish your body; I'll control your mind. I'll own you completely; your soul will be mine. The nightmares I'll give you while lying in bed, the voices you'll hear from inside your head, the sweats, the shakes, the visions you'll see; I want you to know, these are all gifts from me, But then it's too late, and you'll know in your heart, that you are mine, and we shall not part. You'll regret that you tried me, they always do, but you came to me, not I to you. You knew this would happen. Many times you were told, but you challenged my power, and chose to be bold. You could have said no, and just walked away, If you could live that day over, now what would you say? I'll be your master; you will be my slave, I'll even go with you, when you go to your grave. Now that you have met me, what will you do? Will you try me or not? Its all up to you. I can bring you more misery than words can tell. Come take my hand, let me lead you to hell. ~ Unknown ~
 
Welcome back mr or mrs mysterious. Yes have seen that a while ago. I prefer not reading it. To anyone that hasn't touched meth READ IT. thanks for sharing.


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