Fucking meth you've done it again.
I seriously don't know how long I've got left I look like the walking dead I legit probably haven't eaten a good meal in a couple months I'm just a machine who consumes substances.
Actually I'm exaggerating well not really but I did eat a Big Mac on Tuesday
Seriously thinking about turning myself in, doing my time and getting clean then staring over.
But I know for a fact there's warrants out for me in 2 states. Plus I'm wanted for questioning in another. wouldn't be looking at major time but probably a couple years.
I'm feeling like that sometimes then other times I can't imagine my life without the shit but then I think fuck i started smoking ice everyday end of 2012/13 and its 3 years later look at me now....
Hey brother,
I wont start by saying i know what you are feeling as i dont. Theirs a different story behind every addict, however that last line i feel you. Although its been nine years now. If you choose to hand yourself in i suggest that you completely detox (i would recommend a 30 day rehab.. they are fantastic) before so, as going in whilst addicted and suddenly you have the comedown then withdraws+ the fact of being locked up will seem 10X worse than it already is. I have successfully quit two times and they were the only two i really wanted to try. Was clean for approx 12 months and stupidly thought i could go back to recreational use. Please if you want to talk more man send me a PM as the way i did it has been the only and successful way. I would discuss hear more but it would be just crossing the line of harm reduction guidelines.
Any day can become yesterday and any tomorrow can become today. Theirs always a way.
