Methamphetamine Discussion Thread 2.0

[Hecticus]

Speaking of quality, this shit was definitely average and this is without tolerance, it looked very nice though.
Why oh why do we do this? This may be a relapse but I broke the pattern awhile ago, I just needed another reminder at how lovely this comedown is and how fun this week is going to be. I don't regret my use but it has to stop. Be safe everyone.

Something interesting I thought I'd share. I noticed the gear I had was very short lasting and had a worse bodyload with less euphoria then usual. After such a long break I could not work it out untill I came down. The comedown is very subtle and not agonizing like it usually is. IVing unknown chemicals, fantastic.

 

[the_ketaman]

Well just finished up a bender, smashed the pipe. Now for a week of sleep and food. Best drug to bender on if you don't have an addictive personality or you don't have quick access to a pipe. If I don't have a pipe, I'm not using.

Housemate is still going and says that quality in and around Sydney decreased a lot and he was having to head to the central coast which wasn't that great. Definitely nothing compared to the stuff that was recently in Sydney

The central coast is funny. Often depending on who you know there's often only crap around but the last 2 times I've picked up its been great. I think last night was the best ice I've ever had. One weekend I was in Sydney where I IV'd a point of coast shard and I violently threw up and not just from the rush, something wasn't right(I think it was Epsom salts) then later I had some Sydney stuff and it wasn't as potent but had a much cleaner feel to it and no spew.

As I said though last night I got 2 points and ive been smoking nearly non-stop for 24 hours and one small shot yet there's close to a point left. I've had good stuff before but nothing as good as this and I don't have a massive craving to do more. I'm going to save what's left until I'm over the come down then have myself a nice shot & rush my ass off. For now I'm enjoying some really amazing pot, watching TV and trying to keep myself entertained til it's night time. I'd love some sleep but I hate waking up in the middle of the night unable to get back to sleep so I had a small pick-me-up puddle and I don't feel wired but not seedy like before either.

God smoking crystal takes it out of me physically! When I IV I seem to suffer less side effects but I need to give my veins a rest coz I've been getting pain in my arms which is concerning. I don't suggest to anyone to start IV 'ing. That's common sense, but for some reason around these parts just about everyone shoots which has given out the notion that it's easy enough to live a normal life with an IV meth habit. I can say now that IV meth broke me and robbed me of more in 6 months than heroin did in 7 years! This is why I don't binge on meth or go more than one night, if I'm not in the right head space it can be very dangerous. Unsafe sex, violence, psychosis, unwanted and uncomfortable physical symptoms and general shittyness have all been problems that are most likely to occur after the first night awake.

Some Clonzepam or Alpraz would be a gift from heaven right now! I feel yucky! ..... still nothing compared to the worst hangovers I've had though!

 

[the_ketaman]

Tried meth for the first time a couple weeks ago and I was really surprised at how smooth the high was. Only tried snorting and smoking thus far and I wasn't doing monster doses so I haven't experienced the crazy rush that people talk about. That being said, it's been enough to keep me going strong for 12+ hours.

After only using it on a few occasions I can already see how the unique high it produces can be so addictive. Unlike stims that produce the type of amped up, emotional, chatty high that really only works in a party atmosphere with meth there's a deceptively natural feeling of simply unlocking your inner potential. I've found it to be very functional and have had some amazingly productive days on it. I'm a huge fan of Ritalin and Adderall and in terms of focus and motivation meth blows them both out of the water.

I came across the term "tweak mission" in which someone on meth will become obsessed for hours on end with a certain task like fixing a radio despite having no actual knowledge of electronics. This seemed like an amusing concept until I tried meth. It's a sort of "idle hands are the devil's workshop" scenario. In the absence of actually having something to work on that meth-fueled energy and motivation is strong enough to override basic reason and the desire to be rewarded by the satisfaction of doing something that *seems* productive would completely overshadow the task's futility.

Really interesting and enjoyable experiences so far but there's something pretty scary about it as well.

My mum and I came up with a name for a behavior I tend to exhibit when psychosis is just around the corner. We call it 'Treasure Hunting'. I become convinced that I'll find drugs(usually thinking that someone has to have dropped some xanax or valium somewhere close to me, I just need to locate it) or something of value on the ground and on some of my worse/more embarrassing crazy times il walk or pretty much crawl really slowly scanning the ground thoroughly, funnily I don't remember EVER finding anything, it's just a mode my brain kind of clicks into, I'm usually craving benzos and due to them being so rare now I never have them as an aid to come down like I always had in the past. I know I'm using too much when this starts happening.

 

[motiv311]

dude- you Australians are crazy man, if you were from where i am from, you'd probably be dead. The dealers are just sitting on lbs of the best shit because "meth" is so unpopular and famously addictive, do your best to try not to use very much, or try healthier methods of ingestion. Its the fixation thats super concerning, having just started back up again after three months, I can see how its affected my health in various ways. I used to get garbage, but now every bag is giants gemstones

 

[the_ketaman]

^^Why would you say
say we'd be dead? I'm pretty sure Australia consumes more meth than any other country, can someone comment on that?

 

[oldirtybizza]

^Cost is about 1/10 in the states than it is in Oz. certainly a limiting factor in peoples use.

 

[Abject]

Highly doubt Australia consumes the most meth. We don't have the population, for a start. Add in prices and our customs/border control, and it's quite surprising that it's so big here.. well not that surprising, it is meth we're talking about here.

 

[the_ketaman]

Hmm I read somewhere that we use the largest volume internationally per annum, I wish I could remember the source coz it seemed reputable. Price isn't stopping most of the people I know.

 

[Abject]

Yes it is. Imagine their cash buying a gram instead of a point.

 

[poledriver]

The price per point should buy you a gram, it's such a fucking rip off for what it is.

 

[Sickcunt666]

Same situation

I cant go more than 12 hours without food and always have fluids on hand. If I go any longer without food I end up feeling like ill pass out and vasoconstriction becomes way too much of a problem without fluids. I find I get much more anxious/mentally unstable without food and fluids.I dont use meth anymore though because of the anxiety/panic attacks I get. Meth really scares me these days. My dad died young of a heart attack, heart problems run in the family, and while I dont have anything wrong with my heart at the moment I worry that if I do continue to use I will end up with something wrong, I cant risk it.

Mum died age 45 from an acute heart attack, I'm 26 and am coming off a year of flat out drug use funded by dealing and coming really close to doing a bit of time. Of all the negatives that square up against the euphoria your brain keeps telling you to chase, the feeling that every time I'm getting on it I'm taking another year off my life. I'm just at the stage where I've snapped out of my black hole of self destruction and while I still enjoy getting on, my heart isn't up to it and I am trying to curb my use.

 

[motiv311]

yeah dude, if you don't stop while your in your twenties, you'll most likely do it the rest of your life, and unless your a creative/artist who depends on stuff like speed to give them an edge its just not worth it. You'll just stop getting high and only side effects. So quit now, so you can choose to use in the future, but probably wont feel the need to....

 

[badboybub]

Mum died age 45 from an acute heart attack, I'm 26 and am coming off a year of flat out drug use funded by dealing and coming really close to doing a bit of time. Of all the negatives that square up against the euphoria your brain keeps telling you to chase, the feeling that every time I'm getting on it I'm taking another year off my life. I'm just at the stage where I've snapped out of my black hole of self destruction and while I still enjoy getting on, my heart isn't up to it and I am trying to curb my use.

I'm 46 and have been using heavily since I was 19. Mainly IV amphetamines.
Your body is more resilient than you think. Your mind on the other hand ...

 

[justahigh]

Can't wait to fwd that one to my dealer, everyone thinks I'm a freak, she thinks I have ADD. I think you're right. cheers

 

[the_ketaman]

I'm having trouble putting the pipe down. I'm kidding myself, there is no such thing as control when it comes to addicts and meth!

 

[the_ketaman]

Yes it is. Imagine their cash buying a gram instead of a point.

There are many people in the world that don't have the restrictions to money that us normal people have. I've noticed a lot more people senselessly throwing down for a gram a day! Sure the price ensures most of us don't end up on the faces of meth shit but people are still maintaining Mon
Monster habits, especially cooks!

 

[Abject]

wtf are you talking about restriction to money? The inflation of our drug prices is not equal to our relatively high wages.

I'm not denying at all that people do massive amounts here, I'm just saying those same people would be doing more meth in another country (on that countries wages), and people from other countries would do considerably less meth here on our wages (not even taking into account quality...)

I could be wrong though. I'm sure the average Aussie has 2 grand disposable income per week to spend on a gram a day

 

[tbtbtbtb]

My apologies for the brief nature of this post, and if I have broken any forum policies. I need help ASAP and that's my only concern at this moment.

PLEASE PM ME DETAILS OF ANY AID YOU CAN PROVIDE

I am in desperate need of a counseling service in Sydney Australia TODAY. In the course of an evening someone I have been helping recover from Ice/Crystal Meth/Methamphetamine has done a full 180 and I need the aid of a qualified and confidential resource of any nature (Phone line, Doctor, Counseling Session) that can speak Chinese and English fluently to aid me urgently.

I need professional assistance on preference for confidentiality reasons, but am willing to listen to any personal offers that would be willing to aid me. I am close to Central train station and would only meet anyone outside in public first.

There is an Chinese female Doctor at St Vincents who worked in their Emergency Dept that spoke both Mandarin and Cantonese that was previously willing to help, if anyone knows her name/contact details that would be insanely helpful at this moment.

I will be seeking her out today in person myself later on, but I would be indebted to anyone that can aid me straight away.
Again my apologies for the brief nature of this post.

 

[drancer]

I'm having trouble putting the pipe down. I'm kidding myself, there is no such thing as control when it comes to addicts and meth!

I can easily put the pipe down as I have discovered that less is more (in terms of per session). But when I get up the next day, my mind always tricks me into having another 'therapeutic dose' to sparkle up my day. Unfortunately if I succumb then all good intentions go out the window and I end up jacking for like 12 hours instead of doing something productive.

 

[spacejunk]

The price per point should buy you a gram, it's such a fucking rip off for what it is.

With the quality of some Australian meth that gets seized (~10% purity) - I'd wager a lot of users are doing the opposite; paying for a gram but getting a point.