the_ketaman
Bluelighter
What Footsy said about all or nothing is spot on!
I had some bloody horrible gear tonight, only had a bit of cash so I had 2 0.5g shots. I thought I had much more in the first one coz I wanted to have a little smoke out of habit(like 20% of the deal)but when I loaded the spoon the second time there was just as much and because the deal was in foil it was really hard to see, I didnt smoke any coz it was crap n I wanted to get the most out of it. Unfortunately my usual dealer with shit that makes me spew from half a point was at the eminem concert.
I feel like im on the nod, then again I am on 100mg of methadone(MMT) daily and ive eaten some xanax because my ex(from 2 years ago, how stupid of me hey? ive been with 2 or 3 people in that time, theres more to it but its a story of its own)is with someone and its eating me up inside but I wont go on about that. Its worked though, im not feeling anything negative.
I am craving a fat 1.5pt shot of decent gear, its too late though. Think ill just smoke cones, eat a ton of grapes(something I always tend to do on drugs due to the water content, theyre good for you and theyre yummy!) and some chocolate and watch tv/cruise BL(And excuse the typos im on my phone)
Today has been so shit in so many ways so time to relax.
I had some bloody horrible gear tonight, only had a bit of cash so I had 2 0.5g shots. I thought I had much more in the first one coz I wanted to have a little smoke out of habit(like 20% of the deal)but when I loaded the spoon the second time there was just as much and because the deal was in foil it was really hard to see, I didnt smoke any coz it was crap n I wanted to get the most out of it. Unfortunately my usual dealer with shit that makes me spew from half a point was at the eminem concert.
I feel like im on the nod, then again I am on 100mg of methadone(MMT) daily and ive eaten some xanax because my ex(from 2 years ago, how stupid of me hey? ive been with 2 or 3 people in that time, theres more to it but its a story of its own)is with someone and its eating me up inside but I wont go on about that. Its worked though, im not feeling anything negative.
I am craving a fat 1.5pt shot of decent gear, its too late though. Think ill just smoke cones, eat a ton of grapes(something I always tend to do on drugs due to the water content, theyre good for you and theyre yummy!) and some chocolate and watch tv/cruise BL(And excuse the typos im on my phone)
Today has been so shit in so many ways so time to relax.
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