(Methamphetamine) - Day and Night

[TheTwighlight]

6 years? Well done dude, thats awesome.

How long were you on for ?

I haven't since just after I wrote this trip reports. Everytime I feel like I just read this and realize.

I did it for about 2 years, but I was ON IT for about 15-18 months. It's kinda hard to remember those days, plus I don't think of that psychotic, delusional person as me. I was on it every day, up 6-10 days at a time, crash for 12 hours, 6-10 days, crash for 12 hours, you get the drill. I hated myself and was hoping for death but I lived to get high.

Stay off the shit, it's worth it, although I must say, 6 years down the road, I'm still not right. Neurotoxicity +1.

 

[Rahcookiemonster]

The super PsychoStimulant.

 

[alexvolume2]

God. Damn. It. That's what I love about writing, the vicarious living of visceral experience. It makes me all jickey remembering my trip that way/s. Nice job!

 

[Albion]

I really enjoyed this trip report...Felt like a rare insight into the mind of a tweaker, mid-binge.

 

[shady4091]

I agree with everyone, that was really well done, it just made me want to keep reading. One of the best trip reports I've read.

 

[Rahcookiemonster]

All of this feedback is great,
I'm working on expanding and making a short story still.

 

[headdah]

All of this feedback is great,
I'm working on expanding and making a short story still.

in order to make this into a short story u gonna need to go to the Seven Elevens and get a lot more chockolate or vanila UP n Go's

 

[ugly]

Started the binge on Friday morning. It's Tuesday. I am having trouble writing.

I posted my binge report from the last four or five days over HERE.

 

[cityofperth]

did you post this in erowid trip reports? i think i read this there a while ago
edit: forgot to mention awesome trip report! yet to try meth but i am very curious 8)

 

[ugly]

If you were addressing me, city, no I just wrote it here and posted it here.

 

[cityofperth]

nah i was addressing the OP, sorry for the confusion i should have said who!

 

[dopesmoke420]

damn i liked it, i feel you pain my brother, i often find myself daydreaming, fantasizing about pulling the pluger back on my needle and than taking the plunge that is heroin. it's a vicious circle..

 

[Rahcookiemonster]

I'm making a short film but I can't quite find the right pair of sunglasses to symbolize the deep burn of the sun first thing in the morning.

Wow, I can't believe its a year since I posted this.

I did post it into erowid a while ago but I can't find it anywhere, ohwell.

 

[buffalosoldier]

I'm making a short film but I can't quite find the right pair of sunglasses to symbolize the deep burn of the sun first thing in the morning.

Wow, I can't believe its a year since I posted this.

I did post it into erowid a while ago but I can't find it anywhere, ohwell.

hey I would love to watch your film!

Are you still hooked on meth? ??

Cheers mate

 

[Rahcookiemonster]

hey I would love to watch your film!

Are you still hooked on meth? ??

Cheers mate

I'm not really sure... I guess I crave it sometimes. Some months are worse than others.


Are you?

 

[FlippingTop]

act on cravings?

 

[Rahcookiemonster]

act on cravings?

Yeah, I have in the last 2 months or so. Light use with one binge going for 3+ days.

I haven't used for 7 days now though.
I really cannot afford to, my work suffers and I have a team of 20+ people I supervise. I'm not in the same position I was when I wrote this report (a slightly permanent temporary holiday from sanity).

My work has suffered more in the last week of perma comedown than while I was using, but this drug is just not sustainable long term. At all.

 

[F1n1shed]

Wouldn't your job go better with medium doses of meth, not over doing it. Then crashing when you get back home and resting into the next day, rinse and repeat. That probably doesn't happen though, once you start you don't want it to end huh.

 

[dankhead88]

wow, lots of imagery in this report! I understand where you're coming from though. I'm currently struggling myself. I've switched from IV, smoke to more oral and occasionally doing bumps here and there. Not sure if that's exactly going to help me, but I told myself that this "last bag" I'm going to use it for good.(school work, cleaning up my room, etc.) I'm sure it's an excuse to do more meth, but I'm going to try to fight it. I wish the best for you and you writing is a work of art! I hope to see you write more mind bending literature like that in the future!(without the struggles of a habit)

 

[littlepenguin]

Its odd how it gives you the sense of being able to do more than you ever could sober, and yet nothing gets done at all.

exactly. my friend said it perfectly the other day:
"I've never met a group of people with so much energy who don't do a fucking thing. fuck, even all the stoners and heroin users I know are out and about doing shit, and want to get shit done. these people don't do a god damn thing."

great trip report.