I am on methadone mmt for the second time after having a horrible heroin addiction also got hep c from my using. i was in about 11 rehabs and nothing worked. I would always go on subs which i got prescribed by my medical doctor.
They would help for the first month then just wore out. I was on subs on and off for years even making it to 3months clean they just never made me feel content.
I just started methdone last thursday but i had taking subs for a month leading up to it and took my last 8 mg on wed which i should of waited. They started me out like they do everyone on 40mg now im up to 60 and still feel im underdosed because the sub should of wore off by now. I also suffer from anxiety like all of us addicts. My clinic allows for benzo use and i know its very dangerous to mix. Im thinking about going on a moderate benzo along with the methadone but im not gonna get crazy and start of with more then i need.
I talkled to my counselor today and he said xanax is prob one of the worst i can go on. Tomorrow i go and i think im getting increased to 70. I have to say i def have much more energy then i do on the subs. Medicine has different effects on everyone. Some can be the other way around getting more energy from the bup, but not me. I live in NJ iays would just sit on my couch and accomplish nothing on Subs. Since the meth i have been much more active. Walking my dogs so much more and shoveling all this snow. I def dont just like to sit around like i did on the sub.
Well i just joined this site so if there is anyone else from NJ message me or of anyone wants to know about my addiction feel free to add. I will update and tell you guys how i am making out>>>>
They would help for the first month then just wore out. I was on subs on and off for years even making it to 3months clean they just never made me feel content.
I just started methdone last thursday but i had taking subs for a month leading up to it and took my last 8 mg on wed which i should of waited. They started me out like they do everyone on 40mg now im up to 60 and still feel im underdosed because the sub should of wore off by now. I also suffer from anxiety like all of us addicts. My clinic allows for benzo use and i know its very dangerous to mix. Im thinking about going on a moderate benzo along with the methadone but im not gonna get crazy and start of with more then i need.
I talkled to my counselor today and he said xanax is prob one of the worst i can go on. Tomorrow i go and i think im getting increased to 70. I have to say i def have much more energy then i do on the subs. Medicine has different effects on everyone. Some can be the other way around getting more energy from the bup, but not me. I live in NJ iays would just sit on my couch and accomplish nothing on Subs. Since the meth i have been much more active. Walking my dogs so much more and shoveling all this snow. I def dont just like to sit around like i did on the sub.
Well i just joined this site so if there is anyone else from NJ message me or of anyone wants to know about my addiction feel free to add. I will update and tell you guys how i am making out>>>>
