So I Just posted this in another thread, but I am going to get a response asap....so I figured I would post here too. Since I am on MMT
I have been on mmt for a year and a half..up to 130mg, started going down about 1-2 mg/week a few months ago, I'm now at 108. On the weekends I usually skip my doses and smoke tar. I've also been smoking a little bit of glass every morning before work for the past two months...I'd say in the past 80 days, I've taken 4 days off...But I do very little at once. A $10 bag can last me a week. Not sure how much it is, but basically each morning I floor about half a match head worth..
So anyways, this weekend I got a couple grams of tar, and was gonna abstain from the glass til Monday but, addicts will be addicts.. so I took my morning dose at the clinic on Friday,used tar and glass after work, also took about 40 mg oxy, and to sleep, took a .5 ativan around 3 am.
Saturday I woke up around noon.. and smoked tar all day, about a gram, and smoked some glass, even up until like 6 pm, but I was able to go to sleep by about 10...woke up today (Sunday) about 9.
Only had about .3g of tar left. Finished it before noon. Chewed up an oc 80 around 11 am. Took 50mg methadone at 130PM, then another 50mg at 6PM. Smoked about 3 hits of glass at 6, too, because I had a date and was feeling tired. Now it is 9PM, I have to be up for work at 5am..I was laying in bed, and thinking how much it would suck to be up all night, from the glass..so I bit off about half ofa.5mg ativan...and now I'm just laying here, feeling panicked, because I know mixing benzodiazepines and opiates is dangerous...I only did so because I have a big opiate tolerance...But I was just hoping that my worries are unnecessary and I'm totally fine..so I wanted to post here and hopefully get some assurance..so any input is appreciated.