I have already been put onto an anti-depressant Avanza quite a few months ago now, it seems to work ok most times, but i do have days when i wish i had some benzo's or something to take the edge off...but i guess those are just the sresses of the way my life is, and cannot expect to take drugs to stop everything that goes on. The Avanza does work wonders for getting to sleep, but i forget to take it often coz if i take it too early i get really drowzy and cant function (i dont like that feeling when im wanting to do things, and simply cannot due to the tiredness)....so i try to take it as close to bedtime as possible, but then i forget to take it...or realize while im in bed and cant be bothered to get up to take it, and then get a drink to wash it down and so forth...just a pain!the perfect drug for u would be tramadol. it's a weak opiate like codeine & has also an antidepressant effect.
weird thing is here in australia it's as easy as panadeine forte to get. u just say ud rather tramadol than pandeine forte & it's actually a decent drug in the amounts they precribe.
I mean it's not as good as oxy but its as good as cwe
i just had 400mg of codeine. it's not very strong. u must have underlying pain problems & depression.
maybe try otc Phenergan (promethazine), the antihistamine to help u sleep. it's actually really a really strong sedative & weak antipsychotic. also helps with opiate itchess
sounds to me like want an opiate not to treat w/d but to treat anxiety/depression.
maybe try an antidepressant. id say try benzos but u'll probably chew them down like I do but still better than taking a heap of APAP u'r lucky u'r still OK.
atleast learn cwe ffs if u wanna later return to codeine. atleast do a quick filter but placing a hanky over a bowl, pour the mixed codeine/APAP over the hanky, wrap up the sides of the hanky & squeeze all the water out. that will get rid of most the APAP if u cant be bothered to then put it through a coffee filter u can get from coles
stop taking the nastly methadone. it'll just make ya feel sick (get some valium if u MUST take something cuz valium has little side effects in comparison) to help ya get off
btw u probably have somtach painby now & u should go to the dr & get some nexium (or another proton pump inhibitor). it's more effective than an antacid cuz it stops the production of acid rather than just nuturalizing it. it helps ya body naturally repair ya stomach & reduces any pain u may have & is whats prescribed to treat stomach ulcers which u may have.
good luck to u
Nearly every single night for the last 6-7 years i wake up in the middle of the night with horrifying nightmares....i dont know wtf is causing them but they are really bad! Every single night virtually without fail, its why i hate sleeping =/...and they arent just a typical single nightmare, i have what i call "Chain Nightmares", where multiple nightmares inter-link, giving the impression that the nightmare is over (and a new dream is starting) but then it will turn into a nightmare. I had a chain nightmare 6 levels deep one night, i kept waking up in the dream thinking i was awake. When i finally DID awaken for real, i walked into the pc room where my gf is (which had just happened in the dream) and i said "Am i still dreaming?" and JUST like she sais in the dream, she goes "Stephen, i think i would know if you were dreaming"....exactly what she had just said in my dream, i broke down in tears on the ground and started scratching my leg to the point of it bleeding trying to wake myself up!!! This was when i was still on codeine, so i grabbed and downed an entire 30 pack just to stop the panic.
Edit: Last nights nightmare actually started out like a non-nightmare. I was in some kinda amusement park, alone. I looked up at some kinda "control room" and i seen these 2 attractive girls. Anyways i walked away and met some random woman (i seemed to know her in the dream) and i said, "Who are those 2 girls over there laughing?" and pointed at them. And she goes "What girls?"...and as i turned around they kinda warped towards me and their faces turned into the most horrifying evil demon like things and scared the shit out of me!!! I ran towards the door but it auto slammed shut (i seemed to be inside somewhere now, it made sense in the dream =/) and as they got to me i woke up and sat up in bed with my heart racing =/
Offtopic: The most creepy nightmare i ever had was this one. My mother collects these dolls right - porcelain ones , and she sits them on her bed. In this nightmare i showed up at my house and i seen the curtain near the door move...but nobody was home. I went inside and looked in my mums room, sitting on her bed was one of her dolls (which she normally sits there), im standing near the door and the doll is facing forwards, as im looking at the doll its eyes dart sideways just for a second at me, then face back straight.....that freaked the SHIT out of me, and i suddenly woke up in a panic.
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