Meth - Window Peeping with Tina

[pasha]

Yeah I understand this would prob work but 2 issues.
1) I spend all available cash on Tina
2) Was opiate addict for 3 years, I literally want no part of physical withdrawl ever again in my life.

smart man. benzodiazepines will only throw you into a vicious cycle. you'll start using stimulants to counteract the effects of benzodiazepines and vice versa. at some point you won't be able to function without using benzodiazepines because the rebound anxiety will just be too vicious and it would probably amplify all the symptoms you're currently trying to curb. plus they're more difficult to kick than opiates. much more.

 

[mostly-human]

wow - your marriage sounds shit-house. I'm a married man myself, I couldn't even comprehend keeping that kinda shit from my wife. Where's your respect?

 

[Jktm]

Bahahahaha. This shit cracked me up. I couldn't tell you how to break it because I was either on Mirtazapine or Amitriptyline while I was mainlining. Would throw 15u on a half and draw back 40u. TCA'S and TeCA's make that shit so much more intense. I'd also start seeing shadows within an hour after my first shot (and sometimes more than that). I've gotten caught playing Window - Nintendo many times by my parents, and they were never happy about it.

Benzodiazepines didn't do fuck all (but then again, my tolerance to all things GABA is atrocious. TV didn't work - I'd end up with the volume down low and doing my damnedest to hear the nothingness that was going on outside, disregarding the TV completely. If I could make myself do so, I'd have a very long, very distracted stimulus wank, but I'd still be focused on that window for a while. Music would help a little but if it was the right shit.

I can't share any of my funny stories cause they involve seeing shit lol. Don't ever combine max dose Amitriptyline or Mirtazapine with this shit.

I will say, sitting outside where I couldn't be seen would help a little, but it would always fuck me over in the end and I'd spend way too much time in the backyard listening to the road or staring into the woods behind the property.

Sometimes I'd just have to take a high dose of Perphenazine and kill the trip. I mean fuck, what else do you do when 20mg of Alprazolam does nothing? Phenothiazines and other D₂-antagonists are your friend when you overdo it.

 

[Dresden]

Phenothiazines and other D₂-antagonists are your friend when you overdo it.

^--This.

Get some Zyprexa, Seroquel, or Haldol from your family physician. Anti-psychotics work great at reducing paranoia and obsessive compulsive type behavior such as window peaking. Also, if you are getting good Mexican cartel ice, then IVing 0.3 to 0.4 grams at a time is too much. Limit yourself to 0.1 to 0.2 (at the most) grams of tina per shot and wait at least 5 hours between shots. Taking those steps will do much to curb your paranoia and OCD window peaking behavior. Benzos are often helpful as well as long as you don't abuse them. If you abuse them, then they will fight back and win.

As for the wifey, if she comes home and you've recently mainlined some crystal, then you could always go to bed, close your eyes, and lay there, pretending to be taking a nap. This activity, I have found, is surprisingly easy and fun whilst tweaking on crystal. But, like some other poster already said, if you keep doing this self destructive shit (mainlining tina), then she is sure to find out at some point in the future. You should really quit while you're ahead.

Finally, how in the hell do you sleep every night whilst tweaking on tina and IV'ing it at that? I can barely fall asleep while sober but when on a methamphetamine binge, I have been known to stay away for 6 days at the time.

 

[STLcardinals2]

I honestly have never had bad comedowns.. usually just feel the meth wearing off, get hungry, then sleep..
As far as getting sleep, I usually dose around 8-11 am, so this allows for enough time to get tired. I have an occasional night where I cant sleep till 1 or 2 am but havent had a sleepless night yet. I personally enjoy being able to sleep, makes me feel somewhat normal when im with Tina.
Today was a good day tho, did shot and didnt let myself peek at all so it was cake! I know if I do too much then the paranoia will take over but the right dose = calmer.
And I def am going to quit. I have question about it though.. should I get one last 8ball and space shots out for my last "spins"? Or do I try and quit after what I have is left, Worry with both is urge to just buy more lol. I do have some motivation tho so who knows

 

[Jktm]

It's not about bad comedowns, it's about being so thwacked out that you're hearing and seeing shit and not being able to handle it. Sometimes, you have to kill the trip with a D₂-antagonist just to stop schizing. This won't help the come down at all except make you be able to eat/sleep, you'll still have the super rigid muscles (if not more so), you'll still be a little "schiz-y," and depression will probably be worse since you're blocking Dopamine and [[SUPER]3[/SUPER]H]-5-HT neurotransmission (depletion is bad enough, let alone causing a blockade.

 

[Jerblaine]

If she comes home what the hell is gonna happen? Can you not act cool to her? If you're that bad then what's the effen point? How can that even be fun? Looking out the window?? Does she not get home at the same damn time every day?? What do you do when the car IS hers and it's coming in the driveway??

I tweak on games I've never understood the point of window peeping. If I'm that scared of something in changing fucking locations lol

My mom and her friends used to be bad about people in the trees. They'd always be looking with binoculars out the windows to see something.

My brain knows there is nobody there. Now the cop thing is a different story. If I'm at a dealers place im way more nervous than at my safe place. That kind of paranoia is a bad trip. I'm done 3 day binges at dealers houses and I was nervous the whole time. That's the worst high ever!!

I don't get paranoid but I try to stay on full caution red alert at all times. Cross your t's and for your I's and relax and enjoy.....

So what's the deal with this wife monster? Does it have a feeding schedule?