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Meth to Crack --> need advice

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methbaby

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this is my honest truthful situation and I would really love advice from you smart smart forumers: I started smoking meth every second wkn last year, hardish-core; i.e., largggge toaks with a hardcore junky, which eventually led to IV which freaked me out after a few times (anxiety+60hrs sleep dep +fear of missing veins+paranoia of gettin abscesses and scarring veins etc=not good combo) so i left. These binges (72hrs + wakefulness) led to weekly party binges then about 4 times a wk when i said goddamn im getin ugly i gotta stop (vanity was my main reason lol). Of course, such an addiction won't just go away, I had to replace it wif sumfin else, so using my ways hooked up with a 'very up there' dealer and we racked grams and grams of coke togetha (which i had to blow him for, not too hard, get the pun; im a 19 y.o. female btw) but i never really 'felt' it; not like i did when i used to rak b4 starting with the meth. That is, I felt all the 'effects' of coke, but never happy. My body was responding, but never had that nice floaty rush again. So, i assume this is because the method of smoking, that is, the quick quick drug absorption that this allows, together with the fact meth is very artificial, has screwed up my seretonin and the way my brain responds to drugs.

Thus, i feel that my only option is to start smoking crack (i.e. become a crack-head, to put it bluntly; i am not naive, i know i will become quickly addicted past a point of no return, as happened with meth). I am bored with life and all other drugs and need stimulation. Meth is fukd due to its chemical nature, while crack is a natural derivative and so is the better evil. I have tried it twice, once in a glass pipe, the other through an aliminium can (duno if the latter was crak in the true sense but it felt ohh so good).

Yet, i hear this will take me down only one path. A few questions here: if i got myself off the meth, will that mean I will be strong enough to get myself off the crack, when that time comes? Am I an idiot to even be considering starting, when i know what it will do to me? I am depressed, prob due to the meth, so I relli want to feel sumfin again. I have good coke sources, that 'up there' dealer being a main one, he gives me heaps and all i gota do is blow, tho being an ex-crackhead himself warns me to never try it and i'm thinking y shud others have all the fun? I'd luv to hear your advice/opinions/criticisms as I reli am likely to start soon so need to know what u think.

Thanks x
 
First of all, I see two problems at the very least. A and B.
A.
methbaby said:
...we racked grams and grams of coke togetha (which i had to blow him for, not too hard, get the pun; im a 19 y.o. female btw)...
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methbaby said:
...and all i gota do is blow...
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Whoring yourself or whatever it is you're doing is pretty piss poor in the decision department. This is the most ridiculous post I have ever read and as I write this...I'm beginning to wonder if it's a joke.

Nonetheless, no one can tell you which you will get "more addicted" to. Both are terrible things to support as a habit. I'd assume crack however to be a lot more labor intensive of an addiction.

If you're happy being a cum-dumpster for a cheap ass and shallow high, be my guest. All I'm saying is this is probably one of the worst things you can do. Put aside the various diseases you'll probably catch from this scumbag, but just think of how dangerous that is. Dropping to your knees every time you want a line...come the fuck on.

We're all extremely bored with life and depressed as well. In spite, the last thing I'd ever wish upon myself is to become a crackhead. Oh please.
 
Look, if this is how deranged your thinking patterns are...maybe it's time to lay off the stimulants and pick up a hobby such as a detox program.
 
was only being honest, How the fuk else r u supposed to afford it as a chic, as we can't deal - its physically impossible, and the prices r so so high here...
 
was only being honest, How the fuk else r u supposed to afford it as a chic, as we can't deal - its physically impossible, and the prices r so so high here...
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You really have that little self respect. I'm not one to judge however I guess.

Might I suggest getting some professional psychiatric help, please.

Sterilize yourself as well.


There's one way you can afford drugs legitimately. A job. IE--not sucking.
 
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Look, if this is how deranged your thinking patterns are...maybe it's time to lay off the stimulants and pick up a hobby such as a detox program.
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ROFLMAO!!! ^^^ yeah, what Center said.

I apologize, I should not be laughing. This is a very serious subject. Check yourself in to a Detox. For some reason I see your future filled with little crackhead babies. Just my opinion of course and I don't want to be harsh (but you are making it hard not to.)
 
Aww, damn.

This lifestyle of yours WILL only lead you down one basic path, ending in a nasty rock bottom situation.

Just get away from this shit, its so not worth it. How ever fun it is at the time, you can not go on this way forever.

Eventually you WILL end up in jail, get a nasty disease(STD:HIV,etc), or end up with really bad health issues from the drugs. Also, premature death is a possible out come.

Get your head straight girl!

What city are you in? I'm sure there is somewhere you can talk to a counselor for free. Let someone help you. Get ahold of some family or non-drug friends, and get the hell away from that shit!
 
I would recommend really trying to lay off the stuff for awhile. I think moving from meth to crack is not a good idea. Crack hits harder and the high does not last as long and it costs a whole lot more per time high than meth. It can quickly take away any money you have. Basically if you cannot keep the usage to about 2 or 3 times a month max try real real hard to find something else fulfilling to live for than meth or crack. Good luck!

P.S. CoudyHaze's advise above is excellent - maybe check out a drug counsellor in your community or confide in a few trsutworthy friends or family who will help you in a supportive non-jusgemental way.
 
You said it way more collected.

Yes, if you don't want to end up looking like Angelina Jo Lee+Ryan Seacrest with A. no teeth B. scraggly hair C. black fuzz in your mouth where the teeth should be.

I'm just wondering what you look like.
 
methbaby said:
... (which i had to blow him for, not too hard, get the pun; im a 19 y.o. female btw) ...
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I see members being very censorious of this sex-for-drugs deal. Nothing extraordinary though. I remember reading a survey about coke consumption in Society to the effect that "women seldom need to buy coke, they got it offered at parties". Why do you think they got it free?
 
^ thanks, that's more along the lines of wat i needed to know. I'm not an idiot GUYS i'm clean n safe n wouldn't trade that for the world, unlike some of my casual-sex luving non-drugo female friends who regularly do not use condoms etc and r doin that for free. Please don't patronize me. Thanks for SOME of the advice here, and yes I have seen a councellor, she also did say get some hobbies, so ive been hittin the gym 1 hr + a day and btw I have detoxed all by miself no rehab clinic needed, thanks - have been clean since feb. I go to uni
 
Awesome...congrats thus far.

So why become a crackhead after everything seems to be looking up for you?
I know sober life=bore, but welcome to it.
 
Please don't think I'm trying to just be condescending or patronize you.

Trust me, in the stimulant game you can't win.

The line you have drawn now will get thinner and eventually your thought patterns will be different and you will see lows you never thought you were capable of.

It's just how it happens.

For some people, they can go on casually using for many many years.

But the end results are always the same.

Just take it easy.
 
Well, i would only be doing it for say, half a yr, then i'll stop like i did with the meth... that's my plan, anyway. That's y i need to know, will my head become soooooo so 'deranged' as u so nicely labelled me that i will forget this plan and just becum a fuk up?

Btw thanks for your replies, u gota be cruel to be kind.

And how do i look? I can't tell u that for obvious reasons but rite now, im ok, i get very pissy wen i see harmful effects from drugs tho like dry skin, chipped teeth..tho i luv the Amy Winehouse crack-orexic look ( just made that word up then)
 
You probably look like Diane Sawyer after 11PM.

Oh, and watch out about saying things such as "yeah I'll only use it 50 times then stop". It's not this easy for most people, then again I don't know you. If you can smoke/do/shoot/sniff/lick/sublingualize it only thirty eight times and then just leave it in the dust--more power to you.

You should still work on that fellatio issue you have.
 
I had a plan like that once.

About five years ago, actually.

Still trying to get my life 100% back.


(no fellatio issues though :) )
 
So you little methamphetamine baby, methbaby. Save your teeth, lose the crackorexia and alligator skin. It's so out of style. It's so last evening, Amy Winehouse.
 
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