Meth to Crack --> need advice

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ANYONE......ANYONE!!!! I SAY TELL ME HOW THE FUCK SUCKING coCK FOR A HIt OF SOME CHEAP ASS ROCk ISNT PRoSTITUTIOn.... lol, no theres different situations if were tlaking about a deemsters rock than yea by all means go for it, or an LSD crystal yea.... 400$ or 20000$ shud b plenty nuff to succk a dick....lol but for those types of crystals its socially acceptable....for meth or crack tho.....even george W bussh would frown upon that LOL! o yea and start dropping acid fuck these stupid addictive drugs i stopped doing yay at age 16 cuz i started dosing! GO See the LIGHT@!!! shit osn get enlightened at a festy or rave or summin l8

...Right upon the mark, chap!

 

[MDPVagrant]

Thus, i feel that my only option is to start smoking crack (i.e. become a crack-head, to put it bluntly; i am not naive, i know i will become quickly addicted past a point of no return, as happened with meth). I am bored with life and all other drugs and need stimulation. Meth is fukd due to its chemical nature, while crack is a natural derivative and so is the better evil.

You must be kidding... crack is so far removed from coca leaves, it's basically a different drug. Don't kid yourself. Cocaine and methamphetamine are both combinations of atoms, both equally chemical substances... period. If anything, cocaine is more cardio-toxic and more likely to kill you sooner.

Yet, i hear this will take me down only one path. A few questions here: if i got myself off the meth, will that mean I will be strong enough to get myself off the crack, when that time comes? Am I an idiot to even be considering starting, when i know what it will do to me?

Umm IMO yes, you are. Nobody sits back and 'considers' starting on crack, unless they are indeed an idiot. If you're gonna do it then do it, but don't come back with this pseudo-intellectual horse pucky. That's what seems idiotic to me, not your actual actions.

P.S. I'm into stims myself, not proud of it & not enjoying myself much these days... get out if/while you can, otherwise drop the self-justification and at least be honest with yourself about it. Makes for some depressing comedowns, but feels better in the long run.

 

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Negative will still be negative...it's about that time of day where stimulant freaks feel a drop. Yep. Yep.

 

[MDPVagrant]

^^ Heh, if you say so. Been know to start/stop any time of day or night meself. No such thing as time really for heavy stim users (not saying I'm currently into it heavy.. I'm not, but have been).

 

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Like the past two days...feel like the past two days being every day of my life. I'll never learn I guess. Methbaby or bunny whatever---you're foolish to want to become involved.

 

[jdizzle]

I hope this post is fake. However, I think we have reached a consensus here:
a)DO NOT START SMOKING CRACK.
b)STOP BLOWING GUYS FOR DRUGS.
Follow the simple plan I outlined above and I am pretty sure life will be better.

 

[center]

I hope this post is fake. However, I think we have reached a consensus here:
a)DO NOT START SMOKING CRACK.
b)STOP BLOWING GUYS FOR DRUGS.
Follow the simple plan I outlined above and I am pretty sure life will be better.

Fuck's sake dude. Yea. If she hasn't committed suicide already, I'm sure she will heed to thy commands.

 

[methbaby]

I haven't comited suicide, just woke up actually. Thanks for the all the replies, haven't had the chance to rd yet but will. [Just a note, i think i can see y our knowledge/stances on the 'prostitution' game are different...it's not illegal in the part of the world I am in. I didn't even realise it was illegal in America untill i pieced together all your 'it's illegal', 'this is the definition' etc. Having said that, you are all right ( i have to properly read the new posts tho since yesterday), and legal or not its yuk unless you really like the guy. Gotta re-evaluate some stuff, definately...]

And post about stims gettin harder n harder to come off after every run, that was really helpful. It's not what i wanted to hear, but better knowing that now than later.

Enjoy your days/nights, i'll bb after uni (yay) to read everything, and thanks again

x

 

[soundthecymbals]

Why not taper off the meth? That's really the best idea. At least take a break. (only, your tolerance probably won't be gone - amphetamines are neurotoxic).

Or just continue the meth. Crack seems worse.. And as far as price goes, I'm pretty sure meth is going to last longer than crack. But I also don't know whether crack is neurotoxic or not, and I'm not going to look it up right now. But I do know they both cause the same drug-induced psychosis because of their effect on dopamine levels in the brain.

 

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Or just continue the meth.

Fucking sir! Excuse you, but the theme of this board is harm reduction. Don't tell someone to continue down a spiral of a destructive path, irreguardless of your situation.


Methbaby---I wish you the best and perhaps I'll see you tonight. Hopefully I'll be sleeping within three hours.

 

[soundthecymbals]

Fucking sir! Excuse you, but the theme of this board is harm reduction. Don't tell someone to continue down a spiral of a destructive path, irreguardless of your situation.

I said their best option was to taper off of it and quit. Then I said that meth would probably be better than crack, but that I could be wrong.

 

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To be honest, we really aren't equipped to judge which is 'worse'. Either or, keep using heavily and you'll be as good as a fucking vegetable in twenty years. I'll bet on it. If I lose, then good for you on accomplishing the feat of retaining your teeth.

 

[MDPVagrant]

Best would be to quit, of course... but if it were me, I'd stop smoking/slamming meth & see if I could cut down by snorting or eating it. Or I'd go on an antidepressant (w/knowledge of my doctor that I had a stim habit) and see if that helped. Lots of things that could be done to help feel better, without becoming a crackhead in addition to a meth addict... LOL that's gotta be the most horrible idea I've ever read here on BL.

 

[Santiagod]

Do you realize that You sound like one of those drug addicts from an "after school special", you kno, that stubborn addict that the family is trying to help.?

"I can quit whenever I want!"
"Youre not better than me, dont judge me"
"Im so bored, I need it"
"My reasons for using are completely justified"
"You just dont understand!"

The fact that you're starting to sound like a cliche druggie, should tell you that even Barbara Bush got you figured out... you're becoming just another statistic.

Dont be cliche, realize that you did not quit drugs. If you had TRULY quit meth, you wouldnt be looking for an alternative. Let go of your pride and accept everyone's advice.

 

[mukant666]

Stick to the meth....

 

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Listen, mukant. That's really not a good thing to say. She's trying to give up meth and wants to switch off to crack. OK, not a good idea. So you see, you try to encourage the person to do better than what they're currently thinking they're capable of doing (IE:she is in a hopeless rut).

Telling this poor woman to do more fucking drugs is not the answer. What will that get her? Perhaps a more costly current habit as well as the temptation to use other substances that will be more prevalent to her if she continues smoking meth.

Be a pal not a crab.

 

[MDPVagrant]

^^ Chill man... I think people are just saying if it's between meth & cocaine, stick to meth. In other words, only if it's limited to those two -- bad idea to add yet another drug to the list, just stick with the current one. That isn't saying to do more drugs, it's actually saying to do less (i.e. don't do cocaine too).

 

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Apologies in that case. My bad, mukant. I actually had to read my post again.

I am just in need of sleep but you know how it goes.

 

[bri2u2002]

I don't have experience with Meth but Crack I know. From what I know you will be chasing it a lot harder and more often because of it's short duration and intensity of the comedown.

This will lead to a lot more undesireable situations with undesirealble people and lot more money or whoring. The crack scene is not a nice one.

Good luck. It sounds like you have some good things happening. If you go to Uni focus on that. I can't imagine you can do both.

Anyways, take care of yourself and realize that your on a dangerous path but it's never to late to change.

 

[methbaby]

Has anyone found that

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/archive/index.php/f-58.html

shows blueight in a much easier-to-read, old school format without the distractions of avatars and fancy smily faces? I do. Tho i have to come to this main site to reply...

Anyway,

a few of you have mentioned my post was the stupidest post ever read on bluelight, which i guess is an achievement, and some have qn'd if it's 'real'. Qn: Why the f*k would i make that shit up; yes, i could have left some details out, and written simply:

'Hey dudes, what's harder to get off: meth or crack, if usage is similar; does it get easier to quit if uve dun so b4?'


Yet i reckon me being honest has lead to far more relevent/realistic replies and and giving u the whle story means u can pick up on stuff that i didn even know was there, such as the blowing...thus truly givin me more than i coulda hoped for. While others may have asked a similar qn b4, their situations mayb completely different.

Also, i tried to make my post sound a little light hearted as that is how i approach situations in life however bad, i know this is a f*kd up topic/forum and i was just tryin to make a bit of fun outta it.

'One last thing and I'll shut up. When you first tried meth, did you think you were going to get to the point you got or did you think you would be able to use occasionally? No one goes into this wanting to be an addict. You've pulled yourself beyond and above this, just hang on!'

^ no i never imagined it could take so much control of me. Because it was cheaper than crackle i justified to myself that i'd rather have a cheaper drug than have guys control me for sexual favours to pay for coke etc

'My sister started crack at the age of 18. She is now 37. My family has had 19 years of court, jail,car wrecks, hospitals, jail, attorney fees, jail, pre-mature crack baby, jail, mental hospitals, jail, parents spent every dime they had to buy shorter jail sentences, 2nd baby, jail, brothers getting into fights with dealers over sister's drug debts and did I mention jail?'

^this has scared the SHIT out of me, i think i must thank you one day

'Hey, why's everyone hating on methbaby? Strawberry's are just a benefit of the game.'

^lol

'GO See the LIGHT@!!! shit osn get enlightened at a festy or rave or summin l8'

^ luv summer festivals!! i kno the crackheads tho only go there to move their shit. not to really have fun. they think theyre above pingers


'Like the past two days...feel like the past two days being every day of my life. I'll never learn I guess. Methbaby or bunny whatever---you're foolish to want to become involved.'

^ i don't think i could ever handle daily usage of something this hard, you must be verry physically strong mentally/physically. must be fun tho not havin n e responsibilities? Also, i was wondering, i'm not attackin u or ne thing, but how can u tell sum1 else to not do shit with such conviction when u yourself do it heappps? Just a qn, im reli interested...

'Follow the simple plan I outlined above and I am pretty sure life will be better.'

^fair plan, i'll try my best and report back to you's, yeh? i think i really need to find a non-drug-fucked bf so we can do non-drug-fukd things or do em just occasionaly.

x