4 YEAR METH MADNESS EVOLUTION
This is part of how my psychosis evolved ,how meth turned me into an abstract no sense, much appreciated if anyone related with any of the hallucinations or delusions, my psychotic self if it’s curious about that
Stage I - ends sobriety, MDMA alike warm and hyper awake feeling, ok with not eating or drinking
Stage II - Talkative and socializing with the tweaker community, feeling accepted, sleeps at home
Stage III - Hyper stimulated hooked to be in that place night and day, curious about all the no sense, buys beer and pizza for all, wants to help everyone
Stage VI - Highly motivated to start dealing dope, tweaking on cleaning dirt, dealer perception as super ugly, planning thinking in buy more dope, feeling energized, smoke at her pad, experimenting first long crash with minor issues, make drawings super high and feels super easy
Stage V - Awake and motivated, group psychosis, noticing something about the dealer, level him up, buys two ounces from the other cartel and scalate to 3 gram dosing, lost a few pounds, fun times with a harsh ending, getting anotes by teakers bs
Stage VI - own psychosis and paranoia, starts to seeing shadow people, hear others thoughts, get rid of phone..tweakers took her yellow iPhone, they took her Tiffany’s, grandiose fantasies, narcos and cartels bs, wants to burn the sofa, wears the squid hat, detaching form famlily, starts to tooks family possessions, military hallucinations, cover the iMac cameras with tape, a guy is killed a the the terrain and abandoned a few blocks away, afraid of being involved
Stage VII - help Teakers to house robbery, gets a new job just to keep the habit, smokes at work, not trusting on people, lost a half ounce, paranoia of being assaulted, weird teaking sessions,laughs loud because Cartoon Network and Nintendo characters, weird relationships developed at the terrain, heard god guiding her, experiments the upsidedown, lost her job
Stagr VII - thinks the world it’s a chess board, believes can materialize thoughts, starts to relate all evenrs and people in her mind, becomes the center of the universe, believes can catch signals like a radio, talks about time travel
Stage VIIi - thinks shoes and clothing leads the persona actions, gets rid of the shoes shoes and walks barefoot on the streets, can’t stand on red floors, starting to see patterns on everything, started to math with vehicle plates and letterings
Stage IX - obsessive compulsive stats, leaves her home, being arrested at the market for reordering groceries, thought witches took their parents souls, thinks cartoons are based on her life, personal atribution of everything she witness, demonic and hell visual hallucinations, says they are not her parents, being Locked on rehab against her will
Stage X - Leaves rehab, moves by her own, talks to herself, likes to sit over the fridge, obsessed on tiny dolls, travels to Europe with a collection Nerf guns and a lot of ramdom no sense things, finally meets her son, say seeing word war 2 goshts at the attiic, steals vladimirs putin time magazine from an kiosk, goes to Barcelona, hides things, treat books as a person, keeps seeing messages for her in lettering, psychosis continues ...
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This is part of how my psychosis evolved ,how meth turned me into an abstract no sense, much appreciated if anyone related with any of the hallucinations or delusions, my psychotic self if it’s curious about that
Stage I - ends sobriety, MDMA alike warm and hyper awake feeling, ok with not eating or drinking
Stage II - Talkative and socializing with the tweaker community, feeling accepted, sleeps at home
Stage III - Hyper stimulated hooked to be in that place night and day, curious about all the no sense, buys beer and pizza for all, wants to help everyone
Stage VI - Highly motivated to start dealing dope, tweaking on cleaning dirt, dealer perception as super ugly, planning thinking in buy more dope, feeling energized, smoke at her pad, experimenting first long crash with minor issues, make drawings super high and feels super easy
Stage V - Awake and motivated, group psychosis, noticing something about the dealer, level him up, buys two ounces from the other cartel and scalate to 3 gram dosing, lost a few pounds, fun times with a harsh ending, getting anotes by teakers bs
Stage VI - own psychosis and paranoia, starts to seeing shadow people, hear others thoughts, get rid of phone..tweakers took her yellow iPhone, they took her Tiffany’s, grandiose fantasies, narcos and cartels bs, wants to burn the sofa, wears the squid hat, detaching form famlily, starts to tooks family possessions, military hallucinations, cover the iMac cameras with tape, a guy is killed a the the terrain and abandoned a few blocks away, afraid of being involved
Stage VII - help Teakers to house robbery, gets a new job just to keep the habit, smokes at work, not trusting on people, lost a half ounce, paranoia of being assaulted, weird teaking sessions,laughs loud because Cartoon Network and Nintendo characters, weird relationships developed at the terrain, heard god guiding her, experiments the upsidedown, lost her job
Stagr VII - thinks the world it’s a chess board, believes can materialize thoughts, starts to relate all evenrs and people in her mind, becomes the center of the universe, believes can catch signals like a radio, talks about time travel
Stage VIIi - thinks shoes and clothing leads the persona actions, gets rid of the shoes shoes and walks barefoot on the streets, can’t stand on red floors, starting to see patterns on everything, started to math with vehicle plates and letterings
Stage IX - obsessive compulsive stats, leaves her home, being arrested at the market for reordering groceries, thought witches took their parents souls, thinks cartoons are based on her life, personal atribution of everything she witness, demonic and hell visual hallucinations, says they are not her parents, being Locked on rehab against her will
Stage X - Leaves rehab, moves by her own, talks to herself, likes to sit over the fridge, obsessed on tiny dolls, travels to Europe with a collection Nerf guns and a lot of ramdom no sense things, finally meets her son, say seeing word war 2 goshts at the attiic, steals vladimirs putin time magazine from an kiosk, goes to Barcelona, hides things, treat books as a person, keeps seeing messages for her in lettering, psychosis continues ...
Tagged by Xorkoth
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substancecode_meth
substancecode_amphetamines
explevel_retrospective
exptype_negative
exptype_lifechanging
exptype_addiction
roacode_smoked
roacode_inhaled
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