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Meth Paranoia

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Louie3496

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So I started snorting/meth last year on March. After a while every time I smoked or snorted I would hallucinate and get paranoid but just when I'm at home. I could start smoking at 2 p.m then by 10 p.m my vision will start playing tricks on me, ill start hearing things and sensing things. It always happens, always! Ive been sober for around 3 to almost 4 months but decided to buy a dime two days ago and yeah i started at 2 p.m and by 10 p.m i started tripping balls just sitting on my bed using my phones light to look if someone was trying to open my doors room! I know it's never been lack of nutrians or lack of sleep because i've learned to sleep and eat and im just wondering if this happens to anyone else? Is this common? Any advice why this happens? I use to snort and smoke heavily for around 5 months. Mostly everyday. I can't stay up for more two days, i tend to get sleepy. But yeah. Any veteran or OG smokers aka tweakers.
 
I've been doing dope for 4 years now. I tend to get paranoid as day 3 sets, in my experience some people just get paranoid easy. Maybe some one else has more information but for me I've seen people do a bump & instantly start tripping on cops outside etc. I really don't have any specific info on it though on why.is happens. Like I said I won't personally get paranoid till day 3-4 I've learn to handle sleep dep pretty well in my days as a tweaker. Maybe your just smoking to much? I know when my tolerance was low and I smoked bowl after bowl, within a couple hours my vision would get blurry as fuck and it'd basically make my mind play tricks on me (shadows moving footsteps etc). But yeah like I said don't have a lot of info on this but I think everyone's different. Like for me while some people can go 5-6 days without a full blown psychosis I hit day 3 and psychosis starts to build in my mind. I'm very prone to psychosis personally some people are not you know? Wait for someone else with more info though I'm sure there's probably a reason.
 
Yeah, some people just get that way. I've heard of this more with crack smokers (e.g. One of my good friends used to smoke with this dude who would hit the stem & immediately play dead, like a dog, until he was ready for another hit lol. Another one of my friends taped all of his blinds slightly open at eye level, so when we would smoke he just went room to room peeking out.)
 
Sometimes I ask myself if maybe I'm just stuck slightly crazy from all the dope I've done lol. Like I don't get paranoid till about day 3-4, but Mann.....on day 3 it really does hit me. I've said it before on here but as day 3 hits an 1 or 2 I start to go in "psychosis" I don't like calling it psychosis though cause the voices that are trying to make some story that the cops are after me etc doesn't actually make me go crazy if that make sense lol. I can differenciate reality from fake pretty well I know its all fake it my mind...its not until the FULL BLOWN Psychosis's with illusions like full blown visuals of cops at my windows with m16s that I lose it but even at that its hard to break me. I KNOW its fake but its frustrating trying to act normal in public and not get all nervous and agitated lol.
 
Yeah man I hear you! I hate how I only get paranoid at night! Lol. I bought a gram earlier so I'm feeling pretty good but I'm already paranoid. I hope I get some sleep so I can start all over. Do you smoke everyday?
 
Oh no I used to binge heavily, stay up 6-7 days at times. I normally am up for 2-3 days nowadays. I guess I'm not sure what my average dose it ranges from a .4-.8 a night going in the 2nd night. Then the 3rd I'm just coming down if I have any downers on me. When I first was is the dope game in Arizona I was doing almost a gram a day for months, staying up inhuman amounts lol. I've been doing dope specifically for 3 years now.

I've been dosing like 4-5 lines when I decide to dose or 3-4 bowls if I smoke.
 
I can tell by your mentioning you've been sober for a few months that you feel some sense of accomplishment. The fact you had a minor setback is irrelevant given the totality of the last few months. Try not to make it something it isn't going forward.
 
I hallucinate when I've been using to heavy for to long, whether or not I'm sleeping or eating properly. I find that it doesn't stop unless I take a break for a couple days. Lots of sleep and I use enough to keep me from withdrawals.

Taking a long walk outside and getting out of the environment I'm in helps me reduce paranoia. If my vision gets cloudy and I start seeing giants (...I stay up to long frequently) I enjoy it. If the greys drop by or I start seeing shadows strangling each other, I take a break.
 
Does to high maybe and that ROA would have other effects on the strength of the experience other then dosage and boiavailability. Just snort it or eat it.

With good quality product using it that way with very high doses up to 4 days to points of extreme vasoconstriction, I have never had bad paranoia or anxiety issues or any crazy shit happening. I can however feel wierd shit starting on day 4 like the audio shit like a radio playing in your head, voices, sounds and strange impressions like sensing there are gnomes in your garden having a party. Thats when I end it. Also I just cant go longer cause i get tired and its not fun anymore.

Now thats being under the effects of the drug only.

The comedown can cause crazy shit seperately afterwards, but I skip that with Seroquel. My first meth use comedown panic attack ensured i never wanted to deal with that ever again. My friends first use on that same day caused him to be convinced people where breaking into his house all night, and he was freaking out.
Typical meth paranoia. Im convinced the comedown is responsible for many paranoia events, not necessarily the drug itself. Hell I was stupid and taken such high doses other health shit was going badly wrong but it never made me freak out mentally or get delusions, paranoia and shit, maybe only some anxiety over the health shit, like my heart going to explode.

We did take massive doses however thinking it was shit coke and not pure crystal because i was stupid, drunk and forgot i ordered meth instead. My friends where not impressed. But thats where my love story began...
 
From what I've gathered in my own experience......There is a line between to much and not enough. If you go past that line then you have a high chance of going into a full psychotic episode without using meth.....We don't know your genetics so we don't know if your prone to Mental Illnesses but if you are meth is like the worst drug you can put in your body......When I was in jail and detoxing off of meth use everyday without eating or drinking water my skin started to detox the meth and I was green like a zombie.....That's how much of that crap was in me coming out.....I would like to see that drug wiped off the face of the earth but, I'm just looking out for myself since it seems my warnings about it on here go unnoticed.
 
Day 4 especially for me to is when the psychotic episodes REALLY start, plus me not having a comedown aid sometimes basically FORCES me to endure them till I finally fall asleep. To anyone whose never experienced Full blown Meth psychosis...TRUST ME you do NOT want to it's one of the scariest things you can possibly go through.
 
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