Meth Paranoia

[blight12]

I want to know if anybody else ever hears the imaginary radio station playing in their head, softly, plays different songs, even adverts, hear the DJ's speak and everything. I always get this early on, day 2. It is basically my favorite station im always playing every day. The only reason i know its not real is because many of the songs simply repeat constantly.

What really freaked me out last weekend was that the sound, which is in my head was coming from a specific corner of my room and when i put my head there, it turned off.

Plus, I couldn't hear it in any other room in the house. Thats just insane. I checked everything to make sure it wasnt a real sound, even asking family if they could hear it, which was not a good idea, but how the hell does a random continuous meth audio hallucination have sound directionality for a random corner of my room with nothing there and decide it only works in certain rooms of the house.

Thats to intricate. It must be that im psychically picking up the radio signal from my room sound system, due to the enhanced mental effects from meth. That would be awesome.

 

[Siccness909]

Never heard of that

Well...bad day yesterday. I've mixed meth & H multiple times successfully but yesterday I did about a .4 of meth no euphoria though (probably cause recentbbinge) I just got paranoia so to counteract it in a way I tried smoking a little H and then randomly my heart starting fluttering like crazy. Shortness of breath 70 to 80bpm all the way to 170-180bpm when I called hospital. Shit scared me EMTs said I could of had a mini heart attack that it was a Fatal heart rhythm, after tests were done and it stopped they came back positive and no damage or problem was found. Today though after I left hospital (didn't use at all) my.heart did it again?!?! I'm guessing tests weren't read correctly? Heart palpitations are common with meth use I've read & I have been using for awhile I guess? I slept a little today and it seems better now I just hope tommorow it fully goes away and there's no permanent palpations I hate to have to stop using drugs lol.

Then again though initially I did like a .5-.6 of some high quality dope then mixing that with a downer probably just really irritated my heart and he had enough lol anyway on a serious note, I hope its gone tomorrow not that ER visit is done and a day has gone by clean from everything,, gonna try to dose a little speed to tomorrow to test the waters..make sure its safe to do meth again of course not that high of a dose though. Probably won't mix uppers n downers anymore though.. to risky

 

[sonicwhite]

Ya bro, it is just a matter of time it seems......I mean mixing both of those will stop your heart....Had a few friends die that way.....I mean it sucks when your not ready to give up dope and are forced to even if you could do that........I mean what all is a doc supposed to do? Assure you that your heart is fined than Boom......I mean that's like telling a kid it's okay to steal from a candy store even tho he got in trouble last time he did it......Just looking out for you man.

 

[nycolestarr]

Yes fellow bakersfield tweaker here...love to binge at least once a year...haven't been here long enough to find a fellow party goer here in town

 

[methyldreams]

entertains me

love it

 

[42Bones]

I usually start tripping around day 3. That's when I know it's time to sleep.

 

[Siccness909]

Over the years the more I abused dope the more easily prone to psychosis I became. Typically day 3 is when mild psychosis symptoms start but they're bearable. If I'm consistently dosing around 4-5 that's when I really feel myself becoming detached from reality. Hallucinated SWAT Team standoffs, Army helicopters lol definitely not fun.

 

[cousinskeeter]

If I'm consistently dosing around 4-5 that's when I really feel myself becoming detached from reality. Hallucinated SWAT Team standoffs, Army helicopters lol definitely not fun.

Easily the scariest thing I have ever experience. The scariest move in the world can't even hold a candle to that experience; it definitely taught my ass a lesson.

Does anyone remember the username of the ex-veteran who went crazy on MDPV and posted an entire novel's worth of material? It was extremely well written and I did not copy it or book mark it, I would love to re-read through it again.