isaballsack
Greenlighter
i started using meth begining of last yr.,used all the way up till the begining of this yr.went from daily use to no use.had 3 months w/o doing any,till last sunday,&sum 2night.figured since i hadnt done any in so long that my tolerance wulda went dwn&id be high as a kite.but,this wasnt the case.the reason i was so into meth was the high,it made me this talkative,confident,extremelyhappy engergizerbunny.
but the highs i got doing it these last few times were terrible.got anxious,selfconscious,nontalkative,depressed.
ive heard"users chase that first high".for me during tht whole year using,i nver had to chase it,it always gave me tht same amazing high.&now tht i hardly do it,i get shit highs when i do.
also,i no longer have cravings.at all.none.i went frm fiending like crazy,to having no desire to do it at all.can any1 make sense of that?
im just curious if any1 else has any experience lke this?or knows any reason/idea y my highs are lke tht now?
tjhis was long,i know.replies r appreciated
but the highs i got doing it these last few times were terrible.got anxious,selfconscious,nontalkative,depressed.
ive heard"users chase that first high".for me during tht whole year using,i nver had to chase it,it always gave me tht same amazing high.&now tht i hardly do it,i get shit highs when i do.
also,i no longer have cravings.at all.none.i went frm fiending like crazy,to having no desire to do it at all.can any1 make sense of that?
im just curious if any1 else has any experience lke this?or knows any reason/idea y my highs are lke tht now?
tjhis was long,i know.replies r appreciated
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