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Mephedrone Addiction

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goldfish72 said:
HUNSTEL...... Meph is a vicious fucker that will pull you in, its too new to decide the longterm effects but you can be rest assured they are not gonna be good. I have jus bought my last 2 grams and i am half a gram in....... thats it for me and this is how im going to do it. You see i love the hit but despise the substance, the smell, the taste, the burning makes me gag everytime but i still keep shoving the fuckin stuff up my snout. Thats how powerful the stuff is. As i said when i introduced myself i got into it when i couldnt get my hands on coke of which i only used to take about once a month and sometimes not at all. I then started to use it at work to keep going the extra mile..........this is where im going to miss it, man i get some work done when im on. But this is it, it has hugged me for long enough i'm not gonna substitute it with anything else just gonna stop.........i will post to say how im getting on. Hunstel the stuff is vile but you can be fuckin guaranteed pretty fuckin lethal given time. Be strong STOP NOW.....you can.
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This is the same reason why i started due to no good coke nocking around, I have taken ecstacy and cocaine heavily and always been stable but THIS is a different story all i can do is think about it.
Today I can only think about how bad it is but the only reason for this is that i have finished my last line at 6:30am this morning and have been on a major comedown all day, but no doubt by friday the temptation will be back.
I have also used at work and would have never done this with cocaine or ecstacy, its becuse the benders last too long and you know youself that if you have a line you think you return to your normal state of mind, but really you are just delaying the comedown.
Went out wif some pals today who also say they are quitting but have loads of times and found out that one of them spent the night in the hospital on friday as he had a convulsion this stuff is bad shit. It needs to stop now for me I have too much going for me in the long run.
No doubt i will have some sleep paralysis tonight havent had many head zaps today like but almost ceartainly will tomorro.

Finally Goldfish72 keep updating how you are doing because I need someone to do this with me, my mates say they will stop and the next day are on it which is no good for me because it is always there. Be honest and tell me if you have given into temptation and ill do the same.
 
Harambulus said:
Was gonna do a new post but thought I'd put it here as seemed related.

I just had my last hit of meph today. Like always I had the delusional insights that I wanted more of it while high but on the comedown I felt I didn't want it.

Standard.

Now meph is not available I won't go looking for it.

The only thing is I am a little concerned that I will be tempted to buy into the hype of the next RC that comes along and be tempted to try it.

I find that when I begin researching a new drug it gets to a point where I selectively cherry pick the positive experiences from people's reports and ignore the negatives such that I usually end up taking them to try for myself.

At the same time why I don't wanna be researching them at all. It's mainly just cos I'm not doing anything else just surfing away on the web and so do a search for RCs since I have gotten wind of the 'new fad'.

I had found myself already 'curiously' scouring the RC vendors to see what they may have available 'just out of interest' (as my weak justification).

I really wanna knock them all on the head cos all drugs have side effects no matter how we will say they don't in the 'heat of ecstasy'.

I just want to nip it in the bud before the next RC comes along to tempt me cos it is so easy to order them online I want to make sure I have no inclination once one does/may come along.

I have no inclination for other illegal drugs these days but it's the curiosity regarding the RCs having some new exotic fruit which tempted me to try meph in the first place. Luckily for me I guess I only tried it a cpl months before the ban and had my last bit today but as I said I want to prevent myself from trying the others cos I think all drugs are a dead end in the long run. I've got my many insights from them but wanna move on the other things to entertain myself now.

I was in two minds about posting this cos of the whole making it more real by posting about it. At the same time I thought perhaps writing it will encourage me to curtail this short episode and get on with more productive persuits.

^alot of I's :D
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You just have to ask the questions -

Am i happy testing all these new chems out and possibly ruining my health completely for the future?

If you found out you had a severe heart problem next year / a few years from now, do you think you would regret it?

There is definitely a chance that you or a friend will get hurt one way or another so these are important questions to ask yourself. Just how much do you value your life, and how much will you risk for a bit of fun?
 
Finished my last dose of Meph last night, managed to get some sleep today but feel like shite. I reckon im gonna be ok, i mean i'm hardly gonna miss the burning nostrils, the acid drops and that clear toxin like snot that was running from my nose...........my god what was i thinking. What a dickhead ive been :X
 
Na I havent but again been thinking about it havent been too work for the last two days tho in such a bad way. Goldfish u just need to be STRONG its all in your mind psychological addiction, im gunna try to stay in this weekend as well.
 
The thing about meph crashes is that they last SO LONG. The last one I saw all the way through and out the other side was 11 days.
The usual irritability, anxiety, misery, brain zaps, vomitting that you might expect from a comedown... plus your body complaining bitterly about not having been fed/rested and generally treated like shit.
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I get non of that from mephedrone or MDMA comedowns. I get tired for a day or 2 due to lack of sleep, but usually feel ok and the last thing I want to do is take more meph. I must be lucky
 
My meph crashes last a couple hours like, my worst zaps lasted about 3-4 days and that was after months of caning it about as heavily as I physically could have.

It's all different for everyone I guess...
 
parttime crackhead said:
Fucking hell, just had a look at this thread for the first time in ages. The amount of new meph addicts that seem to have joined since the ban is wild!
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Hmm... It does seem that virtually everyone who posts saying they have "an addiction" to meph has a single-digit post count. ;)
 
Exactly Sham, Mephe is an incredibly addictive drug. I simply cant have it in the house without doing it all. Its not a terrible addiction tho, you can shake it off and throw it away. And thats exactly what must be done! Dont panic, dont stress, dont worry. Mephe came, now its gone. Be glad you had it, now get on an move on :)

I actually think its more addictive than coke, serious, hopefully just forget about it, cos its an empty drug makes u high but doent push any new imagination
 
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Shambles said:
Possibly cos they are people who have no experience of being addicted to a drug and there ain't exactly a lot of support, advice or info out there for them other than BL?
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Uh huh - it's probably exactly that. :)
 
doombadger said:
Mephe is an incredibly addictive drug.
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Its not a terrible addiction tho, you can shake it off and throw it away.
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Do you see how these two statements don't add up?

Meph is a mildly addictive drug (if that), at an incredibly addictive price.

Do you think heroin and/or crack users would say of their drug of choice "thank god its illegal now, it'll stop me using it"? Of course not.

"Meph is incredibly addictive" is simply an inadequate excuse used by a lot of weak-willed drug innocents (on the whole) to justify their inability to stop spending their overblown pocket money from trust funds.

I actually think its more addictive than coke,
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Sell them side by side, on the same price terms, the same legal terms, the same purity - and you'll see what I mean.

Mephedrone's 'addiction potential' is (was) economic, not chemical. I'm tired of hearing otherwise. Stop feeding prohibition with urban drug myths.
 
StoneHappyMonday said:
"Meph is incredibly addictive" is simply an inadequate excuse used by a lot of weak-willed drug innocents (on the whole) to justify their inability to stop spending their overblown pocket money from trust funds.
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I think that's a gratuitously snide remark. People are posting here because they're down, why not give them a good kick while they're on that level? If anything it seems from some reports that the big meph problems are occurring in completely opposite circles to the ones you describe.

Mephedrone's 'addiction potential' is (was) economic, not chemical. I'm tired of hearing otherwise. Stop feeding prohibition with urban drug myths.
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While I agree that availability and price both played massive parts in people overdoing this substance, I don't think you can say, looking at all the stories here and elsewhere, that this substance isn't actually addictive. People who are boshing it in the bogs at work to get through the day are almost certainly psychologically addicted and we don't know enough about it to rule out physical addiction.
 
I have to say the compulsion to redose with meph is greater than any other drug i have tried up to a point! By that i mean that its fiendish until i get to a point in my head where im like "wtf am i doing, i feel like shit" and then ill stop.
 
jancrow said:
I think that's a gratuitously snide remark. People are posting here because they're down, why not give them a good kick while they're on that level? If anything it seems from some reports that the big meph problems are occurring in completely opposite circles to the ones you describe.
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I never said it was exclusive to the people I described. But, forgive me for being a heartless cunt, I'll still save my passion for people who really know what addiction is, those who are dragged into serious trouble with serious drugs and who have to pay stupid prices to feed their addiction. An addiction that can't simply be stopped by an Act of Parliament, which is what your average meph-head cries out for. Cry being the operative word. Yes I've got more time for smack-head burglars than meph addicts.

While I agree that availability and price both played massive parts in people overdoing this substance, I don't think you can say, looking at all the stories here and elsewhere, that this substance isn't actually addictive.
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I didn't.

StoneHappyMonday said:
Meph is a mildly addictive drug (if that), at an incredibly addictive price.

Mephedrone's 'addiction potential' is (was) economic, not chemical. I'm tired of hearing otherwise. Stop feeding prohibition with urban drug myths.
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For arguments sake, yes, I should have added largely between '(was)' and 'economic'. So strike me down.
 
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