Haven't slept again... hypomania from last night that went terrible, have been suffering with terrible anxiety since.
I am tired of fighting with myself every day, it's literally something every fucking day, my extremes aren't as extreme but I switch so rapidly it's crazy. It doesn't help that I get real obsessive about how I feel, what I did, how I did it, or how I said things. My meeting with my psychiatrist was a mess, I couldn't think straight, wasn't prepared etc... but she saw how I was suffering.
She prescribed 10mg of Zyprexa daily, I will start that soon enough, I can try for a couple weeks and see if it is more bearable, does anyone have any comments/tips on Zyprexa?