... it's like I'm in a sensory deprivation tank emotion-wise where I can't feel a fucking thing,
Taken from another post but I gotta say:
This is what I have been chasing for quite some time.
See... if ya remove emotion and *feelings from the equation we (or rather I) can focus on some real issues and come to some reasonable conclusion(s). I was in "special ed" classes because of emotional issues which led to some physical side-effects. The kid that didn't care about rules and always in a scuffle. Tacking off course.
Not trying to infer that we all alike; just saying that in the most dangerous *spots I have found myself, it is the aloof aspect of seeing things more clearly that literally save the day. Man, I love that "zone".
I have too much emotion and would like to lose some; ya got none and want some. Ain't this a bitch? Really?
Not sure how to get it back but while you are in the place you find yourself; why not try to use it or find a "good" aspect of not being emotion-full? Surely emotions will come back eventually and maybe we can all find a balance in this, too? Until then, work with what ya have and if it is too much, please see a doctor about this. I post from experience in
my life: This may not translate well to anothers well being, OK?
Really, though... I want what you have and you want what I have: Wish we could trade off a bit. Not being funny, just got me thinking.