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[Mega] The "Why won't MDMA work for me?" thread

Shit that sux. For a while I wasnt getting the ecstacy euphoria everyone was talking about (I thought my brain was fucked not capable of full happiness) But I still got the speedy effects. Sound pretty similar to me. There is a good chance all your friends were on a similar hi. Im not saying your friends are full of shit but the sugestion of drugs makes an exellent placebo.

Ill give you an example my Prom night. After party were on a fairy to an island, according to all the highschool shows i watched befor entering highscool this is to be the greatest night of my life and eveything else is poo in comparison. And somones got E on the fairy. 7 of us do it. Three first timers. three experinced users and myself. Purple decptions THEY ARE PIPES NOT E. but its prom night mothatfucka. So around 3 everyone is having a very pesonal convo (they were not on E maby bzp and pipes can do that stuff i doubt to the extent of e)

The kids who never did it thought it was e. The kids who done e previously apparently did alot of it (previous ecstacy use). Some people say pills instead of E, thats because there so used to getting diffrent stuff they just take what they can get.

What im getting at is the night was great the pills fucking sucked (I puked got less high, but my peak did not feel clean) but everyone was told they got E. Its prom there on an Island as far as there conerned it was E. (maby i would loved it to if i didnt puke but it wasn mdma)

Sorry for the length of this its just quite relatable. I HAVE TWO SUGGESTIONS (ill admit neither are particuallry helpfull). one wait until somone gets killer pills or even better, wait till somone finds molly (pure mdma powder) suggestion two SMOKE WEED. The first time i did E four of us did it. Three who never did it. One who did it once a year earlier (prolly more than that) and one who took three. (experienced) me and the guy who took three were the only to feel ANTYTHING. I saw him all high and was like shit what going on he said it will happen evntually ... it didnt. I said fuck this im not high im gonna get classic hi lol. and then BLAM it hit me. (Like i said previously more speed then euphoria, really the little euphria i experinced likely came from it was a fun party, and i was smoking weed) I find weed can jump start certain things. so if you already blaze i would stongly suggest that. However it freaks some people out, I think it goes together like pb and J.

Good luck buddy, but if things still arnt working please dont try anything drastic like taking 6 pills.
 
If ecstasy doesn't work for you, then I'd suggest trying LSD. Ecstasy was great the first 2-3 rolls, then after that it kind of felt not as amazing. LSD body high can compete with an mdma high anyday.
 
@sextacy67

The crowd I did it with when I did 6 was experience and there's not a doubt in my mind that they contained MDMA. There were about 50 people, half of whom were rolling on one of two rolls: blue dolphins and those state shaped ones. 5 BD+1 state that night, 3 states on a separate occasion. Everyone was having an amazing time and kept approaching me and asking "are ya rollin yet man!?!?!?!?" like they were having the best time in the world and I was no where near what they must have been feeling. I will either wait for killer rolls or molly and give it one last go...I'm just really bummed that I seem to be missing out on such a killer experience. I seriously don't think my brain responds correctly to it...I seem to metabolize it just fine because I get all the other effects, just nothing good from it. Dopamine deficiency is the only thing that I can think of to explain it, and it seems highly unlikely. I'm not depressed and I don't seem to exhibit any of the signs of dopamine deficiency. I remain purely baffled by this.

Hypothetically, could malnourishment hinder the affects that drastically? I don't think I'm malnourished, but if anyone has any diet tips that might help it would be greatly appreciated.

All 3 times I've tried rolling I've eaten fairly light throughout the day, and my last meals were about an hour or two before dropping.

Also, no real comedown to speak of. No depression afterwards (because I don't think my dopamine production was ever increased!) or being lethargic the next day.
 
Oh also, because you consumed such a great quantity in one night, I would recommend waiting for like 3 months before you give it a go again. And magnesium as a daily supplement works wonders for clenching.
 
HigherAwareness said:
What would be the purpose of the vitamin c? I remember in high school it was rumored that if you drank orange juice or took vit. C in massive doses it would make you trip harder. LOL Pretty soon vitamin c went good with everything. I seriously doubt it would play any role in whether or not a person can roll though. Its problobly a good idea to take some anyway as vit. C is a important vitamin:D
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taking edible vitamin C or chugging orange juice always seems to blow me up, although it could be a placebo effect who knows.
 
Will MDMA ever work for me?

Last night was my 3rd attempt at rolling and was another failure. I can get off on any other drugs, but mdma seems to be a bit complicated for me. The first night I tried to roll, I took 3 blue pokeballs (tested black), and went out to a cool trance club. My friend had also taken 3 (also his first time), and by the time we got there, he was blasting off, rolling face.

But me on the other hand, I felt no empathy, slight music enhancement, and little to no euphoria. I never "blew up" as my other friend did, he claims it was the greatest night of his life. In the end, all it felt like to me was a light shroom trip minus the visuals. Then a few weeks later, I once tried rolling again on two blue doves (also tested black) at another club, everyone else was rolling face while I was just getting irritated at the fact I might not never be able to enjoy this wonderful drug.

So my question is what do you guys think might be preventing me from rolling? I was depressed a couple years back and was prescribed ssri's and took them for about a year, but I have not taken them in over a year also. I do have anxiety, and maybe that is my biggest enemy, maybe it does not allow me to fully let go. I smoke pot daily, take shrooms a few times a year, drink often, and do cocaine about 2x a year. Someone told me that I might just be very insensitive to mdma, and might need to dose higher (ie, take 2 at once instead of taking 1 then another one an hour later).
 
I could be the that you're just one of those people that aren't effected by MDMA. Sad, but it's not the end of the world.
The first time you tried to roll, did you drop one pill at time? Or did you drop all three at once?


(Merging with "Why doesn't MDMA work for me")
 
I dropped only 1 at a time, about 1-2 hours apart.....I wonder if my body just has very low serotonin levels naturally or from taking the ssri's.....would taking shrooms a day or two before taking mdma play a role in this? I do know that shrooms can work on serotonin levels, but I did not think it would be enough to deplete my serotonin.
 
i've done mdma twice and neither time it affected me. i'm 5'6'' and weight like 108 lbs. i'm supposed to take adderall on week days but i usually only end up taking it 2-3 days a week.
the first time i did it was a while ago, so i don't remember it completely. it was molly, i think about 100mg, in a capsule. i'm pretty sure it was legitimate because i bought it from a trusted friend and he claims he rolled off it. anyways i just swallowed it and felt some tingles that may have been placebo and then fell asleep after a few hours. i had eaten a fair amount throughout the day, but i hadn't eaten for at least an hour before i took the capsule.
the second time was last night (saturday). i took a green maserati. it was marquis reagent tested. i chewed half of it and snorted the other half, made sure i swallowed the drip. i ate like 30-60 mins before but it wasn't much and overall i hadn't ate that much that day. a few minutes after taking it my entire body started twitching for a couple minutes and then went away. i didn't feel anything very strong but i think i might have had a slightly altered consciousness. the day before i had taken 60mg of adderall, and that morning i had preloaded 100mg of 5-htp.
anyone have any ideas? i really want to roll. i'm thinking next time i'll not eat for like 24 hrs, or at least like 12, beforehand. i will also not take my adderall for a week to a few days before doing it, and i will snort the entire thing. does this sound like a good idea?
also, is it ok for me to try it again like sometime this week? idk if i'll have a tolerance if it didn't affect me. and should i preload with 5-htp? how much?
 
Welcome to Bluelight, we do not SWIM here, it's just ridiculous :) Please read the guidelines.

5-HTP is beneficial AFTER a roll, not before- it can diminish the effects beforehand. Piracetam is beneficial pre-MDMA use.

How do you know your pills were clean? Were they actually tested?
 
Prepped myself for at least 2 months for our local massive that passed by this saturday, and I didn't thiz for sh*t....So disapointed. during kaskade I wanted to go back to the motel while all my friends were still rolling bawls on the same (3) green telephone pokeballs. I took a few things into consideration...

1. I took antacid a few hours before. Does that matter?
2. I was sick
3. The whole time i was worrying about my big ass group of friends staying together
4. I've been taking 5-HTP for the past 2 months but stopped a month ago
5. I don't even know..

Someone, help I guess?

Thanks :|

Also I've read online that excessive and daily usage of 5-HTP causes depletion of dopamine. Does this have any effects on my roll, and why it was so mild?
 
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No medications. I took one at 6pm, the second at 7pm, then the last around 9pm. I ate subway probably 3-4 hours before my first drop. The roll was so mellow I felt sober and actually wanted to leave.
I just don't know man. I want to have a great time with my friends, but I think I think about it way too much.
 
Yeah you just gotta not think about it to the point your taking away from your high. I've also noticed ( Don't really ever do xtc anymore but when I did) I would have just taken all 3 of those at once to get the maximum roll. I always felt like the first dose is always the best and everyone after that wasn't as effective. Jus my 2 cents
 
Thank you..maybe next time I'll double drop. Like I said, I dont even know ha.

It's like, where did all the MDMA and the seritonin go when I dropped that night?
 
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Not to say the later ones aren't good. If your gonna roll, you know the first dose is always the best so why not just do it all at once. I used to get some great pink stars and like I'd do one and it would be awesome, then I would buy 2 more and feel like I wasted my money. The more times you've rolled It's harder to feel that magic from like the first few times, hence why you should just do a bunch at once and enjoy it
 
yeah theres no SWIMming on BL,

it could have been the 5HTP,

another thing is that vitamin C makes the stomach more acidic, and amphetamines (MDMAmphetamine) arent absorbed as well in an acidic environment.
 
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