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MDPV Megathread V12. MDPerV Harder

Great to see you around these parts, Quasi :)

Sorry to hear about the boozy messiness but I'm sure many of us here (myself included :o) can relate to that. Whatever gets you through the night and all that... Very glad to hear you feel passed that stage now though <3

I suspect we can all relate to the craven call - there are "otherpeevs" out there, after all. If it helps at all, none are worth a wank (literally and figuratively) in comparison to the original pure powdered zen itself. Imo anyway. All I've tried (and that would be many) feel weak and/or dirty as fuck comparatively - and not in the good dirty way, sadly. Nowt but disappointment to be had there. My opinion anyway.

Really is great to see you around though - do please chip in now and then as your see fit. Treasure the memories of things few ever saw and quite possibly nobody ever will see again but, most of all, look after you and yours <3
 
Hello old friends :) Has it really been 7 years?

I'm really am very very fortunate, either by luck or judgement I (seem) to have come out the other side without any lasting damage.

Of course, like so many of us (reassuring I suppose to hear), I've come to accept the indelible MDPV shaped impression left in the most primal recesses of my brain. I'll always get that involuntary adrenaline rush when I see tin foil, The taste is still vivid and fresh, the muscle memory remains, it's very difficult to decribe, but it seems that a lot of you know the feeling.

The dreams are rarer and rarer now, I mean, I think they are, it's hard to tell. The real cruelty is never being able to take that hit :)

Shambles ) I'm very very happy to see you're still above ground too. Would love to catch up.
 
MDPV_Psychosis said:
I have been having the worst mdpv/porn binge cravings the last couple of days. Its been like 4 years since the last time I did mdpv and a couple years since my last stimulant binge.

This craving is driving me insane. I tried just masturbating to porn (with no stimulants) with the hope of some kind of relief but it didn't help. Like at all.

My dreams have been plagued with nightmares of almost using while being around naked people. During the day I find myself day dreaming constantly about it.

It's normal for me to think about mdpv/porn on a semi regular basis but these intense cravings started a couple days ago when I saw a woman on the street who momentarily reminded me of a particular porn scene I was fixated on during a heavy binge years ago.

Now I can't stop thinking about it. This is driving me bananas and I feel I'm gonna slip, buy whatever RC cathinone I can find, download lots of porn then go to town for a day or two.

Wouldn't be the end of the world to give into a short binge but I really don't want to. I've made it so long without caving... But I honestly don't know if I can make it through this recent intense craving. It's like torture.

Fucking MDPV. I miss the way you smell, the way you taste, the way you feel, the hyper sexuality, the delusions, the paranoia, everything. Fuck you.
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Hang in there bro, clearly there are a few of us.
 
GZer0 said:
Hang in there bro, clearly there are a few of us.
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Thank you. It's good to know I'm not alone though at the same time I'm also not happy there are others out there like me. It's odd.

I can relate to something you said:

I'll always get that involuntary adrenaline rush when I see tin foil
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My heart skipped a beat when my wife handed me a burrito one time. She had pealed off the foil and left the scraps on the plate. A few of them had this amberish stain of something right in the middle. I could hardly breath for a few seconds, lol.
 
GZer0 said:
Hello old friends :) Has it really been 7 years?

I'm really am very very fortunate, either by luck or judgement I (seem) to have come out the other side without any lasting damage.

Of course, like so many of us (reassuring I suppose to hear), I've come to accept the indelible MDPV shaped impression left in the most primal recesses of my brain. I'll always get that involuntary adrenaline rush when I see tin foil, The taste is still vivid and fresh, the muscle memory remains, it's very difficult to decribe, but it seems that a lot of you know the feeling.

The dreams are rarer and rarer now, I mean, I think they are, it's hard to tell. The real cruelty is never being able to take that hit :)

Shambles ) I'm very very happy to see you're still above ground too. Would love to catch up.
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Oh man those wild dreams where you're just trying to get one fucking rip off the foil but you always wake up before it happens? I don't dream about MDPV much as it's been so long but once in a while I still get those unsettling dreams. Wake up thinking I got a baggie in my pocket or something.
 
GZer0 said:
Shambles ) I'm very very happy to see you're still above ground too. Would love to catch up.
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Well you know where to find me, GZ ;)

(although i must admit rapid responses are rare these daze due to distinct lack of decent stims :!:\:|)

GZer0 said:
I'll always get that involuntary adrenaline rush when I see tin foil.
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Hehe. I got that the very first time I saw anybody vaping powder off of tinfoil. It wasn't peev but it still led to several years of joyfully woebegotten addiction heaven/hell. When a powder runs nice off of foil it's just plain sexy no matter the substance. Also not generally wise to engage in. Instahits are amongst the bitchiest of bitches ><
 
I for myself,...even now and after all, rate McAffees finest, the infamous PV as the most intriguing, ultimate Stimulant to end them all, my subjective DOC in it?s Class and in all aspects a no-brainer!

Wouldn?t it because of being experienced from a very long time and exorbitantly vast amounts, then there?d be not so obvious, with instant-feedback showing PVs impact as it?s the sole thing i know waking up with the exact smell of it (...jeez, why not pussy instead ?!)...

I feel related in a lot of different ways to what?s reported by some, personally because it?s interesting at least - besides of knowing it?s triggering effect I like reading the Megathread...

As for now I am not aware of something like a Peevee-related haze of being slave to a fetish, nor can i identify with having found the slightest enjoyment in the evil depths of hell psychosis means to me - I know what you savages talk about but to be honest especially in regards to MDPV i cannot remember excessively wanking myself near dead, if ever!

I think the luxurious circumstances of having a steady supply of just as strong as high quality Pharm-Opioids might be the reason...

I do sometimes like just the thought of how awesome a proper dose could be - but in all honesty I am more glad I recovered completely and found myself sane in the end...after getting jiggy that much with it!

By the way, is it just me thinking Cathinones are the only worthwhile Stimulant Compounds?
 
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It impresses me each and every time, how one person „just is“ the voice of countless, and with this in mind i do my very best to chose my words more wisely to „just be“ like that one day...

Whatever, you will most likely understand the irony and me well aware of how much I did not have meant it like this? I think it’s not just me being sum kinda phenomenon if saying Cathinones like MDPV or a-PVP are differing to a degree making them subjectively not „better“ per se, but more interesting - or how one might name it!? I am probably not the usual kinda person and cannot honestly attest Stims being worth the enormous given attention in all it’s aspects - it‘s strange that it often seems like sum desperate search of the non-existent, still being not a standard!
 
I don?t really think it?s going to happen but I might see for myself... What, you may ask - in fact, just what sum never have known is just ?the stuff?, disbelief advertisements like seal of standardized quality/actual-factual, or whatever else it could be, if not even sum proper MDPV? I cannot think what?s more likely realistic as this, right?

I can just assume, but a few are damn sure it is - proven by documenta, snapshots of what could possibly anything from to, i.e. from Peevee to what-the-flying-fuck lord knows might just a PV-look-alike (MDPHP is my best bet!)...

If I know more, first hand, I will report back!

Hail the Peevee =D
 
Hey guys, it's been a long time. I was wondering if anyone ever had crystal mdpv? I am beyond skeptical about being offered crystal mdpv from an overseas typical rc country source but it has been so long and I really have been dying to see if what I remember about mdpv is true. I've had pv8 in crystal and obviously we've all had apvp in crystal form but mdpv? Should i trust my gut and say there's no fucking way that the crystal stuff is actually gonna be mdpv. I can still get apvp so I'm not completely helpless if I don't go this route. I just never took a liking to apvp like mdpv and I was hoping to try the king of stims once more.
 
Nicklazz said:
Hey thanks im very good indeed :)

If u used as hard u must have had some crazy and hard times.. how are u now?

All the best from Nick
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Doing alright nowadays. Have been sticking to the classics e/coke/meth sparingly but honestly they've been so underwhelming that I've been thinking about the PV again. Not sure I can get mdpv anymore but can get apvp which never quite did it the same way but it was passable. Meth is the closest thing to perv powder readily available but it just doesn't do it for me. I dunno. I've been really thinking hard about trying to source some mdpv. I should probably let those pv memories live in the past but you know as well as anyone pv never fully lets go.
 
Crystal a-PVP is on par with the Peevee, if it’s the good stuff... - I had this just two out of 10 times, so if you’re lucky...
 
As far as I remember, MDPV was never offered in large beautiful crystals like we've seen with the newer chems (a-pvp, a-pbp, a-php, etc)

The whole selling these chems as crystals thing really took off when a-pvp was popular. At the time MDPV was getting harder to source as it was getting banned most places.

I don't know for sure but MDPV probably can be made into big luscious crystals but just didn't see it that way because MDPV pretty much dissappeared right before it became commonplace to do so.

If anyone knows for sure I'd love to hear about it.



What I wouldn't give to live completely alone with an endless supply of mdpv, foil, lighters, porn, food, water and electricity. Id also need books, TV and a bicycle for in-between binges. Quite the pipe dream, or rather a foil dream. Sigh...
 
That would sound ridiculous and out place in any context except this tiny corner of the internet. A tiny corner of a drug information and harm reduction site in which the veterans of the mdpv epidemic convene from time to time to relive the horrors and share stories of survival past the most evil substance mankind has ever created. I have appreciated your community in this forum reading your posts over the years MDPV_Psychosis. I've enjoyed it all from the heydey of pv hitting mainstream market to the stuffmonger thread to all of the people on here. PV has taken some brave, kind souls in its destruction. I love reading posts from fellow survivors. RIP j1m1th1ng, RIP (freedom) Nawlins, and RIP plenty of others who may have or have not stumbled upon one of these megathreads. I'm glad to know some people, however distantly, that have experienced the same thing I experienced.
 
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I always hated Chemistry until I realized that it?s kinda like magic, creating something awesome (or extravagant, like MXE) with enough in-depth knowledge in that department. I?m too old for this I think and my goals are more realistic, conservative almost, after all those Chemicals that went in-and-out of my body, but my appreciation for chemistry is trough the roof and if I live again, which I do, I think I might invent something great - like a even more powerful, more potent Stimulant like MDPV and something like MXE - Chapter 2, even more versatile (impossible as i think) and healthier for the organism...

Whatever, I have no idea why I?m certain of me assuming this, but I don?t think we would?ve ever see something like Crystal 3,4-Methylendioxypyrovalerone... It was always, at least from my experience (2011-2016), already a bit like wet and clumpy, hydro-blablaba (you know what I mean) and almost too dense to be ?just? powder, and as 2011 was the year I acquired the best Batch (snow-white, almost like a drier amphetamine-sorta-paste powderish appearance) of a lot of Batches of a damn lot of (I mean a hell-of-a-lot!) grams in 4 years, i?d say that was twice as potent as those afterwards, all of sub-par but very well-known to be the good stuff, off-white, with loose chunky bits and pieces, less dense, so I am absolutely sure there weren?t any improvements in purity from 2011-2016 with the PV and even if produced nowadays it?s nature isn?t the one that allows synthesizing a crystalline Batch, as with a-PVP (which was always neither microcrystalline or crystalline of differing colors afaik).

a-PHP, of which i had a Synth that has been sold very very early, being the best by a far stretch - powdery, light brown stuff looking and behaving like good #3 H and much muuuuch better, in a recreational context (i.e. more ?funny? as the best PVP/MDPV, meaning euphoric af, really stimmy but just as relaxing) and no less potent as those later said-to-be THE most pure, the crystalline Synths. These where just no a-PHP to me in comparison, not slightly having that true magic i also mentioned in a-PHP?s-Thread, which reminds me could be exactly like ppl describe how the old PV and that whole thing was - just not the same league! It had none of the tweaky, edgy feel of those transparent, brown or yellow crystal batches, just the goodys! ...and for a-PVP of which I also had many different Batches, with different appearances that were crowned by the most beautiful blue crystals that were superior to all microcrystalline synths I had long before it got more and more rare, 2012 I think, with just 2/10 times having those ultra-potent, transparent small crystals that only with said PHP were the only times I sometimes felt a rush just as STRONG euphoria with Stimulants - may it be me being naturally or ADHS-related highly tolerant to Stims in general and/or brain chemistry, it was remarkable!

I mean we all know that the best two MXE Batches were available somewhat early, and the same goes for my experience with those three Pyrovalerone-Analogues!
 
Early bird gets the worm I guess. I had the aphp you're talking about. And yes, just lovely. Subsequent batches left a lot to be desired. Apvp was more consistent at least for me. Always more edgy than the aphp you speak of but more consistently euphoric with the proper perv effects. After that first round of aphp and being disappointed so many times, I stuck to pvp.
 
You had that a-PHP, really? Nice %) I think we must have been very lucky as i never heard of anyone else except of you having this!?

I also had Methoxmetamine from the same source, which was also a rare thing to come across.
 
I was probably offered the MXE you speak of but was not into dissociatives so declined. I can't be sure because believe it or not I have actually never done MXE, that was just the first time it was offered and from the same source as the aphp. That aphp was legendary and eclipses all apvp I have had (equal in effect to the best of apvp with a much smoother comedown and possibly more euphoria). It was even preferable to some mdpv but not nawlins and j1m1th1ng and to a lesser degree 2hotchicks. All long gone j1m1thing i read his obituary sent from nawlins, nawlins was the CT, USA bust and is no doubt still incarcerated, and who knows about the colorado dude 2hotchicks but my money is on dead/incarcerated, not mentioning a market, it doesn't exist anyway and hasn't for years - hope I'm not violating any rules, as if sourcing mdpv were a thing anymore lol. If i could find it the past 2 years, I would have found it already.
 
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