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MDPV Megathread V12. MDPerV Harder

Been awake for 14 days straight on MDPV (you can go back the threads and find about it some where, cant remember wich one haha). Peevee, water, cigarettes, beer and only a small slice of pizza and 14 days went by...
 
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Ahh now this thread truly has some memories for me… more memories than I actually remember I suspect :o

In case anybody wondered what occurred to me after the ban and my eventual disappearance from BL… the long and the short of it is I imported 10g from China which I proceeded to steadily work my way through over a few weeks… without any sleep, naturally 8o

You can probably guess what happened from there =D

Highlights include completely losing the ability to speak for a while and, naturally, being sectioned when it finally ran out… and, apparently, bring as close to heart failure as the doctor had ever seen without actually being dead. Fun times for sure :D

All that aside, I truly miss the ol’ peev… but possibly for the best it’s not so easy to find these days 8(=D8(
 
Sure MDPV was alluring, but what a fucking dangerous stim. I can’t think of anything that so effectively hijacked my brain. It also seemed to have distinct malice. I know you can’t blame a chemical for that, but something about it was really evil.
I went a month without sleeping once; that binge culminated in the only true psychotic break I’ve ever experienced. Managed not to get locked up, passed out for 18 hours when I finally ran out and stopped searching for crumbs in the floorboards, and never did any again… And I thought cocaine was bad…
What was really alarming, in retrospect, is my pupils were no longer dilated after the first few days, and i could slow down using enough to fiunction during the day, and then start to vape more at night. I think back and wonder how I pulled it off. Best this drug stays gone.
 
These accounts make my own many 2 night binges seem like absolutely nothing. Although I could tell that I was reaching my own mental and physical limits by that point. It wasnt just the no sleep and no food, I could barely even touch water. So no wonder I felt so awful. I'd also skip my regular nightly mirtazapine, and benzos I think, IIRC, until the session ended, which also cant have helped.

When I'd start hearing what sounded like dragon flies buzzing around my head, that was one of my "uh oh" signs that I needed to start ending the session.

Thank God for Mirtazapine and Benzos, I couldnt imagine going through what surely would have been the most brutal comedowns without having the luxury of sedatives to allow you to relatively quickly slip into a temporary oblivion, and to sleep off the worst of it. (I remember how awful speed comedowns felt, long before the days that I discovered benzos, and the feeling completely exhausted but still mentally wired and completey unable to sleep.)

The worst of it was, that I never even really enjoyed MDPV, or gained anything good from it - It didnt even enhance music for me, like most stims do. It just had this weird and grim compulsion for me.

I would just get into prolonged porn collecting, organising, re-organising, movie editing, etc etc, binges that made me feel grim. Many times I'd find a certain image or clip, that I knew would easily get me off, but I'd move on by swiftly, just to prolong things. God knows why. The whole thing was nothing but bad news for me. All brought about by the mephedrone ban, and a felt need to find some kind of replacement substance.

If I was to do MDPV again, which even if it was available, I dont think I would, I would definitely pop a benzo or 2 if I felt the heart rate and paranoia was getting too bad. I don't think that I ever thought of doing that at the time. I note from @Shambles post above that concerns about heart failure are very real. I have often been concerned about this during stim binges. But the worst of those, and pushing things to dangerous levels, thankfully seem to be behind me. I'd definitely use benzos a lot more if I ever did another heavy binge, to help regulate blood pressure and heart rate. I really would not want to be found dead by the police, with stimulants all over my desk, porn on my screen, and my cock in my hand. :eek:
 
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Yeah, heart issues are a real concern - mainly due to dehydration as you suggest. I tried to counteract this issue by slurping down a pot of yoghurt or two… problem being remembering to so whilst up to yer eyeballs in porn, wiki rabbit holes, video games (Shadow of the Colossus was the one that always obsessed me) or whatever else your fevered brain is currently obsessed with.

I note I also regularly skipped my meds - specifically my bupe script - which makes me wonder about its efficacy as an addiction annihilator. Actively overwhelm all lesser addictions with one fuck-off massive one 8(

Personally, I adored the come down from peev. Such a long, languid slow down that lasted days after the last dose was taken. Value for money innit =D
 
Exact opposite for me. Mephedrone in particular grated on me. Turned brains to mush almost immediately. Fun for those indulging, incredibly annoying for those that weren’t.

Peev is such a singular and solitary drug it’s kinda the polar opposite of meph tbh. Although I know folk - including Ms Sadie - who adored both.
 
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Exact opposite for me. Mephedrone in particular grated on me. Turned brains to mush almost immediately. Fun for those indulging, incredibly annoying for those that weren’t.

Peev is such a singular and solitary drug it’s kinda the polar opposite of meph tbh. Although I know folk - including Ms Sadie - who adored both.
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Mephedrone is solitary in its own rite, its the ultimate narcissistic narco, whole rooms of people who seem to be having animated conversation but if you stop to observe....everybody was talking their own nonsense to the other. Not even pretending to engage in the other persons dialogue but rather responding with their own frantically garbled monologues so ultimately everyone was talking and not a soul listening...not even to ourselves...bizzare

MDPV on the otherhand is the hens tits! not only have i had a coherent conversation on it (with myself and actual people) but once you started getting a tolerance to the noradrenalin dumps you start to ride the dopamine waves....too good
 
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...and that, right there, is one of the best phrases to describe stim binge behaviour I've read on here :D
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Do you think so?

I mean with many other stims, decent speed, pre-ban mephedrone, even methylphenidate, at least things start off for the sake of fun and enjoyment. Although a descent to lust is usually on the cards at some point.

From experience it's definitely better to end the session while it is still fun, if possible, and before things descend too much, and go on for too long.

But I never even got the fun and enjoyment stage from PV, it was just pretty much straight to fiend mode.
 
I wouldn't exactly say it was 'suspicions', more a case of YMMV, greatly, in terms of what a person enjoys. Perhaps none more so than in this case. It was that which had me metaphorically rubbing my chin.

But I (sort of) understand where you are coming from, especially following your post above from yesterday.
 
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YMMV is king with peev. Truly a Marmite drug. The very earliest batches (the legendary “tan”) did seem to have more in the way of euphoria and even functionality, but no batch since then did.

It swiftly became the pure fiend powder it’s best known for once it became freely available. And was definitely not to all tastes.

Honestly though, nothing else scratches that itch - not even the close cousins like a-PvP and the like. Very unique substance.
 
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Nope. I tried it myself. It was the real deal I can assure you =D

The late, not-so-great Stuffmonger simply heard the tales and tried to reproduce it… by adding water and boiling it off… man was a genius ;)

But tan was fr fr as it gets. Ask any oldskoolers who sampled its majesty ❤️
 
I acquired several grams of the ten when it first appeared, and it was way more euphoric than any I used after. I also didn’t blow through the whole gram in a night. With subsequent batches, I’d smoke the bag until it was gone. I’ve read since that it was no different than subsequent batches, but I do not believe that to be true. I think the 50+ grams I smoked/ injected after were trying to replicate the tan.
 
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