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MDPV Megathread 9: The thrill of the chase

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lil fucking fox chucking shit out the bins, then our cat came and scared him away =D

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yeah you need to hold the lighter further away or pv just incinerates instantly rather than releasing its' vapor slowly enough to toot up.

That must be a fuckin clever fox if it can open a wheelie bin. More like humans left the trash lying around in plastic bags any animal is gonna rip open. Surprised the cat chased it away too. Have more self confidence fox, you're bigger, more streetwise, and probably cleverer. Maybe that shows they're not fighters, all this chasing of them by toffs on boxing day is so wrong.

i dont know what any of this has got to do with PV lol, were you on it when you took the pic ?
 
Mr or miss Fox had better be careful with its wheelie bin antics, if it jumps right in to delve for something it likes the smell of the lid will close on it, although it should be clever and strong enough to push the lid open again, once it figures out which way the lid opens....:\
 
QuasiStoned said:
All I know is it's hard as fuck to chase mdpv and apvp on foil with a big ol bic flame. I don't like burning these chemicals, ever get a big black hit of burnt mdpv? Makes me feel awful when I burnt it.

I just went on another apvp binge. I can't stop vaping it and once I've been at it for a while my visions gets all blurry and then I can't see the god damn flame and judge distance and motor controls and I start to overheat and degrade it. Weird shit starts happening, like I'll touch something where the apvp was and get like a jolt. My skin is crawling and my face looks like death. Hair looks absolutely strange and wild.

I'm about to sniff a huge line of 4-mec. Much easier to control a stim like 4-mec, had a little bit when I ran out of apvp and I must say I felt damn good. I don't even notice a comedown compared to the abruptNess of vaping apvp.

This shit is getting hard on me guys. God when you get a good rush it's GOOD! God that memory fuels me the whole time.

It alarms me how bad my health gets every single time I do it, I get sicker and weaker and end up in a state of physical and mental exhaustion. I hope they didn't notice at work yesterday because I was having trouble just keeping it together. Apvp seems to drop off into an uncomfortable state really fast. I might be regretting my last hit like 5 minutes later, especially with no redose in sight

Sometimes I'll get "locked" into a particularly big crystal ball of apvp and sit there for god knows how long chasing it forward and back, rip after rip.

I better stop this. I'm not myself at all on this, I'm just a creepy damp looking fetid creature. My teeth and mouth go numb and then ache so bad later eating is torture. The vapor is an irritant and probably contains some nasty degradation components. If you overheat it the brown crap that's left behind is awful, get it out of there. I find weird clumps of black shit and gunk everytime I am vaping.
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mate take care man, hope you can stop doing these binges, find the power to do it, it's fuckin hard I know, Thinkin of you Quasi <3
 
Oh my god. I woke up today and went for a walk into town to grab cigarettes and it was hot. I was badly dehydrated and otherwise in terrible shape from 500 mg apvp.

Suddenly I was sweating profusely, muscles cramping. I wasn't sure I was going to make it. I couldn't even decide if I should sit down, turn around, or keep going. I was noticeably flustered and out of sorts walking down the streets this morning.

I just can't believe how quick my body goes downhill on this stuff. I'm so foggy headed and worn down physically. Time to call it quits with this stuff, it's very unhealthy and I'm an asshole to ignore this very obvious stress on my system every time I use it.

I've got to go a different direction with my drug use. I had fun peaking out the blinds and walking around with that crazed look in my eyes maybe a year or 2 ago but I literally can't be this irresponsible anymore. Can't put life on hold because I decided to do drugs until I couldn't do nothing but sit here like a zomby and recuperate.

I can't enjoy anything, I can't even watch TV I'm still too fried to pay attention to anything. I would sleep but can't seem to stop getting up.
 
And Nicklazz thanks for the kind words! My mouth is killing me too! Teeth and sinuses feel full and achy. Not sure what this vapor does to my mouth but it always feels weird and achy after smoking loads.
 
mydrugbuddy said:
Mr or miss Fox had better be careful with its wheelie bin antics, if it jumps right in to delve for something it likes the smell of the lid will close on it, although it should be clever and strong enough to push the lid open again, once it figures out which way the lid opens....:\
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The fucker was back last night, squared up to the cat and when got too close cat chased him up and down the road few times hahaha
 
Nicklazz said:
mate take care man, hope you can stop doing these binges, find the power to do it, it's fuckin hard I know, Thinkin of you Quasi <3
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Truthquoted.

Ya know you're much loved around these parts, Quasi. Don't go breaking yourself so hard you shatter on us <3

These kinda drugs have to be strictly limited to one-off sessions where nurturing and tending to your inner fiend is your only responsibility for a few days. If they are to be taken at all, really... But have never been one to never say never :o

Gotta watch how it can creep into "real" life though - is sooooooooooooo easy to just get caught up in a loop of twisty-headed, so, so very wrong/so, so very right, Badnessesses. Is kinda like there's just no middle ground with these lil beauties. There can be though... at least I think there can be :!

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Well said Shambles. All the very best Quasi, it sounds like you've had your run of this drug. Get out now before it starts getting you into real trouble.

It did me. Waking up in a police cell or a hospital bed is no fun let me tell you. There are consequences. Even though I took it to those extremes I thought I'd never stop even though I wasn't enjoying it or myself while on it. I did stop though and even though in the early days I did have fun and I do miss it my life feels better now.

Took some nasty realizations, destroyed relationships with friends and family (some bridges you burn can NEVER be rebuilt) and proper trouble for the consequences to finally sink in but, I did stop. Thank fuck. What I'm trying to get at is I know how this can consume you even though it leads you down a dark path. There is always a way out, and it starts with putting the foil down. For good.

All the very best man and good luck in whatever path you choose to take. <3
 
Thanks guys, it should be so easy to drop a drug that makes me feel so vile but I keep slipping up and throwing in an order.

I just started to get my head straight and guess what I fucking found. Big blob of yellow freebase hidden under the trash at work.

I didn't hit it but now I'm gonna be thinking about it all night. I Don't even want to, it's gonna make me feel shitty. But when it's there....
 
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Man, what a fucked up week!

Almost ran out of MDPV now, probs for the best! I stayed awake from friday morning till monday night, then felt suitably fucked so thought I better sleep. Been awake again since then.

So that's 10hours sleep in a week!

I don't feel too bad actually. Probs all the etizolams and pregabalin. Had to stop smoking the stuff as it gave me a headache above one eye one night, and i think it was fucking my mouth/tounge up a bit, has sores on it :/

Never happened before! Ah well. I have enough to last me till about lunch time today, then it's recovery time! And by that I mean weed, lyrica and etizolam (maybe some booze) I'm going to sleep well tonight :D

In other news my mate is getting kicked out of his house in london :( His own fault really. He has been a bit of a wreck head for a while... Still a shame though. Ruined a friendship with the lass who owns the house (and who lives there with him and another guy who is also renting a room.)

He has a month to move out! :( Also had the obligatory convo about how fucked up we are, and how we self medicate with drugs etc. etc. He's far worse than me, but still. Said we would sort our shit out and stop binging whenever we see each other. Bad influence on each other etc etc. all that rubbish! (Well we do get pretty fucked up together I guess. I suggested being sober the next time we meet up.) Hopefully that goes to plan. It's really not an issue for me, I'd do it if he think's its becoming a problem. So yeah, time for a break from anything too serious drugs wise for a while me thinks.

I haven't had a break from drink and drugs in agggess. (Usually go for a whole month off, just to prove to myself I can, but it's been way too long since I last had a break)

Ah drugs, how I love/hate you.
 
QuasiStoned said:
Thanks guys, it should be so easy to drop a drug that makes me feel so vile but I keep slipping up and throwing in an order.
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I feel ya Quasi.

Thinkin again, again and FUCKIN again about ordering some MDPV or a-pvp.. But man should not do it, my life is fuckin up too much, can't loose more people, or worst case scenario, fuckin loose myself..
 
Mdpv is the devil in drug form, get the fuck away from it man. I can't take this shite much more. It have broken me totally.
 
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Nicklazz said:
Mdpv is the devil in drug form, get the fuck away from it man. I can't take this shite much more. It have broken me totally.
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Hope your hanging in there brother. I am feeling so much better after 10 days without apvp. I'm pretty dependent on synthetic noids and kicked that too.

I've been getting anxiety that I never had before and I'm finding a strong correlation between these synthetic drugs and my growing anxieties.

Definitely time for me to clean up a bit, doing drugs around the clock really isn't a great look for anyone and it's definitely starting to take a toll on me mentally.

Nicklazz you ever need to talk man my inbox is open. I'd like to see us both free of these drugs. There's a real world out there that we need to learn to embrace.
 
QuasiStoned said:
There's a real world out there that we need to learn to embrace.
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That's so true mate. The longer you hide away from it the worse rejoining it gets. I'm glad you have decided enough is enough and wish all the best of luck. Remember to let us know how you are getting on in this thread as it will be useful for others to read some success stories.

You can do it man. <3
 
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