Same same. Just would not enter me fevered brain no matter how far gone I was. Is why I'm never buying large(ish) amounts again. 5g is my absolute limit and even then is heading toward iffy territory for me. That 10g run damn near did me in. Fella I knew came to visit when I still had a 3-4g left to see how I was cos I couldn't speak on the phone when he rang. Managed maybe two words over the course of over an hour. Could do nothing but stare into space and every now and then have another big hit to "clear my head" (cos that was gonna work 8)).
Proper freaked him out. Me too tbh. Was behaving like somebody in the grip of a acute shizophrenia. Hearing voices (and talking with them almost constantly when I could speak - "telepathically" when I couldn't). Shuffling backwards and forwards constantly "looking for things" that didn't exist. Writing incomprehensible gibberish on any ol' scrap of paper I could find. Often just the same sentence over and over for page after page. Was genuinely scared when lucid enough to realise how far gone I was. Not to mention being totally wrecked physically.
Am sticking to "sensible" runs from now on![]()
Feeling much better today. Think the 'ole dopamine supplies are returning back to normal. It's not so hard to move today, for a while there just walking didn't feel right at all.
Thanks for everyone who voiced support while I was struggling, it definitely helped![]()
Glad to hear it, Quasi
I read recently that it actually only takes ~3 days for neurochems to return to normal levels.
Was quite a while back now when it was legal there. Is not somewhere I'd usually think of for RCs but came highly recommended. Had no complaints other than the fact they banned it over there so soon after I found out about that place
Also, nighty
And we'll have none of that racist talk in here either. All fiends are welcome here no matter their coutry of origin or residence. There's not that many of us so we have to stick together. Not literally, mind. That would be icky. Although that oily skin gunk would likely do a pretty damn good job of sticking us together if in close contact.
Adam, he's just been given a good arse-kicking due to his piss poor modding and attitude yesterday.are we getting trolled by a mod in a megathread?
i just dont get it