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MDPV Megathread 5: Waiting for Jesus to show up

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Hour 54 of 'white peevee' vape run... things are getting a bit too sketchy and random. Smells don't smell right, colors don't look the way they should, sounds don't sound like they're supposed to, thinking isn't working right, body doesn't feel right, focus/concentration isn't right, "afterglare effect" with light, mild delusions (e.g. music in fan noise). No hallucinations that I can tell, but this is sketch-random-scatter-skitter country for sure.

Might be a good time to put it down, with this a sign (to me) of impending dopamine overload/psychosis... or whatever.
 
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Shambles;9320119Dedbeet: said:
I usually considered any vaped white peevee session as a minimum of five days and what I <3 most was the way the landscape changed over that time period. As I've said previously, peevee (white peevee in this instance) is the most profoundly calming influence on my brainbox I have ever come across. Powdered Zen, Vaped Serenity. The fact that it sometimes sends me just a lil nutso is neither here nor there for me. If only for the fact that peevee psychosis is (as another BLer summed up so well recently) a functional psychosis. You know when you've crossed the line and are essentially psychotic for the most part. Which kinda suggests you never were psychotic so much as having poor self-control and know it.
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Minimum of five days, huh? 2days+6hrs = sketch-skitterskatter, 5 days could indeed be psychosis.

In terms of "functional psychosis", depends what you call functional, I guess. Last 6-dayer with "pure white" (no vaping, quite a long time ago) was a case of going off into a mental dream world and losing touch with reality (with "vacations" back in the real world thrown in). It was a weird verbal universe with intense focus on finding the cosmic meaning of short/simple words like "it", and waiting to wake up to where I really was, as long-term mental hospital patient (this was what remained of sanity, trying to tell me that I was losing it/had lost it). Occasional wakeups realizing that I'd been wandering around the house babbling at the walls, then I was 'gone' again. Weird shit.

The above may be what happens when "powdered zen/vaped serenity" reaches its logical concluding point.
 
captain codshit said:
Finally been fortunate enough to try G & proper clean white pv. Excellent combo. Done 20mg in 4 bumps & 2ml of G in 2 doses, very euphoric :D

Has anyone ever mixed 4-FA with the above? It would be on the cautious side but not sure if I should.

Mg scales are a must with PV. i reckon I must have been doing double what I thought previously.
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could you plz tell what was your dosing schedule? did you take pv first and gbl afterwards? thanks.

as for mixing with 4-fa - I would not recommend it. 4-fa is stimmy on its own so adding mdvp may be too much.
 
What's the difference between a PV high, sleep deprivation, brain damage and psychosis?

Fuck-all if I know.
 
specialspack said:
Er... I'm not sure that recommending "functional psychosis" is really in the spirit of harm reduction, is it? :\
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Not sure which of us you were addressing here, but fwiw I wouldn't refer to any psychosis as "functional". Perhaps the OP meant "you don't get locked up or shoot at people", that sort of thing.
 
YaniCZka said:
could you plz tell what was your dosing schedule? did you take pv first and gbl afterwards? thanks.

as for mixing with 4-fa - I would not recommend it. 4-fa is stimmy on its own so adding mdvp may be too much.
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I'm a bit of a lightweight with the GBL, usually 1ml doses after stims. Did a couple of 5mg lines of pv first.

I'll take your advice on the mixing. Keep meaning to try this 4-FA but did some pv today so.. maybe a ml of G instead :D
 
captain codshit said:
I'm a bit of a lightweight with the GBL, usually 1ml doses after stims. Did a couple of 5mg lines of pv first.

I'll take your advice on the mixing. Keep meaning to try this 4-FA but did some pv today so.. maybe a ml of G instead :D
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Cheers for reply. 4-fa is nice - I like to do around 160mg, feels like mdma light. Lasts longer than meph, but the emphatogenic feeling is rather short, I would say 2 hours and then mainly stimulation (but still rather nice and clean) is left. Combines with gbl nicely too :)
 
Dedbeet said:
Hour 54 of 'white peevee' vape run... things are getting a bit too sketchy and random. Smells don't smell right, colors don't look the way they should, sounds don't sound like they're supposed to, thinking isn't working right, body doesn't feel right, focus/concentration isn't right, "afterglare effect" with light, mild delusions (e.g. music in fan noise). No hallucinations that I can tell, but this is sketch-random-scatter-skitter country for sure.

Might be a good time to put it down, with this a sign (to me) of impending dopamine overload/psychosis... or whatever.
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The auditory hallucinations from vaping are surreal. I have to literally remind myself it's the drugs, put me off chasing it. Any shred of sanity gone and the most fiendish comedown ever. Very scatty, looking around the floor for that half g that must of been there 8) feels like scouring the floor for sanity in the end.

It might not be toxic on the health as meph but much worse on the head if you smoke it. Sniffing doesn't seem fiendy at all in comparison!!
 
captain codshit said:
It might not be toxic on the health as meph !
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True.

but much worse on the head if you smoke it.
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With respect, you ain't smoked (vrystal) meth. Similar, but different, levels of insanity.

MDPV in small doses = great. Useful.

Beginning to think MDPV in abusive doses (BL doses?) = worst drug ever.

Delusional evangelism at it's worst. I.E Stuffmonger's thread and all the bullshit contained therein.
 
StoneHappyMonday said:
True.



With respect, you ain't smoked (vrystal) meth. Similar, but different, levels of insanity.

MDPV in small doses = great. Useful.

Beginning to think MDPV in abusive doses (BL doses?) = worst drug ever.

Delusional evangelism at it's worst. I.E Stuffmonger's thread and all the bullshit contained therein.
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I've chased meth a couple of times. Although my skills may not have been the best but once I was shown how I did get a very euphoric dunt off it. Shadow people on the comedown, but the MDPV psychosis tends to last longer & be more audio than visual which is worse IMO.

It definately wants treating with respect. No psychosis off ~100mg in 3 days with sleep & food. chased I'd be on full blown conspiracy theories by now.

Have you tried chasing it at higher doses? Almost a different drug. More fiend than meth or coke.
 
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The auditory hallucinations from vaping are surreal. I have to literally remind myself it's the drugs, put me off chasing it. Any shred of sanity gone and the most fiendish comedown ever. Very scatty, looking around the floor for that half g that must of been there 8) feels like scouring the floor for sanity in the end.

It might not be toxic on the health as meph but much worse on the head if you smoke it. Sniffing doesn't seem fiendy at all in comparison!!
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Dunno... something is severely fucked up with my brain chemistry after 4 days of vaping (quit yesterday). Twitching, teeth clenching, feet keep doing weird movements, making involuntary noises, fingers twitching, sense of smell isn't right... something's just not right, as in wayyyy off. Can't decide if to get checked out or wait a few days... probably should just rest & avoid the peevee, I dunno.
 
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Not really a surprise though is it? It almost invites prolonged multi day binges, it's so physically benign that a few days seem the norm for most.

How much did you do? Sleep at all?

I find vaping it's hard to stop craving another blast long enough to attempt sleep. And after 3 days it is one of the most mentally challenging, depressed, anxious comedowns you could have. I've even seen me still looking around for more a couple of days after the binge. :o
 
captain codshit said:
Not really a surprise though is it? It almost invites prolonged multi day binges, it's so physically benign that a few days seem the norm for most.

How much did you do?
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Maybe 400mg over 4 days.
Sleep at all?
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Some, but don't know how much... memory's not working right. The comedown was the worst I've ever felt from anything, bar none... like being swept into a scattered universe of fury and ripped to shreds. Funny thing with peevee is at some point you don't know how much you're overdoing it. Something is definitely fucked up here.
 
Yeah, that stuff will scatter you, but God I love it. I can go for days on a nasal binge if I make sure to eat. I try to get about 3 hours of sleep at night.
 
nekointheclouds said:
Yeah, that stuff will scatter you, but God I love it. I can go for days on a nasal binge if I make sure to eat. I try to get about 3 hours of sleep at night.
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Feels like brain damage here at this point... hopefully just a few days of brain chemistry nasties, unless I really did fuck something up permanently.
 
Yeah, recovery is fast. Just eat, if you need to get stoned to eat then do so.

I also take L-Tyrosine regularly and Rhodiola Rhosea. Both I find helpful.
 
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