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MDPV Megathread 5: Waiting for Jesus to show up

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CbRoXiDe said:
Yeah I guess you are right ! On a side note though, I do miss you prolonged, articulate with too many big word PV posts =D ! I want more of them hehe =D
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As soon as "proper" peevee reappears said prolonged, disjointedly "articulate" rants will too, I can assure you ;)

Dedbeet: I usually considered any vaped white peevee session as a minimum of five days and what I <3 most was the way the landscape changed over that time period. As I've said previously, peevee (white peevee in this instance) is the most profoundly calming influence on my brainbox I have ever come across. Powdered Zen, Vaped Serenity. The fact that it sometimes sends me just a lil nutso is neither here nor there for me. If only for the fact that peevee psychosis is (as another BLer summed up so well recently) a functional psychosis. You know when you've crossed the line and are essentially psychotic for the most part. Which kinda suggests you never were psychotic so much as having poor self-control and know it.

Tan was always a whole other world for me. It was properly stimulating and intensely euphoric. Not to mention the insane erotomania absemt in any "white" version I have ever sampled. Or any "tan" version that has been commercially available since.

But - as ever - am but an addled fool when it comes to peev talk...
 
My favourite PM was from you Shammy. I still have it. Albeit not a PV induced PM but a stim induced on. The rambling was great. Whores duvets!
 
Ha! I still have "Whore's Duvets" backed up on me HDD somewhere. Rambling rants ftw <3

And believe me, you narrowly missed a ramble of epic proportions during my recent MPA/MXE session. Fuck, I had to IM 250mg of MXE to even make the slightest glimmer of sense from it once finished... and by that point it seemed such utter drivel I decided not to post it to you after all... I think 8o
 
Ha! You have no idea how much of a struggle that PM was to form and once the drugs kicked my brainbox back into functioning it was just plain painful to read back :D

If I somehow managed to keep a backup it's all yours, m'dear. And will just let the PM drivel hang out in your direction from now on no matter how painful it may be to read back ;)<3
 
Shambles said:
Dedbeet: I usually considered any vaped white peevee session as a minimum of five days and what I <3 most was the way the landscape changed over that time period. As I've said previously, peevee (white peevee in this instance) is the most profoundly calming influence on my brainbox I have ever come across. Powdered Zen, Vaped Serenity. The fact that it sometimes sends me just a lil nutso is neither here nor there for me. If only for the fact that peevee psychosis is (as another BLer summed up so well recently) a functional psychosis. You know when you've crossed the line and are essentially psychotic for the most part. Which kinda suggests you never were psychotic so much as having poor self-control and know it.
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I swear that not only is this white I've got doing nothing, it's *anti-sexual* and merely a mental/psychological illusion.

Well, not totally, as it's having some crap caffeine like effect. I've never had MDPV so bad before -- ever. It's like chasing a high that was never there.

Don't know what to do with it, but I suspect I'm done for now after this 10 hour "run" that had little effect. Maybe I'll try this batch one more time after getting some snooze, and if the effects are the same -- flush it.

Luckily I paid almost nothing for it, thanks to a 3-year pre-existing balance at some online payment site I won't mention.

P.S. I can kind of relate to the "powdered Zen" thing, as it can keep you in the here and now and forgetting about the outside world (and not necessarily when you want to forget about it, either). But what the hell is the point of a stim that calms you down??? This is ridiculous :(.
 
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Sham said:
it was just plain painful to read back
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I cringe at all my old peevee posts too. Along with every single stupidly-long facebook comment I posted during my 'peevee period' from Oct 2009 - May 2010.

If there was ever a reason for me never to use MDPV again (apart from the small matter of psychosis) it would be all those cringeworthy peevee fuelled posts & comments.
I read them & think "What a dick!"........"oh wait, that was me who wrote that!!" 8) :| :!
 
Shambles said:
Ha! I still have "Whore's Duvets" backed up on me HDD somewhere. Rambling rants ftw <3

And believe me, you narrowly missed a ramble of epic proportions during my recent MPA/MXE session. Fuck, I had to IM 250mg of MXE to even make the slightest glimmer of sense from it once finished... and by that point it seemed such utter drivel I decided not to post it to you after all... I think 8o
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Out of curiosity, have you ever messed with desoxypipradrol?

I've got a horror story the size of the American continent about that one, from the summer of '07.
 
This stuff is evil but I love it even though feel like death now( latter part of the comedown from a 2 day binge) I have no idea what it is but websters needs to redefine addiction....does anyone feel this way or has the wonderful pv made me insane?

I want to say also u have experienced what I thought was addiction until now apparently. I snorted coke for six months straight then moved to another state and quit( surprisingly easy) and I ate mdmA for a month every night ( bad idea I had no clue about and chemistry or effects on my brain) I was a teenagerand I'm sure the latter half of the month was mostly placebo but that did y make me fiend whatsoever I just ate them because they were there!


I have read countless threads on mdpv and meph( I'm not even sure what I've had at this point) and nothing sheds light on why I need it so badly
 
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31 hrs. vaping and the walls are starting to play distant but noticeable background music... pretty sure I didn't have any in-wall radio installed lately. Hmmmm :p.

Still got at least 2/3 of 500mg left... if this is a willpower-less run, it's going to turn evil and ugly guaranteed.

P.S. sexual effects are decent but involve a 45 min freakin' "buildup" for some reason (heart attack country, perhaps... woo).
 
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aha, I had forgotten about the background music sensation! I remember getting into a state once where I would slip into a daydream if I kept looking at the same point on a wall/door or whatever more than 5-10 seconds... wierd.
 
Chrissakes... vaped peevee is like crack 8o. First time I've seriously tried Peevee using this route. It's amazing, and horribly evil. Obviously the most more-ish route of all, aside perhaps from IV'ing.

No longer surprised at the story about the guy who vaped so long/hard there was orange shit pouring out of his hair & skin. This is very crack-like. Well, maybe not as compulsive, and not nearly as conducive to locking oneself alone in the bathroom with a shotgun to use it.
 
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Finally been fortunate enough to try G & proper clean white pv. Excellent combo. Done 20mg in 4 bumps & 2ml of G in 2 doses, very euphoric :D

Has anyone ever mixed 4-FA with the above? It would be on the cautious side but not sure if I should.

Mg scales are a must with PV. i reckon I must have been doing double what I thought previously.
 
PV Visions

Hate the last few days visions, paranoia’s, whatever you call it..
Does anyone notice in a strange way shadows around the house? It is happening to me, like having mice all around.....
Fucking silly and so wrong.:|

Just a thought
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