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MDPV Megathread 4 - Egosyntonics R Us
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captain codshit
Bluelighter
Yeah your right on that Shambles. Even though I like the buzz off meph though it could only get about 3 against those. I cant see how anyone would rate MDPV that highly at a 9 if MDMA was 10, seems like blasphemy!! 
I wouldn't compare them at all really - different drugs for different situations. I love both for very different reasons. All (good) drugs are my babies
captain codshit
Bluelighter
Haha exactly what I thought. I could see how MDPV could be compared to phet, both are straight up stims and not empathogens. Still though phet is far more euphoric and enjoyable IMO.
I agree though, I don't like being asked to pick one anymore! :D
I agree though, I don't like being asked to pick one anymore! :D
Acid4Blood
Bluelighter
MDPV went from being my new-found passion (mixed with meph & benzos) to being the bane of my life in a very short space of time (less than a year).
Prolonged over-use & several cases of full-on psychosis led me to requiring a psychiatric assessment followed by a short stay in a mental hospital last week.
Further pshychiatric assesement & a possible 1 month in-patient treatment scheme in another psych hospital is now pending.
The symptoms of my MDPV psychosis have lingered on alot longer than expected & any small dabble with the stuff since then have brought back full-on auditory hallucination side-effects. "VOICES" they call them. They criticise you when things get quiet & talk about you in a manner of disgust & dissapointment.
I must always sleep with some background noise on now because complete silence is not an option as the "voices" can be heard with crystal clarity. They made me down a tub on benzos the other nite cos one of them said they were gonna take the tub off me.
17 valium 10mg, 17 bromazepam 6mg & 9 xanax 2mg into the gob in 2 mouthfuls & washed down with some water never caused me an after-thought. Reasoning was that if I hid them, they would be found & I wanted them, so I ate them, all, at once. "There ya go "voice"... You're not gonna be able to take them off me now that they're in my belly! haha, I win!" ahem 8)
Anyway, as much as it sounds like it, I'm not insane. I'm quite enjoying the return of MDMA & the several candyflips I've had recently. Very theraputic & beneficial to the lingering MDPV psychosis symptoms.
Even getting stoned has not acted as a trigger. Smoking some really nice weed or polm has infact got into my oldschool frame of mind. When times we're simple - U want to chill, you smoke dope. U want to trip, you take acid. U want to rave, you take ecstacy. U want to hole, you take ketamine.
No anologue upon anologue of various unresarched pyrovalerones, cathinones & beta-ketones being offered to you at stupidly cheap prices on internet websites.
"Take it back to the start".... buy your drugs on a street corner... "use passion & heart!" 
Prolonged over-use & several cases of full-on psychosis led me to requiring a psychiatric assessment followed by a short stay in a mental hospital last week.
Further pshychiatric assesement & a possible 1 month in-patient treatment scheme in another psych hospital is now pending.
The symptoms of my MDPV psychosis have lingered on alot longer than expected & any small dabble with the stuff since then have brought back full-on auditory hallucination side-effects. "VOICES" they call them. They criticise you when things get quiet & talk about you in a manner of disgust & dissapointment.
I must always sleep with some background noise on now because complete silence is not an option as the "voices" can be heard with crystal clarity. They made me down a tub on benzos the other nite cos one of them said they were gonna take the tub off me.
17 valium 10mg, 17 bromazepam 6mg & 9 xanax 2mg into the gob in 2 mouthfuls & washed down with some water never caused me an after-thought. Reasoning was that if I hid them, they would be found & I wanted them, so I ate them, all, at once. "There ya go "voice"... You're not gonna be able to take them off me now that they're in my belly! haha, I win!" ahem 8)
Anyway, as much as it sounds like it, I'm not insane. I'm quite enjoying the return of MDMA & the several candyflips I've had recently. Very theraputic & beneficial to the lingering MDPV psychosis symptoms.
Even getting stoned has not acted as a trigger. Smoking some really nice weed or polm has infact got into my oldschool frame of mind. When times we're simple - U want to chill, you smoke dope. U want to trip, you take acid. U want to rave, you take ecstacy. U want to hole, you take ketamine.
No anologue upon anologue of various unresarched pyrovalerones, cathinones & beta-ketones being offered to you at stupidly cheap prices on internet websites.
"Take it back to the start".... buy your drugs on a street corner... "use passion & heart!"
fermi
Bluelighter
I really miss peevee. Closest substitute is probably modafinil but it is crazy expensive.
Stupid drone kids got something really useful banned.
Stupid drone kids got something really useful banned.
Mental Kenny
Bluelighter
Very useful indeed, I would have never managed to get my porn collection to 80 gigs without it, I now also have a right hook that could deck Mike Tyson.:D
FlippingTop
Bluelighter
^ No chance mate! On the scale of drugs if say 2-CB/MDMA/Cocaine are 10 then MDPV would be 1 at best. The stuff has no similarities with MDMA as far as I can see and MDMA has never made me have any bad visual or auditoriy hallucinations. Not to mention I don't stay awake for best part of a week on MDMA.
MDPV is pure fiend material. It's just shite IMO/IME.
Well personally I Have tried those drugs, and for me MDMA for the1st time was the most mind blowing probably.
What I was trying to say is that I seem edto enjoy it WAY more than others on here, which lead me into a bit of trouble. Being able to repeat and repeat didn't help!
Obviously throwing psycs in changes things
Bearing in mind that Diazepam was basically ridding me of feeling the negatives at the time too both immesdiate, and the day after...
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Couple of things to say here;
I have had a bad experience on MDPV - (I had some before I was going out - to a social setting the movies, and the shops, to a bar later) I started sweating very badly from the armpits after taking it (I have hyperhidrosis so I'm used to it..but not like this - i.e. excessive sweating) worse than normal and I was aware it was the MDPV making my heart rate increase and thus causing me to get really warm & sweat more. It was literally cascading down the side of my chest at points. I was hoping it might abate a little before I went out.
It's almost winter here, so I imagine anyone would find it strange to see someone sweating profusely...I took a jacket and wore it; but obviously I was far too overheated for this. I was fine at first, feeling confident, social & chatty (like all of my other MDPV experiences) but then I re-dosed...and the feeling started to get worse, as if the come-down was coming on - which lead to another re-dose. Novice mistake I know. Very silly.
This was something organised with work friends (not the kind of people who take drugs/tolerate it - as opposed to my normal group of friends) and they didn't know I was on anything, they were all going to drink and I really didn't want to...so I indulged myself in dusting my nose a tad. I seemed to think they all knew something was wrong with me, and were looking at me as if they knew exactly what I was doing...but without telling me. (Classic paranoia again, but amplified.)
I had a jacket (since it's cold out y'all) so I had to take off my jumper when I was inside...and I was so incredibly self-conscious (not really like me) of the sweat patches...(which were fucking huge by the way) and then I started to get paranoid, and began to think all the laughter around me was directed at me...and thought people were talking about me and so forth - classic paranoia I know, but it was almost unbearable.
This left me unable to really communicate properly with people I felt like I had forgotten the rules of social interaction, everything was forced...laughter...facial expressions...I felt like I had to be smiling and laughing the whole time, or at least it was very hard for me to concentrate on the congruent actions/mannerisms I should be making in relation to what they were saying. I felt spaced out to the max...I kept feeling like everyone could see I was totally fucked and I was convinced they did, this lead to me making up some bullshit about food poisoning, sweating...seeming spaced out. They didn't even notice. Or at least they didn't tell me they did. ("That's Paranooooiaa!" A la Human Traffic)
After this, I had to get home...and I had to talk to my parents - and I also brought a girl home (who I already knew...a good friend) she had just got back from a trip...and I was trying to have a normal conversation with her...but failing hard. It felt bad to make up all this BS, but I'd never had such an adverse reaction (note: I haven't taken MDPV very frequently or in high doses over the last few months - so I felt I would have been in control this time too, with the same doseage amount and same time between doses, as always...ymmv).
I had no weed (and I can never get any benzos or REAL sleeping tablets) so after the girl left (with me feeling more anxious by the second, reflecting on the night the way you do when you're coming down, or feeling tripped out) I lay there for ages feeling really uncomfortable...my heart was beating super fast, and I felt like I was panicking a tad. Not fun - the next day I woke up at 2PM, after having got to sleep at 7-7:30AM?
PS, sorry for my ramblings and my strange and often hashing dialogue - as currently I'm on a wee binge and this is the second question I pose - with less rambling (hopefully), I've been taking it since about 9PM last night, and re-dosing every 1-2 hours with about 5-10mg. It is now around 11:00AM and the last dose I had was 10mg at 9:00AM. I was getting really worried about the tachycardia (haven't really had that too much in the past) and it was all that was on my mind while I was watching a film...and trying to concentrate on it.
As soon as my brother woke up and I talked to him, spoke to a few people online and such...it just slipped from my mind, and I didn't even notice the heartbeat so much anymore...it also slowed down around 15BPM.
I get 60+~BPM as a resting heart-rate usually...but I was worried it had jumped up to around 90-100BPM...but the thing is, if I relaxed and reassured myself, it slowed down dramatically. Is this just general anxiety + the actual stim effect? I had a resting heart rate of 70~BPM on a similar binge a few months ago.
Things that have changed since then:
Assignments for uni are due, my final ever - and I suppose it's on my mind.
How common is a 'death anxiety' kind of feeling on MDPV? Not that I believe I'm going to die (I have stopped dosing), but it just feels really uncomfortable, and it's only just started happening - and I have a feeling in any social situation (i.e. mainly clubbing/that kind of environment or atmosphere) it will return.
I have had a bad experience on MDPV - (I had some before I was going out - to a social setting the movies, and the shops, to a bar later) I started sweating very badly from the armpits after taking it (I have hyperhidrosis so I'm used to it..but not like this - i.e. excessive sweating) worse than normal and I was aware it was the MDPV making my heart rate increase and thus causing me to get really warm & sweat more. It was literally cascading down the side of my chest at points. I was hoping it might abate a little before I went out.
It's almost winter here, so I imagine anyone would find it strange to see someone sweating profusely...I took a jacket and wore it; but obviously I was far too overheated for this. I was fine at first, feeling confident, social & chatty (like all of my other MDPV experiences) but then I re-dosed...and the feeling started to get worse, as if the come-down was coming on - which lead to another re-dose. Novice mistake I know. Very silly.
This was something organised with work friends (not the kind of people who take drugs/tolerate it - as opposed to my normal group of friends) and they didn't know I was on anything, they were all going to drink and I really didn't want to...so I indulged myself in dusting my nose a tad. I seemed to think they all knew something was wrong with me, and were looking at me as if they knew exactly what I was doing...but without telling me. (Classic paranoia again, but amplified.)
I had a jacket (since it's cold out y'all) so I had to take off my jumper when I was inside...and I was so incredibly self-conscious (not really like me) of the sweat patches...(which were fucking huge by the way) and then I started to get paranoid, and began to think all the laughter around me was directed at me...and thought people were talking about me and so forth - classic paranoia I know, but it was almost unbearable.
This left me unable to really communicate properly with people I felt like I had forgotten the rules of social interaction, everything was forced...laughter...facial expressions...I felt like I had to be smiling and laughing the whole time, or at least it was very hard for me to concentrate on the congruent actions/mannerisms I should be making in relation to what they were saying. I felt spaced out to the max...I kept feeling like everyone could see I was totally fucked and I was convinced they did, this lead to me making up some bullshit about food poisoning, sweating...seeming spaced out. They didn't even notice. Or at least they didn't tell me they did. ("That's Paranooooiaa!" A la Human Traffic)
After this, I had to get home...and I had to talk to my parents - and I also brought a girl home (who I already knew...a good friend) she had just got back from a trip...and I was trying to have a normal conversation with her...but failing hard. It felt bad to make up all this BS, but I'd never had such an adverse reaction (note: I haven't taken MDPV very frequently or in high doses over the last few months - so I felt I would have been in control this time too, with the same doseage amount and same time between doses, as always...ymmv).
I had no weed (and I can never get any benzos or REAL sleeping tablets) so after the girl left (with me feeling more anxious by the second, reflecting on the night the way you do when you're coming down, or feeling tripped out) I lay there for ages feeling really uncomfortable...my heart was beating super fast, and I felt like I was panicking a tad. Not fun - the next day I woke up at 2PM, after having got to sleep at 7-7:30AM?
PS, sorry for my ramblings and my strange and often hashing dialogue - as currently I'm on a wee binge and this is the second question I pose - with less rambling (hopefully), I've been taking it since about 9PM last night, and re-dosing every 1-2 hours with about 5-10mg. It is now around 11:00AM and the last dose I had was 10mg at 9:00AM. I was getting really worried about the tachycardia (haven't really had that too much in the past) and it was all that was on my mind while I was watching a film...and trying to concentrate on it.
As soon as my brother woke up and I talked to him, spoke to a few people online and such...it just slipped from my mind, and I didn't even notice the heartbeat so much anymore...it also slowed down around 15BPM.
I get 60+~BPM as a resting heart-rate usually...but I was worried it had jumped up to around 90-100BPM...but the thing is, if I relaxed and reassured myself, it slowed down dramatically. Is this just general anxiety + the actual stim effect? I had a resting heart rate of 70~BPM on a similar binge a few months ago.
Things that have changed since then:
Assignments for uni are due, my final ever - and I suppose it's on my mind.
How common is a 'death anxiety' kind of feeling on MDPV? Not that I believe I'm going to die (I have stopped dosing), but it just feels really uncomfortable, and it's only just started happening - and I have a feeling in any social situation (i.e. mainly clubbing/that kind of environment or atmosphere) it will return.
I really enjoy MDPV.. wakes you right up, puts you in a great mood with a slight euphoria and ready to get stuff done.
I've been doing it about 3 times a week, only one dose per day about 6-7mg insufflated. Not really using it recreationally, moreso for productivity. Haven't noticed any side effects so far in the past couple weeks (not really sure what I would be looking for though?).. the frequency of my usage concerns me a bit since it can be like every other day.. but the moderate dosing and no-redosing surely helps.. have i anything to worry about you think if i were to keep this up? Going through maybe 20-25mg per week.
I've been doing it about 3 times a week, only one dose per day about 6-7mg insufflated. Not really using it recreationally, moreso for productivity. Haven't noticed any side effects so far in the past couple weeks (not really sure what I would be looking for though?).. the frequency of my usage concerns me a bit since it can be like every other day.. but the moderate dosing and no-redosing surely helps.. have i anything to worry about you think if i were to keep this up? Going through maybe 20-25mg per week.
Exactly! They haven't lingered with me after coming down, but "disgust & disappointment" are exactly the themes. Seems like it's more of a malfunction with mental faculties underlying self-image, self-esteem, self-judgement and reflection about one's own social relations than with hearing (it didn't get fully auditory with me, it was just "as if I had heard it" in the silence
).MPH1
Bluelighter
Really glad that I have read A4B, Smurg and rnd.ids recent contribution to this thread....
I recently had an "experience" with this drug that left me paranoid and thinking my "behaviour" had lost me a few good friends for a few days.... Of course it didn't and those friends would have forgiven me pretty much whatever but it turns out it was all in my head. I was having feeling that I was the butt of everyones joke (after continually redosing throughout the day, I was ignorant and being well experienced with base and other uppers I presumed I would be OK...how wrong!).
I really identify with the feeling that all laughter in the room was directed at me, I felt that this substance really manifested my insecurites out in the open and I flat out accused my friends of taking the piss out of me for the duration of the evening (which in turn bought about another cycle of shame for not trusting them etc.)
I was at first worried that it had uncovered underlying psychological faults and would have the give the drugs a rest and seriously considered an evaluation when symptoms persisted. Thankfully after about 72 hours I was able to see things a bit clearer and think I have got myself completely out of my slump with a magical 2C-I trip (only a small dose as first time) with my other half this weekend just passed.
I recently had an "experience" with this drug that left me paranoid and thinking my "behaviour" had lost me a few good friends for a few days.... Of course it didn't and those friends would have forgiven me pretty much whatever but it turns out it was all in my head. I was having feeling that I was the butt of everyones joke (after continually redosing throughout the day, I was ignorant and being well experienced with base and other uppers I presumed I would be OK...how wrong!).
I really identify with the feeling that all laughter in the room was directed at me, I felt that this substance really manifested my insecurites out in the open and I flat out accused my friends of taking the piss out of me for the duration of the evening (which in turn bought about another cycle of shame for not trusting them etc.)
I was at first worried that it had uncovered underlying psychological faults and would have the give the drugs a rest and seriously considered an evaluation when symptoms persisted. Thankfully after about 72 hours I was able to see things a bit clearer and think I have got myself completely out of my slump with a magical 2C-I trip (only a small dose as first time) with my other half this weekend just passed.
God awful MDPV comedown iminent.. opiates or benzos?
Well last night what initially was to keep me awake from the alprazolam I randomly ate to go to bed (my sparse social life got in the way), has turned into an all night & day bender. Heh. Exam time as well.. gotta dig the student life.
I've consumed a lot, and I know I'm in for a bad time later when I stop redosing. Probably in the region of 100mg, if not more. Surprisingly I don't feel that bad, maybe a bit tweaked out, but I know that will change if I stop redosing.
I have 2 choices. I can either make a relatively strong pod tea - say 25-30g (they're good poppies), or I can consume another 1.5mg alprazolam.
I know I can't do both and I'm wondering when the shit hits the fan which state is going to be better to be in (in terms of HR)?
I should add that I have been taking 5/g daily of piracetam over the last 2 weeks (and 3g daily before that) which seems to, at least for me, potentiate opiates & minimize the effects of drugs that act on gaba / nmda (it's also done wonders for reversing ketamine specialness).
I've also not consumed any opiates in a few weeks (last time seems like forever ago, but it was really only 2-3 weeks ago), but my tolerance was only slight then.
</ stimulant induced rambling >
Well last night what initially was to keep me awake from the alprazolam I randomly ate to go to bed (my sparse social life got in the way), has turned into an all night & day bender. Heh. Exam time as well.. gotta dig the student life.
I've consumed a lot, and I know I'm in for a bad time later when I stop redosing. Probably in the region of 100mg, if not more. Surprisingly I don't feel that bad, maybe a bit tweaked out, but I know that will change if I stop redosing.
I have 2 choices. I can either make a relatively strong pod tea - say 25-30g (they're good poppies), or I can consume another 1.5mg alprazolam.
I know I can't do both and I'm wondering when the shit hits the fan which state is going to be better to be in (in terms of HR)?
I should add that I have been taking 5/g daily of piracetam over the last 2 weeks (and 3g daily before that) which seems to, at least for me, potentiate opiates & minimize the effects of drugs that act on gaba / nmda (it's also done wonders for reversing ketamine specialness).
I've also not consumed any opiates in a few weeks (last time seems like forever ago, but it was really only 2-3 weeks ago), but my tolerance was only slight then.
</ stimulant induced rambling >
SkeletalLamper
Bluelighter
Pods ftw anytime for me
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