naginnudej
Bluelighter
Sounds like it's time to hang the peevee up, friend.
I've experienced the paranoid delusions and feelings of loneliness as well. Peevee tore me down, but in retrospect it helped me restructure my worldview in a way that I will carry with me forever. With patience and mindful awareness it goes away--once you stop taking the peevee the only thing holding you back is you.
As dark as I believe peevee is, I can't deny that it made me a better man.
I've experienced the paranoid delusions and feelings of loneliness as well. Peevee tore me down, but in retrospect it helped me restructure my worldview in a way that I will carry with me forever. With patience and mindful awareness it goes away--once you stop taking the peevee the only thing holding you back is you.
As dark as I believe peevee is, I can't deny that it made me a better man.