Shambles
Bluelight Crew
Received another sample of the white peevee from a nameless vendor who was advertising it as beige. It's not beige - not brilliant white, but certainly not beige. It came as a fine, white, floury powder, there's not much in the way of odour unless heated and has a somewhat bitter, chemically taste.
Sniffed works okay as does vapourising. Not gone for the IV route this time - I'm really not sure it's worth it after the last couple of disappointments. Seems to have a significantly lower duration and potency than the beige too. I've gone through the best part of 50mg already today which would be all but unheard of with the tan - certainly with no tolerance anyway. I'm finding myself feeling anxious, generally ill at ease, comedowny, and fiending for a redose after an hour or so sniffed and 20-30 minutes smoked.
Got no GBL to help with the jitteriness, but have benzos to take the edge off later. Incidentally, I have been three days without GBL or alcohol so it's entirely possible that I may be in a state of mild withdrawal/rebound/detox which may explain some of the less pleasing effects.
I'd compare the difference between the tan and white varieties as being a lil like the difference between proper speed and shitey base paste. In both cases the former has all of the good effects along with some of the bad and the latter has all the bad effects (and a few more of it's own) with few of the good.
Again in both cases the lesser form (shitey base paste and white peevee) keep you awake, for sure, but there's no real euphoria - just restless energy and annoying physical effects - and completely mess up concentration and focus. In fact I find it to be quite similar to base in that "spaced out but wired" way. Tan peevee is quite the opposite - loads of energy, focus, motivation and, of course, extreme erotomania and euphoria at the right dose :D
This white stuff is pretty shit compared to the real thing really![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
Ha! Good luck with the "last me a while" thing - I thought the same but almost everytime I get any it just goes in a multiday 24/7 binge. We'll see how I go this time. Is so frustrating that despite it having so few of the the great effects that the real thing has it's still horribly compulsive
Been the downfall of many
Sniffed works okay as does vapourising. Not gone for the IV route this time - I'm really not sure it's worth it after the last couple of disappointments. Seems to have a significantly lower duration and potency than the beige too. I've gone through the best part of 50mg already today which would be all but unheard of with the tan - certainly with no tolerance anyway. I'm finding myself feeling anxious, generally ill at ease, comedowny, and fiending for a redose after an hour or so sniffed and 20-30 minutes smoked.
Got no GBL to help with the jitteriness, but have benzos to take the edge off later. Incidentally, I have been three days without GBL or alcohol so it's entirely possible that I may be in a state of mild withdrawal/rebound/detox which may explain some of the less pleasing effects.
I'd compare the difference between the tan and white varieties as being a lil like the difference between proper speed and shitey base paste. In both cases the former has all of the good effects along with some of the bad and the latter has all the bad effects (and a few more of it's own) with few of the good.
Again in both cases the lesser form (shitey base paste and white peevee) keep you awake, for sure, but there's no real euphoria - just restless energy and annoying physical effects - and completely mess up concentration and focus. In fact I find it to be quite similar to base in that "spaced out but wired" way. Tan peevee is quite the opposite - loads of energy, focus, motivation and, of course, extreme erotomania and euphoria at the right dose :D
This white stuff is pretty shit compared to the real thing really
Ha! Good luck with the "last me a while" thing - I thought the same but almost everytime I get any it just goes in a multiday 24/7 binge. We'll see how I go this time. Is so frustrating that despite it having so few of the the great effects that the real thing has it's still horribly compulsive
Been the downfall of many
:D
Never realised it had affected me so much, but I guess it did, I remember when i looked down at the ground and thinking someone had dropped their t-shirt and then I realised it was all this clothing n bones coming up from the earth n I was crunching on them.... 
