The white stuff I have doesn't seem as bad as what's been said above, to be honest.
I've had a ridiculously busy day, and currently considering an all-nighter, which to be honest, is probably in my best interest with regards what I have to get done, and the importance of it in relation to the consequences!
Haha, guess I'm at the point where I'm talking shit and looking for a bit of a break, been sat working on an important document which could make or break my career (as it stands), can't think of a reason why it would break though, even when sobre earlier.
It's been a while since I did an all-nighter when not socialising or anything, and actually working all through the night, but it's going pretty well. My productivity is damn good considering 6 hours sleep last night, and the night before was alcohol induced 6 hours, but I had a good lie in the night before that.
I can't say there's too much of a comedown as such, but I'd only done max 30mg of the beige in, smoked x 3 10mg, 2 close together and one a couple of hours later. With this batch, I seem to have used a bit more, but not 5x as much! Maybe 25% more, 50% more at most, and that's probably down to tolerance a little.
If I can get myself a couple of hours sleep in a few hours (about to smoke the last one for tonight... hmmm I've said that more than once tonight!), and get into work, get it over with.
It's a little bit make or break because I've taken it upon myself to do something unexpected of my role, well and truly, something even the next level of management would tend to avoid, just as I feel so confident about it.
The peevee has certainly helped me to trawl through for research, quotations to back up my claims and search high and low for any negatives, which I'm still unable to find!
Perhaps it's my mood in general, but I definately don't feel too spaced or speed-like, last dose was ~15mg vapourised, and has been the 5th or 6th today, some of the later ones around 10mg. I know I'm going to crash, just with tiredness eventually, but hey, I'm wondering if it's feasible to carry on for another 14 hours or so, meaning about 38 in total? And just get this out of the way!
It seems like it, if I just take say 25/30mg to work with me to last ~9 hours, plenty without having loads to binge on, and a couple of diazepam for a little later in the afternoon?
Few bananas, should do it right?
Right!?
I'll keep updated!