In hindsight, it didn't occur to me at the time but I'd actually have been in bupe w/d the whole time I was on a-PVP which would perhaps explain a number of the issues I had with it. Not all the issues I had with it but certainly wouldn't have helped endear me to it. I kinda presumed it was similar enough to peev that it would share in the way things not only don't matter and get forgotten, but also
really don't matter cos you are oblivious to any mattering they'd otherwise be involved with - masking w/d symptoms, removing nicotine cravings and such like. It didn't though. Did distract me but (with hindsight) I was very much in acute w/d throughout. Must've cancelled out some of the symptoms - or at least masked them - but I suspect largely due to be so focussed on the amount of discomfort I was getting from the direct and indirect effects of a-PVP itself (w/d doesn't cause vasoconstriction and that was the primary source of discomfort I had). Was also extremely emotional - frequent bursting into tears whilst watching things on tellybox, amongst other tear-jerking stimuli of greater and lesser deservings.
It is quite possible I'd dislike it far less if I tried it again without the w/d, but I know I'd never
really like it. Just doesn't have the magic thing that makes peev worth all the stuff that surrounds it (well,
mostly worth all the stuff that surrounds it some of the time). Specifically it doesn't have the otherworldliness that peev does. That thing peev has where you feel you've come around in some other place, some other place where magic things can happen - and do happen frequently. At least they do on some level. Funny stuff is peev - few drugs are messier, look less appealing, pleasant or enjoyable, are quite so inexplicable for all concerned. No drug can do what peev does though. But the price is a bit steep it must be said
Too steep for me currently. And looks like MePPP is also off the menu. I do remember you mentioning it now, Nick. The nastiness of the smoke in particular. Sounds rather like a much shitier version of a-PVP, and given I wasn't overly enamoured of a-PVP i'll give it's inferior cousin a miss methinks.
That's not good about aMT. I can see how it could maybe trigger those symptoms just with the stimminess and duration - I can't smoke synthetic cannabinoids for similar reasons. They serious do not agree with my mental health. At least I hope it was just my mental health being fukked with. Was quite terrifying enough whatever it was. When a drug messes with you to that extent it's really not worth trying to make it fit. Some things are just not suited to some people. It's a shame aMT is that way for you cos is such nice stuff, but it is pretty manic sometimes so can see how it could perhaps cause problems.